Here we go again
The busier one gets, the harder it can be to keep a sort of record of what's going on. But of course, when you're busiest is when you should be keeping track.
Currently being swallowed alive by the scholastic gods. I've lost count of how many all nighters I've pulled this semester, but rest assured it's a heretofore unheard of amount - sadly the percentage is only likely to increase.
Still jobless for now, gotta wait til after new years so that I can still go visit the family and such. Although I am mighty poor right now :(
Schedule for next semester:
MW: 830-115 (character creation), 1-345 (interactive media), 7-945 (motion design)
TuTh: 1-345 (lighting), 4-645 (design studio)
All classes are studios. If I don't have a breakdown halfway through the semester it can be said I'm doin alright ;)
No boys or girls currently. Been awkwardly trying to flirt with a chick who works at my fav starbucks, when I actually have the money to buy coffee. Last time I was in there she commented on how she never saw me anymore and I told her I was unemployed - she gave me free coffee, aww. Avery insists I need to ask her out. I insist I don't have the guts and would really like to not lose my fav coffee place. Chris is head over heels for a girl who lives back east - it's really adorable most of the time. Grant is back with his ex, except she's in Australia for another year and a half so they have an open relationship thing going on. As such, we see each other on occasion :-p Kyle had a gf for a total of 2 weeks before finding out she was nucking futs. Poor Kyle.
Technically speaking, I have a date on Friday - but I don't think that will go anywhere. Ever talk to someone who is just so eager it's kinda awkward? Yeah, one of those. I know I'm not graceful at accepting compliments, but when I'm so bombarded with them that saying 'thank you' just seems repetitive, that's a little on the...not creepy, but something like that side. Am I making sense? No? Ah well.
My insomnia is in full effect, as anyone who actually reads this (echo? haha) will note by the timestamp. I'll sleep for a normal 8 hours or so, then not sleep for a couple of days. Both useful and frustrating given my schedule right now. And I'm too poor for my normal sleep aid, le sigh.
Josh, also known as Syd, has said he's once again considering living in Colorado. Josh is a sweet guy, otherwise I wouldn't have dated him for 6 months. But really, him saying he's probably gonna do something amounts to..not a lot. It would be nice to see him, though he's alluded to the fact that he will be hitting on me. Considering I haven't seen him since I turned 18, that might be odd. Okay, it will be odd - he does sideshow now! When we were together he was army, had no piercings or tattoos, and was forced into PT. Now he doesn't do PT, has some nifty tattoos and some scary hairstylings...and he's got big holes in his ears that he picks large objects up with (as well as some other piercings/talents he's picked up). It may be shallow of me, but I miss the old Josh look :( Also spoke with MJ on the phone recently....why does it seem like all my exes pop up at the same time?
Speaking of...I've decided I need to see Jesse, after New Years though. I'm hoping that that's sufficient time for him to heal and...y'know, not try to kiss me again. But I do want to see him, and be friends with him. I especially want to thank him. I realise, looking back on the past year, that Jesse has had an irrevocable and major impact on me as a person. Because of him I learned a lot about myself, and grew by a large dose in personal development. Is it weird that I want to thank him? He's the kind of guy that would appreciate that, but at the same time I hope he doesn't take it as a come on...he's also the kind of guy who takes most things as such.
I've found myself thinking a lot about the past recently, the good times I've had with various friends and lovers and whatnot. I'm not sure why. Gonna scan in pics from Russia and India when I have the chance.
Alright, enough rambling. One more thing - finally changed out a few of my LJ icons.
Currently being swallowed alive by the scholastic gods. I've lost count of how many all nighters I've pulled this semester, but rest assured it's a heretofore unheard of amount - sadly the percentage is only likely to increase.
Still jobless for now, gotta wait til after new years so that I can still go visit the family and such. Although I am mighty poor right now :(
Schedule for next semester:
MW: 830-115 (character creation), 1-345 (interactive media), 7-945 (motion design)
TuTh: 1-345 (lighting), 4-645 (design studio)
All classes are studios. If I don't have a breakdown halfway through the semester it can be said I'm doin alright ;)
No boys or girls currently. Been awkwardly trying to flirt with a chick who works at my fav starbucks, when I actually have the money to buy coffee. Last time I was in there she commented on how she never saw me anymore and I told her I was unemployed - she gave me free coffee, aww. Avery insists I need to ask her out. I insist I don't have the guts and would really like to not lose my fav coffee place. Chris is head over heels for a girl who lives back east - it's really adorable most of the time. Grant is back with his ex, except she's in Australia for another year and a half so they have an open relationship thing going on. As such, we see each other on occasion :-p Kyle had a gf for a total of 2 weeks before finding out she was nucking futs. Poor Kyle.
Technically speaking, I have a date on Friday - but I don't think that will go anywhere. Ever talk to someone who is just so eager it's kinda awkward? Yeah, one of those. I know I'm not graceful at accepting compliments, but when I'm so bombarded with them that saying 'thank you' just seems repetitive, that's a little on the...not creepy, but something like that side. Am I making sense? No? Ah well.
My insomnia is in full effect, as anyone who actually reads this (echo? haha) will note by the timestamp. I'll sleep for a normal 8 hours or so, then not sleep for a couple of days. Both useful and frustrating given my schedule right now. And I'm too poor for my normal sleep aid, le sigh.
Josh, also known as Syd, has said he's once again considering living in Colorado. Josh is a sweet guy, otherwise I wouldn't have dated him for 6 months. But really, him saying he's probably gonna do something amounts to..not a lot. It would be nice to see him, though he's alluded to the fact that he will be hitting on me. Considering I haven't seen him since I turned 18, that might be odd. Okay, it will be odd - he does sideshow now! When we were together he was army, had no piercings or tattoos, and was forced into PT. Now he doesn't do PT, has some nifty tattoos and some scary hairstylings...and he's got big holes in his ears that he picks large objects up with (as well as some other piercings/talents he's picked up). It may be shallow of me, but I miss the old Josh look :( Also spoke with MJ on the phone recently....why does it seem like all my exes pop up at the same time?
Speaking of...I've decided I need to see Jesse, after New Years though. I'm hoping that that's sufficient time for him to heal and...y'know, not try to kiss me again. But I do want to see him, and be friends with him. I especially want to thank him. I realise, looking back on the past year, that Jesse has had an irrevocable and major impact on me as a person. Because of him I learned a lot about myself, and grew by a large dose in personal development. Is it weird that I want to thank him? He's the kind of guy that would appreciate that, but at the same time I hope he doesn't take it as a come on...he's also the kind of guy who takes most things as such.
I've found myself thinking a lot about the past recently, the good times I've had with various friends and lovers and whatnot. I'm not sure why. Gonna scan in pics from Russia and India when I have the chance.
Alright, enough rambling. One more thing - finally changed out a few of my LJ icons.