back again..........
Ok, since I can't seem to post entries as often as I like, I'm gonna go ahead and speed this up.
The time spent at Nags Head was amazing. Every morning we would wake up and go straight to the beach. Nothing like swimming in the ocean for an hour with your best friends to start off the day. The rest of the time we were playing cards and watching movies. One thing in particular happened during that time in Nags Head that could have happened a long while ago and probly would have changed quite a few things. Around spring of 2004 Sarah and I started getting a little close. Little stuff like holding hands and cuddling while watching movies. Well we had been like that for aboot a week and I figured that she was waiting for me to make a move, but these girls were different (by "girls" I mean Sarah and Trish) they were harder to read. They had become more than just friends at this point.....they were friends you would fight for and I wasn't sure if it was worth the risk. I could have either made my move and had sarah as my girlfriend and a bunch of other things or she rejecct me and possibly ruin the awesome friendship. Well, after thinking about it I decided the risk wasn't worth losing the friendship....especially since they were moving back to Arkansas by the end of the year. Well, ever since they came back the old feelings did as well. Sarah and I had decided to take a nap. After the nap we just laid there talking about stuff. I made the choice to just go for it and see what happens.....so I kissed her. She put on this awesome smile and said "What took you so long?" That was an awesome feeling......needless to say the rest of the time spent at Nags Head got infinitely better.
They left and it made me sad, but they will be back for Warp Touor in Augest so that makes me smile.
The biggest reason it took me so long to post after the previous entry is my grandma has recently been diagnosed with dementia (this is a form of alzheimers) and put into a home. Then three days later we were told that she doesn't have much time left and she was dieing. So, I tried to go visit her one of the nights but it was too much. She looked great........but after we were there for a little bit she turns, looks at me and say "who the hell are you?"..........I never felt a sudden rush of tears that intense before. I had to leave right away. I guess I wasn't expecting it to be this bad......I figured she wouldn't remember what she did earlier that day........not who her grandson was.
So that sucked a lot and prevented me from posting stuff.
Thomas Wheeler, an old friend and an awesome guy, came to visit for a whole week. That helped me cope with gramma and relax. We pretty much played video games the entire time he was here. We went to the movies and played frisbee golf for a bit but mostly lanning games. I miss him lots now. We will probly make a trip to see him around new years.
The Thomas Wheeler Week also prevented me from posting stuff and things.
Recently went to Richmond with AdeLLe for Justins BirthDay Party!!!!! Justin gave everyone at the party CRABS!!!!! They were delicious. It was awesome hanging out with Justin and TaDo again.....I miss them lots. We all later went to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.....and it was awesome. I really enjoyed it. We saw the last showing so I wasn't going to be able to safely drive home.....so we stayed the night which upset me parents a little bit because they thought I planned it all along. Oh well, it was worth it.
That pretty much brings things up to speed.
With AdeLLes help I will be making prompt updates.
"Ahh yes a fence, the cripples natural enemy."
The time spent at Nags Head was amazing. Every morning we would wake up and go straight to the beach. Nothing like swimming in the ocean for an hour with your best friends to start off the day. The rest of the time we were playing cards and watching movies. One thing in particular happened during that time in Nags Head that could have happened a long while ago and probly would have changed quite a few things. Around spring of 2004 Sarah and I started getting a little close. Little stuff like holding hands and cuddling while watching movies. Well we had been like that for aboot a week and I figured that she was waiting for me to make a move, but these girls were different (by "girls" I mean Sarah and Trish) they were harder to read. They had become more than just friends at this point.....they were friends you would fight for and I wasn't sure if it was worth the risk. I could have either made my move and had sarah as my girlfriend and a bunch of other things or she rejecct me and possibly ruin the awesome friendship. Well, after thinking about it I decided the risk wasn't worth losing the friendship....especially since they were moving back to Arkansas by the end of the year. Well, ever since they came back the old feelings did as well. Sarah and I had decided to take a nap. After the nap we just laid there talking about stuff. I made the choice to just go for it and see what happens.....so I kissed her. She put on this awesome smile and said "What took you so long?" That was an awesome feeling......needless to say the rest of the time spent at Nags Head got infinitely better.
They left and it made me sad, but they will be back for Warp Touor in Augest so that makes me smile.
The biggest reason it took me so long to post after the previous entry is my grandma has recently been diagnosed with dementia (this is a form of alzheimers) and put into a home. Then three days later we were told that she doesn't have much time left and she was dieing. So, I tried to go visit her one of the nights but it was too much. She looked great........but after we were there for a little bit she turns, looks at me and say "who the hell are you?"..........I never felt a sudden rush of tears that intense before. I had to leave right away. I guess I wasn't expecting it to be this bad......I figured she wouldn't remember what she did earlier that day........not who her grandson was.
So that sucked a lot and prevented me from posting stuff.
Thomas Wheeler, an old friend and an awesome guy, came to visit for a whole week. That helped me cope with gramma and relax. We pretty much played video games the entire time he was here. We went to the movies and played frisbee golf for a bit but mostly lanning games. I miss him lots now. We will probly make a trip to see him around new years.
The Thomas Wheeler Week also prevented me from posting stuff and things.
Recently went to Richmond with AdeLLe for Justins BirthDay Party!!!!! Justin gave everyone at the party CRABS!!!!! They were delicious. It was awesome hanging out with Justin and TaDo again.....I miss them lots. We all later went to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.....and it was awesome. I really enjoyed it. We saw the last showing so I wasn't going to be able to safely drive home.....so we stayed the night which upset me parents a little bit because they thought I planned it all along. Oh well, it was worth it.
That pretty much brings things up to speed.
With AdeLLes help I will be making prompt updates.
"Ahh yes a fence, the cripples natural enemy."