Good-Bye to you...

[silvertears5226]

UGH! okay today--horrible. It all started last night...arguement with the mother...what fun! well, lets just say it ended with me not knowing if I still have a fuckin' place to live. And then, i get to school this morning, as soon as I turn a fuckin' corner, I saw him with martika, yea fuckin' UGHHH!GROSS!AGAIN!!! That felt so fuckin' bad to see them like, all over each other...i cried half the morning. :( I need ta move on...I'm really serious this time--right here, right now, I'm done. I will always feel some kind of love for him, but I just can't do this anymore. So, while he will always have a place in my heart, It is 100% completely, totally finished. Over for good. No more telling myself there's a maybe...no more wishing for a second chance. All I hope is that he's happy. :|

"Those times I waited for you seem so long ago
I wanted you far too much to ever let you go
You know you never got by "I feel it too"
And I guess I never could stand to lose
It's such a pity to say
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
Could I have loved someone like the one I see in you
I remember the good times baby now, and the bad times too
These last few weeks[months] of holding on
The days are dull, the nights are long
Guess it's better to say
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
'Cause it's all over now
No need to talk about it
It's not the same
My love for you's just not the same
And my heart, and my heart
And my heart can't stand the strain
And my love, and my love
And my love won't stand the pain
And my heart, and my heart
And my heart can't stand the strain
And my love, and my love
And my love...
Goodbye to you"