just a random thought before work...
so life is kinda stressful right now, still working out the whole heath thing. He's totally changed how he acts, mr "i have to be in bed by 9 because i have to work" now stays out all night for days at a time. it's like living with a 15 year old that has a car and no curfew. *sigh*
either way, i met someone who i am *hopefully* going to spend some time with. well...not really *met* them...more like talked to them online and on the phone, and we're going out for lunch. i'm not really interested in starting anything serious - i'm not really done being over the last serious thing i started, however having some new friends is definatly a plus and i think that will help me deal with this stupid situation a lot faster. The friends i have are great, but i'm pretty sure that they don't want to hear me bitch about the same thing every day, and i think that i need a little change of scenery in the friend department. Doesn't help that the only one of my friends that i have ever spent any considerable time with is heath, and now i don't spend any with him. I don't see the others as often as i would like, and the fact that i work 40+ hours a week doesn't really help that either, because when i get home all i want to do is relax. so, i'm just going to hang out with some new people (in addition to the old) and we'll take life from that point. If, eventually, i meet someone that i feel close enough to that i can start something slightly more serious, we'll see what happens - but at this point, i just want people to hang out with that can distract me from the hurt i have. It makes me feel better when i can go a few hours without being depressed.
well. i should be heading off to work. stupid job...gotta actually show up once in a while if i want to get paid :D
tweedles!