What's up homeys?
Well my lovelies, it has been awhile. hmmmmm what has gone down. Well John and I left job corp and came back to NC. I was preggo and found out 6 days after I got back. We were scared at first but then we started to get really excited. Well, March 31 it was a Thursday we had sign of trouble. I was bleeding. We sat in the ER for 9 hours and had not been seen. I guess they figure pregnant women bleeding isn't that big of a deal so we left i had quit bleeding and wanted to do what i was always wanting, to do eat and sleep. So Friday April 1st I woke and discovered that i was heavily bleeding and passed my mucous plug which I didn't know that was what it was until later. But we found out that day I had been carrying our dead child for a month. I seen the baby on the screen when they gave me an ultrasound. She had her little fingers and her little toes. God, it was the single worst day of my entire life. But it happened for a reason. It's been really bad on me. My due date was October 13th. That's really hard to deal with. We have been trying unsuccessfully at getting me preggers again. Um we got our little trailer which at the moment is occuppied by my brother, his "baby momma" and their 8 month old daughters yes twins. It is just crazy over there. Our trailer is very small. And my precious privacy is gone no longer can we have wild loud sex. God I love having sex with John. It's so good. We are getting along beautifully lately. It's so nice. I met his mom and his 5 year old daughter a month ago.His little is a beautiful little girl. So nice and polite. I can't figure out how she came from him. Hehehe. We are moving to Kentucky soon. Woo-hoo not. I have a job interview Friday at a bookstore. Wish me luck that would be a bad ass job. Plus we have bills out of the ASS! Well gotta go!