Wanted: One good story that inspires laughter and memories.
So... I've been feeling rather boring as of late...
It's true... I haven't been doing anything. I just sit in my room and think... which, like I told Jaycie last night, "...is perhaps the most dangerous thing a human being can do."
Sue just came by my office... and she was telling me this great story about how she went out with friends one year on Christmas Eve... and it was the funniest story. I was laughing so hard... and then I got sad, because I don't have funny stories like that. I'm sitting here now, trying hard to remember something that would be worth telling over again... something funny... something interesting... and... I've got nothing.
I just sort of feel like I don't do anything. I don't go out anymore... when I do go out, I always go to the same bar... with the same people... in the same town... there's never anything new... never anything fun and exciting... and I always go out with the same people... J.Z., who's always so determined to not look like a fool that he frowns on anything relatively crazy that I do... and Esme, who doesn't drink often, because she has ulcers, but when she does, we both do things that make J.Z. shake his head in disgust... and Charlotte, who isn't allowed to drink now because of her meds... and my brother who sits quietly... and Les... who flits around to all these old guys because... quite frankly... old men are the only people who ever frequent the bars we go to... welcome to my town *eye roll*, no wonder I never have to pay for drinks... it's not like there's any competition in that department...
I need to go to a club... to get out... to have fun... but... I don't want to go alone... and there's no one who would want to go with me. Jaycie says, "I'm too old to hang out with 19 year olds..." that and she's self conscious about her weight... and Alys works all the time... and Les doesn't go out to clubs because... well... let's face it... she doesn't like to go anywhere that her drinks aren't free... so... (not that I blame her...), and my brother doesn't ever want to go out unless Crystal goes with us... and Crystal is always too broke to go out... and J.Z. wouldn't ever go to a club with me. So... I'm sort of stuck. Blah.
I just want to go out and have fun.
Well... at least tonight I'm going to go to that new Thai restaurant with Les. That'll be fun ^_^. J.Z. might go. That would be good. I think.
Yesterday, I told Les about that text conversation that I had with J.Z.... and she said, "Well... now you know how I felt!" I guess that now... whenever Les is hanging out with him, he's always saying things to her like, "Where's Stephen? When's Stephen going to come over...? Why isn't Stephen here?" and then I go over there... and he's mean to me. And he acts like a jerk... she noticed it too... and that's exactly what he used to do with her... always, "Where's Les? Why doesn't Les want to hang out with us?" and then she'd come over and he'd just sit there and ignore her... or he'd be a jerk... So yeah.
Anyway... I sort of started rambling there with no real reason for anything ^_^*. I'm excited about that Thai place tonight. That will at least be something different.
Well... not it's time to go back to work. Tonight (apparently after the restaurant... because I forgot we were going until just now...), I'm going to the gym. Yep. ^_^*.
It's true... I haven't been doing anything. I just sit in my room and think... which, like I told Jaycie last night, "...is perhaps the most dangerous thing a human being can do."
Sue just came by my office... and she was telling me this great story about how she went out with friends one year on Christmas Eve... and it was the funniest story. I was laughing so hard... and then I got sad, because I don't have funny stories like that. I'm sitting here now, trying hard to remember something that would be worth telling over again... something funny... something interesting... and... I've got nothing.
I just sort of feel like I don't do anything. I don't go out anymore... when I do go out, I always go to the same bar... with the same people... in the same town... there's never anything new... never anything fun and exciting... and I always go out with the same people... J.Z., who's always so determined to not look like a fool that he frowns on anything relatively crazy that I do... and Esme, who doesn't drink often, because she has ulcers, but when she does, we both do things that make J.Z. shake his head in disgust... and Charlotte, who isn't allowed to drink now because of her meds... and my brother who sits quietly... and Les... who flits around to all these old guys because... quite frankly... old men are the only people who ever frequent the bars we go to... welcome to my town *eye roll*, no wonder I never have to pay for drinks... it's not like there's any competition in that department...
I need to go to a club... to get out... to have fun... but... I don't want to go alone... and there's no one who would want to go with me. Jaycie says, "I'm too old to hang out with 19 year olds..." that and she's self conscious about her weight... and Alys works all the time... and Les doesn't go out to clubs because... well... let's face it... she doesn't like to go anywhere that her drinks aren't free... so... (not that I blame her...), and my brother doesn't ever want to go out unless Crystal goes with us... and Crystal is always too broke to go out... and J.Z. wouldn't ever go to a club with me. So... I'm sort of stuck. Blah.
I just want to go out and have fun.
Well... at least tonight I'm going to go to that new Thai restaurant with Les. That'll be fun ^_^. J.Z. might go. That would be good. I think.
Yesterday, I told Les about that text conversation that I had with J.Z.... and she said, "Well... now you know how I felt!" I guess that now... whenever Les is hanging out with him, he's always saying things to her like, "Where's Stephen? When's Stephen going to come over...? Why isn't Stephen here?" and then I go over there... and he's mean to me. And he acts like a jerk... she noticed it too... and that's exactly what he used to do with her... always, "Where's Les? Why doesn't Les want to hang out with us?" and then she'd come over and he'd just sit there and ignore her... or he'd be a jerk... So yeah.
Anyway... I sort of started rambling there with no real reason for anything ^_^*. I'm excited about that Thai place tonight. That will at least be something different.
Well... not it's time to go back to work. Tonight (apparently after the restaurant... because I forgot we were going until just now...), I'm going to the gym. Yep. ^_^*.