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Sorry haven't written in a while. I hate sounding like an angst ridden teenager on here but I decided to write because my heart suddenly hurt a lot just now and I'm afraid to talk to anyone i know for I fear I will scare them away. I wanted to lock it but I figured, fuck it. The boy no longer reads me. He told me he blocked me from Facebook so I
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Maybe it is a sign of his immaturity that he cannot face you. That is the kindest thing I can think of to explain his behaviour, but somehow I doubt it. I'm sorry the most that your former friends sided with him. If you are a friend with someone you a friend unless they utterly betray you personally. I don't understand how anyone can turn their back on a friend over the ending of a relationship with someone else and I can never understand the need to side with one party or the other when a relationship ends.
I hope you have a very good time with your new friends over Christmas and you can get over the hurt and pain he has caused you. By the sound of his recent unnecessarily cold and spiteful behaviour, he's not worth the effort.
Why don't you start planning a new trip away, somewhere exciting, new and interesting. I was looking into an overland trip from Istanbul to Beijing along the silk route, but then I've also been looking at an Antarctic or Scandanavia as well, we'll see which wins out.
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I'm so sorry Silvy that you're hurt by an immature douchy jackass. I'm sorry that he acted just fine up until the end so that you were blindsided. I think that's the worst of it - you just didn't see it coming.
I'm so sorry that you put so much effort building up a relationship, a friendship, and have it just disappear like that. Why you gotta live in a different country, huh?
Stay strong, keep going out, have fun, find new things to do that you never did with him :)
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