May 07, 2004 14:44
if anyone sees me on new york one today fumbling over some words and questions relating the coffee shop that i work at to the coffee shop from the former sit-com "friends", i apologize. i am yet to see it, but i know i butchered whatever it was i had to say, but that was mostly because i didn't know what to say. they came to the coffee shop early, right after we opened...around 6:30 am. and as my mouth was stuffed with a bagel, they approached me and started asking me these things. 6:30am is not a time that i should ever even be awake, if you ask me. and my hand shook while they taped me making a latte. but i do feel very embarassed of this. partly because its a silly show, and partly because all of new york gets to see me having one of my miniature anxiety attacks. i hate cameras being pointed in my direction.
those are my excuses.
i'm sleepy. time for a nap and later i will be going to see the nick drake documentary. and i hope that a person very important to me is not upset with me. i said a thing today that was stupid and mean and very bitch-ass of me. so that is twice today that i talked when i shouldn't have talked. maybe i should become a mute. sometimes i have no idea why my brain formulates the thoughts that it does, and i really wish i could stop! yikes.
anyway. sleepy time gal.