Leech - AoixUruhaxAoi - 24/25
Title: Leech
Chapter: 24
Author: infinitysanti (silveryxdark)
Rating: PG-13-NC-17 (overall) NC-17 for this chapter.
Pairings: AoixUruhaxAoi [main], AoixOC, ReitaxRuki, UruhaxKai, UruhaxOC, mild MikuxKanon, Kaix?
Genre: Romance, Angst, Drama
Warning: Malexmale pairing, sex, emotional abuse, self-harm, past rape, swears
Disclaimer: I own absolutely nothing except the plot and OCs popping up in here. All mine~
Summary: AU. Shiroyama Yuu leads a good enough life - he owns a guitar store passed down to him by his late parents, is a skilled guitarist in a promising underground band, and has the best friends he could ever have imagined of having. But deep down he is lonely and hides a bitter secret, craving true love. When Kouyou comes along, beautiful and seductive with secrets of his own, Yuu falls for the one man he shouldn't fall for.
A/N: At the end.
Previous Chapters
[1] [2] [3] [4] [5] [6] [7] [8] [9] [10] [11] [12] [13] [14] [15] [16] [17] [18a] [18b] [19] [20] [21] [22a] [22b] [23]
Kouyou's fingers lightly tapped the dashboard, in time with the music that Yuu was playing in the car. Something slow and sweet - much like their relationship. Kouyou liked this.
The night with their friends had gone surprisingly well, and they had also gotten to know Naoyuki better. Previously, Yutaka had only referred to Naoyuki as his good friend - but they could all see the affection they had for each other then, and now, it was clear that they both liked each other a lot.
Kouyou was genuinely happy that Yutaka had found someone. Naoyuki was a polite, cheerful person, full of good humour. He just about radiated happiness, rather like the way Takanori and Yutaka did at times. He fit in very well with the whole group, and Kouyou was happy about that.
So was Yuu, he knew.
Kouyou looked at his raven-haired lover, humming the tune softly, just loud enough for Kouyou to hear. He could not help but smile wider at the look of contentment on Yuu's face. If anything, he felt the same way, at peace with everything in his life.
They met a red light then, and Yuu stopped and smiled at Kouyou. "Tonight was a good night," Yuu said.
Kouyou nodded, and leaned forward to catch Yuu's lips in a gentle kiss. Yuu was grinning as he pulled away after a while, the light turning green a few moments later. Kouyou knew he was doing the same as Yuu began driving again.
There were numerous things that Kouyou loved about Yuu. Physically, he loved Yuu's smile, his sparkling eyes, his graceful movements - and his glorious body was something Kouyou loved as well. Yuu was shorter than Kouyou, but with lean muscles and smooth, pale skin.
The scars that decorated Yuu's inner thighs did not mar him, in Kouyou's eyes. He found him just as beautiful with them. Each scar represented a past pain, and these pains made up Yuu, shaping him. That pain might have made Yuu a bitter, lonely person, but Kouyou knew that his love tempered it, softened the sharp edges of Yuu's heart and brought them all the closer.
Kouyou trusted Yuu. He knew Yuu would never hurt him and would always love and respect him. He waited for Kouyou to be able to trust him completely, and did not pressurise him one bit. Kouyou loved him even more for that.
He felt ready, to give himself over fully to Yuu. Of course, there was always fear - it was inevitable - yet knowing that Yuu loved him lessened it considerably.
He was going to be okay. After all, it was Yuu - the person he loved the most in the world.
***
It started slowly.
They had taken a shower together, and when they came out of it, Kouyou told Yuu that he wanted to let Yuu top him this night.
Yuu was stunned, blinking at Kouyou's words. "Are you sure?"
"Yes. Completely sure. I need this, Yuu. I know I'm ready to trust you completely. I know you won't hurt me. I can trust you with.... everything. My body, my heart, my entire life," Kouyou replied, drawing Yuu into a kiss on their bed.
"I'm afraid I'll hurt you though... I want to make you happy," Yuu said uncertainly.
"Yuu, I know you won't. I love you," Kouyou whispered, and then Yuu smiled.
Yuu began to press gentle kisses over Kouyou's body, fingers caressing his skin. His lips and tongue proved just as skilful on his skin as they usually did upon Kouyou's lips. It felt good to Kouyou. No, better than good. Yuu was so gentle, and Kouyou loved it. While giving himself up to Yuu had been terrifying, there was a certain thrill to it. It was Yuu, after all.
When Kouyou felt Yuu's fingers at his entrance, he tensed up, feeling old fear. Yuu looked up at him, eyes full of concern and love. "Kouyou... are you okay? Are you sure about all this?"
"Yes. I'm fine. Go on, please," Kouyou breathed, trying to relax his body.
Yuu's other hand was gently stroking his thighs, distracting him somewhat from the pain. The burn was not as bad as he feared it would be, and increased only slightly as Yuu added a second finger. Yuu seemed to be trying his hardest not to make it hurt, and Kouyou appreciated it. And then, he let out a cry as pleasure hit his body.
Kouyou looked at Yuu, eyes wide, and Yuu smiled up at him.
"It'll get better. Promise," Yuu said softly. "I love you."
"I love you, too," Kouyou said breathily, and another moan escaped his lips at Yuu's skilful touches.
Yuu drew out his fingers then, and in moments Yuu was above Kouyou, facing him. Kouyou wrapped his long legs around Yuu's waist. "Ready? Totally sure?" Yuu asked.
"Yeah," Kouyou said, and pulled Yuu down into another kiss.
Slowly, Yuu began to push into Kouyou.
It hurt.
It hurt badly enough that Kouyou was struggling to take deep breaths, trying not to let tears escape his tightly shut eyelids. He tried not to think of being raped when he was just a child.
"Baby, it's me, Yuu. Shh, it's me," Yuu said, stilling his movements. He kissed Kouyou's cheek, fingers stroking his stomach. "Do you want me to stop?"
Kouyou opened his eyes, keeping eye contact with Yuu. There was so much love there that Kouyou could have cried anew. No, this was something completely different. "No, don't stop. Go on - I want to do this with you," Kouyou breathed.
Yuu then continued to be slow and gentle, careful not to hurt Kouyou as much as he could. Kouyou could really trust him, no matter what. He kissed Yuu then, and the kiss helped to distract him from the pain.
When Yuu was fully sheathed in Kouyou, he stopped moving, simply lying atop Kouyou, breathing heavily. Kouyou did the same underneath him, slowly getting used to the burning sensation, along with the one of being so filled with Yuu. Yes, this was different. Yuu loved him and every movement spoke of it.
"Yuu... move," Kouyou said raggedly.
Yuu's thrusts began slowly, and he kissed Kouyou deeply. That helped to distract Kouyou from the pain, too, and Yuu established a steady, comfortable rhythm, making sure that Kouyou was feeling all right.
Before long, it was starting to feel good. Much better than the pain, in any case. Kouyou let small moans fall from his lips, starting to feel the pleasure that Yuu said he would enjoy.
Yuu then angled his hips a little differently, before thrusting into Kouyou's body again, and a jolt of pleasure, much stronger than the first, coursed through his body. He let out a loud moan, back arching gracefully into Yuu's. He felt Yuu grin against his neck, and Kouyou heard himself urging Yuu on. He quickened his pace just a little, hitting Kouyou's sweet spot repeatedly.
Kouyou cried out louder, unable to believe that he could feel this good with Yuu topping. He knew it could, since he experienced Yuu coming undone underneath him most nights, but to actually feel it was different. And god, was it perfectly, wonderfully different.
He could feel himself getting closer to the edge, and Yuu's thrusts became slightly more erratic. Yuu groaned softly into Kouyou's shoulder, and Kouyou could feel both their hearts beating rapidly together. Yuu wrapped a hand around Kouyou's length, pumping him slowly as he thrust.
Kouyou moaned, throwing his head back, and caught Yuu's lips in a deep kiss, seeking his lover's bittersweet taste that he so loved. And then he was over the edge, crying out Yuu's name as he came, the exact same time that Yuu called out for him, releasing in him.
Kouyou felt nothing but intense bliss, saw nothing but white flashing across his eyes. His body writhed underneath Yuu's. Kouyou felt like he was in heaven with Yuu.
As he came down from his high, Kouyou noticed Yuu panting and his body trembling, as it always did. Kouyou was the same, legs falling from Yuu's waist to rest on the bed. Always, he wanted to lose himself in Yuu. Just like that. It was perfect.
When Yuu drew out of Kouyou, he realised how sore his ass was. But there was a certain sweetness to the pain, and this was one he enjoyed. He kissed Yuu again, savouring his taste, and this time, it was deeper and gentler and all the rest.
"I love you," Kouyou whispered as Yuu pulled away, fingers caressing Yuu's silky black hair.
"I know," Yuu said with a smile, voice breathy. "I love you, too."
...well there. My first sex scene. It's significant though, that's why I wrote it.
Fuck, it was probably shitty as hell ;_; Please don't be too harsh on me? I'm kind of all nervous about posting this, but you know... Yeah. Well, I'm about halfway through the final chapter. It'll be up soon. I hope you liked this chapter anyway.
Thank you for reading.
Chapter: 24
Author: infinitysanti (silveryxdark)
Rating: PG-13-NC-17 (overall) NC-17 for this chapter.
Pairings: AoixUruhaxAoi [main], AoixOC, ReitaxRuki, UruhaxKai, UruhaxOC, mild MikuxKanon, Kaix?
Genre: Romance, Angst, Drama
Warning: Malexmale pairing, sex, emotional abuse, self-harm, past rape, swears
Disclaimer: I own absolutely nothing except the plot and OCs popping up in here. All mine~
Summary: AU. Shiroyama Yuu leads a good enough life - he owns a guitar store passed down to him by his late parents, is a skilled guitarist in a promising underground band, and has the best friends he could ever have imagined of having. But deep down he is lonely and hides a bitter secret, craving true love. When Kouyou comes along, beautiful and seductive with secrets of his own, Yuu falls for the one man he shouldn't fall for.
A/N: At the end.
Previous Chapters
[1] [2] [3] [4] [5] [6] [7] [8] [9] [10] [11] [12] [13] [14] [15] [16] [17] [18a] [18b] [19] [20] [21] [22a] [22b] [23]
Kouyou's fingers lightly tapped the dashboard, in time with the music that Yuu was playing in the car. Something slow and sweet - much like their relationship. Kouyou liked this.
The night with their friends had gone surprisingly well, and they had also gotten to know Naoyuki better. Previously, Yutaka had only referred to Naoyuki as his good friend - but they could all see the affection they had for each other then, and now, it was clear that they both liked each other a lot.
Kouyou was genuinely happy that Yutaka had found someone. Naoyuki was a polite, cheerful person, full of good humour. He just about radiated happiness, rather like the way Takanori and Yutaka did at times. He fit in very well with the whole group, and Kouyou was happy about that.
So was Yuu, he knew.
Kouyou looked at his raven-haired lover, humming the tune softly, just loud enough for Kouyou to hear. He could not help but smile wider at the look of contentment on Yuu's face. If anything, he felt the same way, at peace with everything in his life.
They met a red light then, and Yuu stopped and smiled at Kouyou. "Tonight was a good night," Yuu said.
Kouyou nodded, and leaned forward to catch Yuu's lips in a gentle kiss. Yuu was grinning as he pulled away after a while, the light turning green a few moments later. Kouyou knew he was doing the same as Yuu began driving again.
There were numerous things that Kouyou loved about Yuu. Physically, he loved Yuu's smile, his sparkling eyes, his graceful movements - and his glorious body was something Kouyou loved as well. Yuu was shorter than Kouyou, but with lean muscles and smooth, pale skin.
The scars that decorated Yuu's inner thighs did not mar him, in Kouyou's eyes. He found him just as beautiful with them. Each scar represented a past pain, and these pains made up Yuu, shaping him. That pain might have made Yuu a bitter, lonely person, but Kouyou knew that his love tempered it, softened the sharp edges of Yuu's heart and brought them all the closer.
Kouyou trusted Yuu. He knew Yuu would never hurt him and would always love and respect him. He waited for Kouyou to be able to trust him completely, and did not pressurise him one bit. Kouyou loved him even more for that.
He felt ready, to give himself over fully to Yuu. Of course, there was always fear - it was inevitable - yet knowing that Yuu loved him lessened it considerably.
He was going to be okay. After all, it was Yuu - the person he loved the most in the world.
***
It started slowly.
They had taken a shower together, and when they came out of it, Kouyou told Yuu that he wanted to let Yuu top him this night.
Yuu was stunned, blinking at Kouyou's words. "Are you sure?"
"Yes. Completely sure. I need this, Yuu. I know I'm ready to trust you completely. I know you won't hurt me. I can trust you with.... everything. My body, my heart, my entire life," Kouyou replied, drawing Yuu into a kiss on their bed.
"I'm afraid I'll hurt you though... I want to make you happy," Yuu said uncertainly.
"Yuu, I know you won't. I love you," Kouyou whispered, and then Yuu smiled.
Yuu began to press gentle kisses over Kouyou's body, fingers caressing his skin. His lips and tongue proved just as skilful on his skin as they usually did upon Kouyou's lips. It felt good to Kouyou. No, better than good. Yuu was so gentle, and Kouyou loved it. While giving himself up to Yuu had been terrifying, there was a certain thrill to it. It was Yuu, after all.
When Kouyou felt Yuu's fingers at his entrance, he tensed up, feeling old fear. Yuu looked up at him, eyes full of concern and love. "Kouyou... are you okay? Are you sure about all this?"
"Yes. I'm fine. Go on, please," Kouyou breathed, trying to relax his body.
Yuu's other hand was gently stroking his thighs, distracting him somewhat from the pain. The burn was not as bad as he feared it would be, and increased only slightly as Yuu added a second finger. Yuu seemed to be trying his hardest not to make it hurt, and Kouyou appreciated it. And then, he let out a cry as pleasure hit his body.
Kouyou looked at Yuu, eyes wide, and Yuu smiled up at him.
"It'll get better. Promise," Yuu said softly. "I love you."
"I love you, too," Kouyou said breathily, and another moan escaped his lips at Yuu's skilful touches.
Yuu drew out his fingers then, and in moments Yuu was above Kouyou, facing him. Kouyou wrapped his long legs around Yuu's waist. "Ready? Totally sure?" Yuu asked.
"Yeah," Kouyou said, and pulled Yuu down into another kiss.
Slowly, Yuu began to push into Kouyou.
It hurt.
It hurt badly enough that Kouyou was struggling to take deep breaths, trying not to let tears escape his tightly shut eyelids. He tried not to think of being raped when he was just a child.
"Baby, it's me, Yuu. Shh, it's me," Yuu said, stilling his movements. He kissed Kouyou's cheek, fingers stroking his stomach. "Do you want me to stop?"
Kouyou opened his eyes, keeping eye contact with Yuu. There was so much love there that Kouyou could have cried anew. No, this was something completely different. "No, don't stop. Go on - I want to do this with you," Kouyou breathed.
Yuu then continued to be slow and gentle, careful not to hurt Kouyou as much as he could. Kouyou could really trust him, no matter what. He kissed Yuu then, and the kiss helped to distract him from the pain.
When Yuu was fully sheathed in Kouyou, he stopped moving, simply lying atop Kouyou, breathing heavily. Kouyou did the same underneath him, slowly getting used to the burning sensation, along with the one of being so filled with Yuu. Yes, this was different. Yuu loved him and every movement spoke of it.
"Yuu... move," Kouyou said raggedly.
Yuu's thrusts began slowly, and he kissed Kouyou deeply. That helped to distract Kouyou from the pain, too, and Yuu established a steady, comfortable rhythm, making sure that Kouyou was feeling all right.
Before long, it was starting to feel good. Much better than the pain, in any case. Kouyou let small moans fall from his lips, starting to feel the pleasure that Yuu said he would enjoy.
Yuu then angled his hips a little differently, before thrusting into Kouyou's body again, and a jolt of pleasure, much stronger than the first, coursed through his body. He let out a loud moan, back arching gracefully into Yuu's. He felt Yuu grin against his neck, and Kouyou heard himself urging Yuu on. He quickened his pace just a little, hitting Kouyou's sweet spot repeatedly.
Kouyou cried out louder, unable to believe that he could feel this good with Yuu topping. He knew it could, since he experienced Yuu coming undone underneath him most nights, but to actually feel it was different. And god, was it perfectly, wonderfully different.
He could feel himself getting closer to the edge, and Yuu's thrusts became slightly more erratic. Yuu groaned softly into Kouyou's shoulder, and Kouyou could feel both their hearts beating rapidly together. Yuu wrapped a hand around Kouyou's length, pumping him slowly as he thrust.
Kouyou moaned, throwing his head back, and caught Yuu's lips in a deep kiss, seeking his lover's bittersweet taste that he so loved. And then he was over the edge, crying out Yuu's name as he came, the exact same time that Yuu called out for him, releasing in him.
Kouyou felt nothing but intense bliss, saw nothing but white flashing across his eyes. His body writhed underneath Yuu's. Kouyou felt like he was in heaven with Yuu.
As he came down from his high, Kouyou noticed Yuu panting and his body trembling, as it always did. Kouyou was the same, legs falling from Yuu's waist to rest on the bed. Always, he wanted to lose himself in Yuu. Just like that. It was perfect.
When Yuu drew out of Kouyou, he realised how sore his ass was. But there was a certain sweetness to the pain, and this was one he enjoyed. He kissed Yuu again, savouring his taste, and this time, it was deeper and gentler and all the rest.
"I love you," Kouyou whispered as Yuu pulled away, fingers caressing Yuu's silky black hair.
"I know," Yuu said with a smile, voice breathy. "I love you, too."
...well there. My first sex scene. It's significant though, that's why I wrote it.
Fuck, it was probably shitty as hell ;_; Please don't be too harsh on me? I'm kind of all nervous about posting this, but you know... Yeah. Well, I'm about halfway through the final chapter. It'll be up soon. I hope you liked this chapter anyway.
Thank you for reading.