Dec 03, 2007 13:26
Ok... So I'm starting to freak out a smidge... I'm so nervous about driving today... You wanna hear the clincher? IT'S NOT EVEN SNOWING! I'm quite literally freaking out and getting all nervous because there is a CHANCE that it MIGHT snow... Of course... it doesn't help at all that all weekend my mother was saying, "It's going to be really bad on Monday... the weather's going to be awful... they're calling for lots of snow... BE CAREFUL! Drive slow. Leave early..."... So now... even though there isn't a flake in the sky, I'm freaking out... I'm just waiting for this blanket of snow to fall from the sky. My mom called a little earlier... to tell me the newest information in the imminent bout of horrendous winter weather... it's supposed to start around 4... it's supposed to "start around 4 and it's going to be heavy snow that covers the roads quickly".
I have a treatment at 4:30 today... Son of a bitch. I really, REALLY don't want to cancel this fucking treatment... I called to see if there were any cancellations for earlier in the day that I could switch to... nada... I'm on the phone with the main office now, inquiring about open appointments later this week... so far not looking so great at all... yeah... nothing. Nothing for a while... oh... shit...
I just called the office where I'm going... or rather... central called the office I'm going to... and Deb (one of the ladies) said, and I quote, "The weather is yucky here."
So... it's pretty obvious... I'm going to have to cancel... oi... O_o*
And... of course... I'm going to cancel the appointment... and... it's not going to snow a single flippin' flake... and... yeah...
PLEASE JUST... GIVE ME SOMETHING!! Snow... just start snowing so that I can at least justify canceling this appointment due to inclement weather...
anxiety,
weather,
thoughts,
feelings,
snow