Just a bunch of rambling, really *_~.
I just spent that last two hours or so playing Crisis Core... still no sign of Aeris (Aerith). The game itself is definitely growing on me though. I'm finding it much more entertaining now than I did before. Maybe it's because I'm running into familiar characters, and that always makes it more fun. The whole, "Hey! I know them!!" thing...
Anyway, my horoscope today said... well... that I should basically do whatever I want to do. The question is... what exactly do I want to do? I'll tell you what I don't want to do... that one is easy. I don't want to keep pulling hairs out of the end of my braid... I keep feeling these little tickles on my back below my braid, I reach back to brush whatever it is off (because when you're afraid of spiders, every little tickle is actually a spider running across your skin...) and I keep finding these stray hairs that are poking out further than the rest of my hair... so I lightly pull on it... and the hair just sort of comes out. It's probably from when I washed it earlier... it was the first time in... I don't even know how long... my hair was gross today... that means it had been too long. I don't remember when the last time I washed it was... I just know that I haven't been feeling like doing too much of anything these last few days. First everything that happened over the weekend, then I haven't been feeling well... then my mother did her 'worried mother' thing... which is absolutely crazy, but it did what it was supposed to do, which was plant the seed of doubt... anyway, she did the whole "You're having horrible headaches, you've been bleeding from the ear... AFTER you got hit by a car... and you, you're so smart... didn't get any of the girl's information. I hope nothing is wrong, but if they don't stop soon, you're going to have to get checked out..." I'm sure they're just headaches... migraines more likely, but I'm not going to worry about it. Besides... if there's anything seriously wrong, it's from before that whole car thing anyway. I'm always light headed anymore. In fact, there's so much wrong with my body at this moment that the headaches should be the least of my worries. I've felt like I've had a weird case of heartburn all day. A strange kind of burning sensation that doesn't exactly feel like heartburn, but feels like it could turn into heartburn. I wouldn't be surprised if it was an ulcer. Honestly, I don't know how I've avoided one for as long as I have, I worry about everything.
Anyway, so... tonight I got all of nothing done ^_^*. Jaycie called me and I ended up talking to her for almost two hours. So... all I actually did tonight was get my fizzy lifting drink from the vending machine and play my game. The button that came off the shirt was just on the sleeve. It's not important and I can easily mend it tomorrow. No big deal, really.
Ended up doing some thinking while playing my game. That's the thing about activities like that... playing video games... or reading... I can't devote my mind to just one task like that. It's easily to concentrate more on video games than just on reading though... when I read, my mind wanders all the time... anyway, so got some thinking done while playing my game. It's a weird sort of thing... trying to figure stuff out lately... Just feeling so divided with my thoughts... which really isn't new or anything. Just one of those times when I don't quite know which thought process would really be in my best interest, because both make a lot of sense... and I want both paths... Yeah yeah... I know, I know... I think too much. I'll be the first to tell you that. In fact... I've already told you all that... too many times, I'm sure.
In other news: I am in desperate need of chapstick. Apparently mine fell out of my bag at some point... haven't had a chance to go out and get more yet... should probably do that tomorrow.
Damn... I'm really not feeling so great right now... If it's not one thing, it's another. No headache at the moment, but I'm feeling so sick... it's that heartburn like feeling... when I don't have that, I feel queasy... and sometimes I feel both at the same time. Ugh. Oh well, I'm hoping this all passes soon.
Cannot wait until the weekend! Just wasn't feeling work today... not looking forward to going tomorrow either. I think it's just because I'm worn out and not feeling my best. Just want to try to rest up some and relax.
Ok, well... that's it then.
Laterz!
Anyway, my horoscope today said... well... that I should basically do whatever I want to do. The question is... what exactly do I want to do? I'll tell you what I don't want to do... that one is easy. I don't want to keep pulling hairs out of the end of my braid... I keep feeling these little tickles on my back below my braid, I reach back to brush whatever it is off (because when you're afraid of spiders, every little tickle is actually a spider running across your skin...) and I keep finding these stray hairs that are poking out further than the rest of my hair... so I lightly pull on it... and the hair just sort of comes out. It's probably from when I washed it earlier... it was the first time in... I don't even know how long... my hair was gross today... that means it had been too long. I don't remember when the last time I washed it was... I just know that I haven't been feeling like doing too much of anything these last few days. First everything that happened over the weekend, then I haven't been feeling well... then my mother did her 'worried mother' thing... which is absolutely crazy, but it did what it was supposed to do, which was plant the seed of doubt... anyway, she did the whole "You're having horrible headaches, you've been bleeding from the ear... AFTER you got hit by a car... and you, you're so smart... didn't get any of the girl's information. I hope nothing is wrong, but if they don't stop soon, you're going to have to get checked out..." I'm sure they're just headaches... migraines more likely, but I'm not going to worry about it. Besides... if there's anything seriously wrong, it's from before that whole car thing anyway. I'm always light headed anymore. In fact, there's so much wrong with my body at this moment that the headaches should be the least of my worries. I've felt like I've had a weird case of heartburn all day. A strange kind of burning sensation that doesn't exactly feel like heartburn, but feels like it could turn into heartburn. I wouldn't be surprised if it was an ulcer. Honestly, I don't know how I've avoided one for as long as I have, I worry about everything.
Anyway, so... tonight I got all of nothing done ^_^*. Jaycie called me and I ended up talking to her for almost two hours. So... all I actually did tonight was get my fizzy lifting drink from the vending machine and play my game. The button that came off the shirt was just on the sleeve. It's not important and I can easily mend it tomorrow. No big deal, really.
Ended up doing some thinking while playing my game. That's the thing about activities like that... playing video games... or reading... I can't devote my mind to just one task like that. It's easily to concentrate more on video games than just on reading though... when I read, my mind wanders all the time... anyway, so got some thinking done while playing my game. It's a weird sort of thing... trying to figure stuff out lately... Just feeling so divided with my thoughts... which really isn't new or anything. Just one of those times when I don't quite know which thought process would really be in my best interest, because both make a lot of sense... and I want both paths... Yeah yeah... I know, I know... I think too much. I'll be the first to tell you that. In fact... I've already told you all that... too many times, I'm sure.
In other news: I am in desperate need of chapstick. Apparently mine fell out of my bag at some point... haven't had a chance to go out and get more yet... should probably do that tomorrow.
Damn... I'm really not feeling so great right now... If it's not one thing, it's another. No headache at the moment, but I'm feeling so sick... it's that heartburn like feeling... when I don't have that, I feel queasy... and sometimes I feel both at the same time. Ugh. Oh well, I'm hoping this all passes soon.
Cannot wait until the weekend! Just wasn't feeling work today... not looking forward to going tomorrow either. I think it's just because I'm worn out and not feeling my best. Just want to try to rest up some and relax.
Ok, well... that's it then.
Laterz!