May 21, 2006 20:38
so i sorta went lj user photo crazy last night in the wee hours. i worked today 2-6 and it rained a lot. i was brave and asked if a friend wanted to hang out, to my shock he said yes. for some demented reason i'm always convinced that everyone hates me. lol. i'm so insecure.
i have the next 4 days off of work. i need to do laundry and i think i might go on a reading marathon. anyone know of some good books? i'm always up for more choices, even though i have a friggin bookshelf full of books to read.
did i mention that it rained a lot today? the short walk from work to my front door left me soaking wet and my lethar jacket heavy with moisture. i've been having a lot of dreams lately about some of the things that i know i should do but am to shy/afraid to do. i wonder where dreams like these come from.
dan came into the store today and we are going to hang out on tuesday with any luck at all. life sure is funny, but not "ha ha" funny. ezza is coming up soon. this, as always= double plus good.
some rambly bambly post about my life and rain and sunshine and babies and best friends and change and everything i've been thinking about since i got back to this shitty little town is coming up soon... i'd write it now, but the words are still fermenting in my spit. i hope whoever is reading this is having a nice, dry warm day. love to all, lust to some.
rain