Nov 30, 2008 18:23
Ugh...
I've been an emotional wreck all day long. I'm getting sick too, which makes it worse... I don't know why, but I get really, really emotional when I'm sick. That's right, you just go on making excuses for your emotions... ...actually, I've been getting sick for a while, over a week, I'd say. I kept trying to fight it off with vitamin c and all sorts of supplements... all it did was delay it, which I knew was all it would do... I wanted to stay healthy for the weekend. Now the weekend is over, and I'm getting hit. Probably harder than I would have had I just accepted the fact I was getting sick and let it run it's course. Instead, I bought time, and we all know that the price for things like that is very high.
Fuck... I really am not feeling well.
Anyway... just got off the phone with Alys. She's awesome too. Her and Jaycie are probably the best friends I have here, in all actuality. Was supposed to go over to Jaycie's today, but I didn't feel like it when I got back to the hotel room... I honestly think that I'm going to take a bath or a shower... and then lay down for a little while. Then, if I'm feeling ok, I'd like to try to play Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core on my PSP, but... we'll see.
I took a double dose of the Ester-C that I picked up. 2,000 mg of vitamin c should do at least a little in combating whatever it is that's infecting my system.
Well... that is all.
thoughts,
feelings,
illness,
whatever