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So here I am, a week plus before the middle of the semester. That's scaring me cause this is my fourth and final year of my undergrad years. A little piece of me dies when I say that, I think. It's very depressing.
I had hoped for a great senior year, but it's not turning out to be. I imagined myself doing a lot more at this point of my life. Instead, I'm struggling with a class that has a paper due each week (and we know how slow I am at writing papers). I've done progressively better but now I can't keep my thoughts off of my final projects in 2 of my classes. Seriously, shoot me.
But I'm making up excuses. I'm unmotivated most of the time and that's why things aren't getting done. I need to study for the GRE. When am I taking the GRE? I dunno. Where am I going for grad school? I dunno. What am I going to grad school for? I dunno. Damn, I'm calling my sister and telling her that I'm gonna mooch off of her for the rest of my life. Yay! Problems solved. I'll work at Meijer for the rest of my life..it's down the road from her place.
HAHA. April IT WAS ME!!
I had hoped for a great senior year, but it's not turning out to be. I imagined myself doing a lot more at this point of my life. Instead, I'm struggling with a class that has a paper due each week (and we know how slow I am at writing papers). I've done progressively better but now I can't keep my thoughts off of my final projects in 2 of my classes. Seriously, shoot me.
But I'm making up excuses. I'm unmotivated most of the time and that's why things aren't getting done. I need to study for the GRE. When am I taking the GRE? I dunno. Where am I going for grad school? I dunno. What am I going to grad school for? I dunno. Damn, I'm calling my sister and telling her that I'm gonna mooch off of her for the rest of my life. Yay! Problems solved. I'll work at Meijer for the rest of my life..it's down the road from her place.
HAHA. April IT WAS ME!!