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May 11, 2006 22:07

i might update more often
im kinda over myspace and facebook and i need something else online to do
so maybe ill go back to lj

so yeah, work tonight was really good with emily w, emily b, and mari.
mari and i talked about her band and music all day basically
she is pretty much the woman
im glad im myspace friends with her, cause when she leaves its gunna be so bad
i think im going to buy her a coldstone cake and have it say " good luck bitch!" on it, just cause thats how i roll
also i found out tonight emily b. is funny and cant say the word vajina. haha
overall i had a pretty good night at the home of the party pro's

ive been feeling really lame recently
im clearly not a good friend at all
im kinda sick of being poor and i wish i could buy my friends nice things to really show how much i appreciate them, cause i do, but i cant. i hate it.

i cant really even buy myself things anymore. im trying to save money so that i wont be in debt for the rest of my life. money makes me so paranoid. it sucks to not have things handed to you. sure i love that i have a car and my parents basically pay for all of my car insurance, and i have decent clothes, i try and appreciate the things i get. but still, i think that with all the crap that happens, i think i might deserve a little something. and it sucks when your pushed aside for people who have alot of money or their parents money.
oh well... its life

hoooyyyyyyy...
so yeah, ive been upset with myself this whole week
im pretty sure its the rain
and marilyn is pissing me off as of lately
i am so over school
i cant wait for the summer
so i wont have to deal with this crap
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