Thought Dump

[silvestris]

One of my most common pastimes these days is composing LJ-entries in my head, never to be written. Sometimes factual, sometimes horribly bitter. And then I never write them

Comments

[lartist]

What a fantastic post, my dear :) Clinical depression is a horrible horrible disease and still largely misunderstood by the population at large. Christie has been battling it for a few years and I've had some of my own to deal with too. It's never easy but it sounds like you've got some great doctors on your side, plus great family to help you along until you are strong again :)

I have always been in your corner, even though I don't do the fandom forum things. Let the shit disturbers eat their words. They will find life very lonely as they continue to drive away those sparkling talents that make reality interesting and fun.

With love and hugs - :)

[abby_sarajane]

Love, I wish I could just drop everything and fly to Sweden. God, more than anything in the past month, have I wished that. It's killed me to sit an ocean away and be absolutely unable to help you through this, and I swear to God, someday I'll have the time and money and ability to simply put everything on hold and fly to you and try to help ease whatever pain you're in. And I'll do it, too.

Have a wonderful holiday, love, with your family. Feel free to e-mail me at any time if you need me. ♥

You've become one of my very closest friends. I want and need to help you in any way I can. I'm sure you know that. ♥

[vestaka]

*hugs on* If you ever peek back on msn love, I'll tell you about what happened to me and why my drawings dropped to one shitty one a month for a year, that I was usually forced into doing. You're not the only one who's gone through something horrific like this, thought that they were completely crazy, and then had people TELL them they were crazy while throwing conflicting explanations of what a horrible person they were and demanding appologies for the impossible. So... I guess I'm saying you're not alone, and some of us know that words can hurt far more then anything else, even words posted on the internet that are supposedly 'harmless' and 'not worth it'.

When you have emotions invested in anything, well... it does hurt.

Meanwhile there's a box of reeses love sitting here on my desk, both white chocolate and regular, just waiting for the 20th for me to pop it in the mail to you.

*hugs on lots*

[chocobodork]

I don't say much around here, we don't really know eachother, but I've admired you for your art and strength of person for quite sometime. Because of this, I just want to say that you've had and still have my utmost respect and support through all this crap. ♥

[hokuton_punch]

DDDDDD:

*many hugs*

Lord, how people can be such bitches on the internet will always remain beyond me. DDD: I'm so sorry these things happened. I hope things start looking up soon...