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i don't really have a home right now, and if i had to name a place "home" perhaps it would be with marie tabola in logan square in chicago, the same neighborhood as before but different apartment. things have changed again, i've been reading a lot. i do not have a great deal of drama, or at least none that i can explain very well without an appropriate background which is why i've decided i must write a novel someday. all these things that seemed so random before are coming together and making so much sense that its a bit scary. my friends are spread across the continent and i wish i could have them all in one place. and then of course, thom is in a different country and becoming a star of sorts. its almost my birthday, i'll be 23 and i feel both so close to being mentally stable and so very far from physically stable and so far removed from what i thought was my real life. but, as i said, things are coming together in a very bizarre yet overwhelmingly obvious way. at least i can feel them starting to.
i just went to seattle to visit jason and had an amazing time. i've never been around jason haskins and not had an amazing time, i don't know why i don't see him more often. but i've decided that seattle is the next place that i will live. when i'm finally done with nashville again. it seems more and more like i'm running away from it way too much. its just sort of annoying how your past follows you everywhere in that city. and i'm changing and it is not. so there's that. i went to the market where they throw the fishes around and the inspiring keep up the moral at work video they showed us in flight attendant training wasn't kidding. they are all happy as clams. and i layed on the grass in the park by the space needle. and ate really good fish. and sloshed about the town with white russians in hand toasting to all the greatest things that have happened with jason. it was lovely.
marie's back from walgreen's time to have a junk food fest/psuedo-roommate bonding time! hoorah!
i just went to seattle to visit jason and had an amazing time. i've never been around jason haskins and not had an amazing time, i don't know why i don't see him more often. but i've decided that seattle is the next place that i will live. when i'm finally done with nashville again. it seems more and more like i'm running away from it way too much. its just sort of annoying how your past follows you everywhere in that city. and i'm changing and it is not. so there's that. i went to the market where they throw the fishes around and the inspiring keep up the moral at work video they showed us in flight attendant training wasn't kidding. they are all happy as clams. and i layed on the grass in the park by the space needle. and ate really good fish. and sloshed about the town with white russians in hand toasting to all the greatest things that have happened with jason. it was lovely.
marie's back from walgreen's time to have a junk food fest/psuedo-roommate bonding time! hoorah!