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my cat has dread locks at this point. i'm trying to cut them out with scissors, but i'm failing miserably. they're just staying and sticking. that mangey mut. that i love.
i hate living at my parents house, i feel suddenly like a rebelious teenager trying to prove myself all over again. and they're holding things over my head and trying to control all over again. and now they say that i'm not allowed out of the house for the next two weeks and if i leave they will no longer help me with flight attendant training...shit. what does one do about this?
i had a very strange, yet delightful night last night. kate and i hung out and that always makes for strange and unusual evenings. kate told the story of baby stick-eyes to everyone on the porch at the acklen house film festival party and we all giggled and it was so nice that everyone could hear it from the source. and there was dancing and there was ben. and there was ben. in his bocephus shirt.
and there's a rumor that i made out with vicki at brynne's party, how silly. and there are other rumors too, its sort of fun to hear them. and its also fun to deny the things that really did happen. and there was a conversation that happened between thom and me, i doubt he remembers a bit of it, but i'm so glad it happened. this whole world is wild at heart and weird on top. and the heavy things we can't talk about now, the things that made the evening strange and unusual are not to be said, just to be known by me. and that's a hard place to be in. damn hard.
i hate living at my parents house, i feel suddenly like a rebelious teenager trying to prove myself all over again. and they're holding things over my head and trying to control all over again. and now they say that i'm not allowed out of the house for the next two weeks and if i leave they will no longer help me with flight attendant training...shit. what does one do about this?
i had a very strange, yet delightful night last night. kate and i hung out and that always makes for strange and unusual evenings. kate told the story of baby stick-eyes to everyone on the porch at the acklen house film festival party and we all giggled and it was so nice that everyone could hear it from the source. and there was dancing and there was ben. and there was ben. in his bocephus shirt.
and there's a rumor that i made out with vicki at brynne's party, how silly. and there are other rumors too, its sort of fun to hear them. and its also fun to deny the things that really did happen. and there was a conversation that happened between thom and me, i doubt he remembers a bit of it, but i'm so glad it happened. this whole world is wild at heart and weird on top. and the heavy things we can't talk about now, the things that made the evening strange and unusual are not to be said, just to be known by me. and that's a hard place to be in. damn hard.