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I am SOOO glad that it is fall break. Ten days of no school, hopefully some sleeping in, 1000 stadium steps to run, and some hot, steamy sex in the mean time.
hahaha...just kidding about that last one. Hey, i had to grab your attention somehow!
I have to vent - orchestra is driving me crazy and sometimes i wish that i hade never met her (the new teacher) the way that i did. I don't really know how to explain that, but sometimes i wonder if i had made a different impression, it wouldn't be this difficult the 9th week into school.
So when my dad came home from work about an hour ago, he asked me if the teacher had said anything about his email....apparently she hasn't responded to his email and hasn't said anything to me in class about it, and it really pisses my dad and I off. Seriously, if you're going to be so professional about it, at least acknowledge that you recieved it.
I told him exactly how she's been acting towards me all period today and yesterday - how she abruptly raised her voice at me in front of the whole class telling me that "I couldn't play today; put away my stuff; I throw off the balance of the orchestra;" and how she "needs to hear what it sounds like without me playing".....
and you know the most ironic part?? she didn't even listen to the orchestra play today....she made everyone split into the practice rooms and the hallway for sectionals......
WHAT A BITCH.
I was so affended that I got up from my seat, got my cello back out and went to go practice with my section out in the hallway. They were happy to have me play with them even if i won't be there tmrw for the Festival.....i can ALWAYS practice. Don't deny me of that.
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My dad said that everything she said to me today was discrimination, and maybe that's why i've felt so violated the past two days......heck, the past 3 weeks.
But after school, in the wonderful aftermath of the rain we finally had, I waited outside with Michael and we talked about it all - my troubles with orchestra, how he agrees with how crappy she is being, and his problem with the arrogant, immature ppl writing crap on the math books about him. He wrote an amazing letter to the principal of our school and i'm right behind him the whole way. Maybe we can finally start a Gay/Straight Alliance.
But just talking to him today before I leave, felt really good. I miss my best buddy alot, but i know we'll catch up soon. :)
And I thank all of my amamzing buddies at lunch who have stuck with me these past 2 weeks with me complaining about this whole orchestra ordeal.
Thank you guys - you've helped me feel better every day.
And so i'm hoping that i'll be able to drive to California tmrw morning with a sence of starting clean again - putting our family funeral to rest and the school quarter behind us. My grades will improve the more I put into it, and I plan to put in threefold this time.
I finished some of the most amazing books in the past 2 weeks as well - much thanks to ZAK!! :) I will return those sometime next week.
It's so nice to be able to read during the school year again...
I hope everyone has an awesome last day of school tmrw - really short day it'll be!! Enjoy the beginning of break and y'all better call me! Long distance doesn't do anything to my phone, so feel free to text or something. :) Disneyland!! i'm excited to go.
LOST was freakin amamzing - i won't go into only because so many ppl have and we just all feel the same way anyway, hehe. <3
I think i'll go watch some Supernatural and sleep peacefully tonight.
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I miss my Joscie.
hahaha...just kidding about that last one. Hey, i had to grab your attention somehow!
I have to vent - orchestra is driving me crazy and sometimes i wish that i hade never met her (the new teacher) the way that i did. I don't really know how to explain that, but sometimes i wonder if i had made a different impression, it wouldn't be this difficult the 9th week into school.
So when my dad came home from work about an hour ago, he asked me if the teacher had said anything about his email....apparently she hasn't responded to his email and hasn't said anything to me in class about it, and it really pisses my dad and I off. Seriously, if you're going to be so professional about it, at least acknowledge that you recieved it.
I told him exactly how she's been acting towards me all period today and yesterday - how she abruptly raised her voice at me in front of the whole class telling me that "I couldn't play today; put away my stuff; I throw off the balance of the orchestra;" and how she "needs to hear what it sounds like without me playing".....
and you know the most ironic part?? she didn't even listen to the orchestra play today....she made everyone split into the practice rooms and the hallway for sectionals......
WHAT A BITCH.
I was so affended that I got up from my seat, got my cello back out and went to go practice with my section out in the hallway. They were happy to have me play with them even if i won't be there tmrw for the Festival.....i can ALWAYS practice. Don't deny me of that.
~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_
My dad said that everything she said to me today was discrimination, and maybe that's why i've felt so violated the past two days......heck, the past 3 weeks.
But after school, in the wonderful aftermath of the rain we finally had, I waited outside with Michael and we talked about it all - my troubles with orchestra, how he agrees with how crappy she is being, and his problem with the arrogant, immature ppl writing crap on the math books about him. He wrote an amazing letter to the principal of our school and i'm right behind him the whole way. Maybe we can finally start a Gay/Straight Alliance.
But just talking to him today before I leave, felt really good. I miss my best buddy alot, but i know we'll catch up soon. :)
And I thank all of my amamzing buddies at lunch who have stuck with me these past 2 weeks with me complaining about this whole orchestra ordeal.
Thank you guys - you've helped me feel better every day.
And so i'm hoping that i'll be able to drive to California tmrw morning with a sence of starting clean again - putting our family funeral to rest and the school quarter behind us. My grades will improve the more I put into it, and I plan to put in threefold this time.
I finished some of the most amazing books in the past 2 weeks as well - much thanks to ZAK!! :) I will return those sometime next week.
It's so nice to be able to read during the school year again...
I hope everyone has an awesome last day of school tmrw - really short day it'll be!! Enjoy the beginning of break and y'all better call me! Long distance doesn't do anything to my phone, so feel free to text or something. :) Disneyland!! i'm excited to go.
LOST was freakin amamzing - i won't go into only because so many ppl have and we just all feel the same way anyway, hehe. <3
I think i'll go watch some Supernatural and sleep peacefully tonight.
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I miss my Joscie.