Stressorator
Sooo.... Things going on in Lindsey Land lately.
Matt and I are for sure going to move to the holland (yes I said THE holland :o) ) and I DONT WANT TO FUCKING FLY. I hate to fly. I hate it! Ive been stressing out about it so much lately that Im to the point where Im breaking out (thats right... I never get zits and im breaking out right now from stress). Im not sleeping and I always have that... feeling in my stomach. You know the one. The nervous feeling. Not so much butterflies, but like... If I got on a plane right now I would throw up lol. SoOOOoOoOoo Im looking at cruises. Matt is bitching because he knows a cruise is going to cost more than a plane ticket and be more of a pain in the ass then flying and take twice as long. I found a cruise fron new york to london in our time frame which would cost 1200 a piece, not including gas or food or anything... but I wanna fucking do it! I mean we would only be a 3 day cruise.... There is so much to do on a cruise there is no chance of being bored, imagine this.... sitting in a cruise ship balcony... looking at the ocean, at sunset... smoking a cigg and having a coctail. ::orgasm:: Now.... the problem is... coming up with the 1200$.. My thought? Pay off my cas asap and use the money I get when I sell it for the ticket. But then there is matts ticket too... Thats definately 2400$.... Hmm,...
Im in the process of moving back into my moms right now. I really didnt want to... I love my apartment... I adore it there. My landlord is the shit. Hes awesome. It only takes me 3 min to drive fom my house to matts house... but I cant afford it. I dont have a job and I dont have a back up reserve to pay for this trip or school. Ive put in applications all over the place but nothing seems to be working thus far. Supposedly they are looking for help in the pediactric wing at good sam in clifton and my grandma talked them in to hiring me with no experience except the daycare. But I mean I dont like hospitals. They make me unconfortable. I dont want to be a nurse or anything. I dont want to go to med school and be elbows deep in a cadaver. I dont want to hold a brain. I dont like blood. Im not afraid of it, its just gross. I dunno.... Stress. I just told matt that I dont think I'll be having a stress free moment for the next 6 months. Until we are there (if we do fly) or until I set foot on a cruise ship. Either way. I really need some sort of stress relief right not. My mom is excited im moving in but shes stressing me in about my children (cats). She is trying to convince me that I have to keep them in the garage until they are declawed. I dont think so. I dont have the money to de claw them. Moving its-self is stressing me out again. This is the 4th time in 2 years I have moved but this time I really didnt want to. ::sigh::
Speaking of jobs...
I put in an app at best buy in Hamilton. They pay like 9 an hour and you get awesome discounts. But get this shit.... MY KID BROTHER GOT AN INTERVIEW AND I DIDNT! WTF? Anyone know where I can get a job?? I need at least 9 an hour. No exceptions. Someone kill me.
If you would like to donate to the Lindsey and Matt are moving to europe fund you can send the money to Lindsey directly. Please call me :o)
Needed: 2400 for cruise tickets..
5,000 for thr trip,
digital camera
20 netherlands electrical adapters.
someone to buy my car
a job
suitcases you dont mind losing for 2 years
a really cute long sleeved maroon shirt (what can I say I want one)
and anything else you can think of that i would need for this trip
ps.. Does anyone work in a dentist office or a surgical center? Or know someone who is a doctor or dentist that wouldnt mind giving me the stuff they use to put you to sleep with before surgery?? Cause I think that is the only way I'm going to fly. Call me!!!
Matt and I are for sure going to move to the holland (yes I said THE holland :o) ) and I DONT WANT TO FUCKING FLY. I hate to fly. I hate it! Ive been stressing out about it so much lately that Im to the point where Im breaking out (thats right... I never get zits and im breaking out right now from stress). Im not sleeping and I always have that... feeling in my stomach. You know the one. The nervous feeling. Not so much butterflies, but like... If I got on a plane right now I would throw up lol. SoOOOoOoOoo Im looking at cruises. Matt is bitching because he knows a cruise is going to cost more than a plane ticket and be more of a pain in the ass then flying and take twice as long. I found a cruise fron new york to london in our time frame which would cost 1200 a piece, not including gas or food or anything... but I wanna fucking do it! I mean we would only be a 3 day cruise.... There is so much to do on a cruise there is no chance of being bored, imagine this.... sitting in a cruise ship balcony... looking at the ocean, at sunset... smoking a cigg and having a coctail. ::orgasm:: Now.... the problem is... coming up with the 1200$.. My thought? Pay off my cas asap and use the money I get when I sell it for the ticket. But then there is matts ticket too... Thats definately 2400$.... Hmm,...
Im in the process of moving back into my moms right now. I really didnt want to... I love my apartment... I adore it there. My landlord is the shit. Hes awesome. It only takes me 3 min to drive fom my house to matts house... but I cant afford it. I dont have a job and I dont have a back up reserve to pay for this trip or school. Ive put in applications all over the place but nothing seems to be working thus far. Supposedly they are looking for help in the pediactric wing at good sam in clifton and my grandma talked them in to hiring me with no experience except the daycare. But I mean I dont like hospitals. They make me unconfortable. I dont want to be a nurse or anything. I dont want to go to med school and be elbows deep in a cadaver. I dont want to hold a brain. I dont like blood. Im not afraid of it, its just gross. I dunno.... Stress. I just told matt that I dont think I'll be having a stress free moment for the next 6 months. Until we are there (if we do fly) or until I set foot on a cruise ship. Either way. I really need some sort of stress relief right not. My mom is excited im moving in but shes stressing me in about my children (cats). She is trying to convince me that I have to keep them in the garage until they are declawed. I dont think so. I dont have the money to de claw them. Moving its-self is stressing me out again. This is the 4th time in 2 years I have moved but this time I really didnt want to. ::sigh::
Speaking of jobs...
I put in an app at best buy in Hamilton. They pay like 9 an hour and you get awesome discounts. But get this shit.... MY KID BROTHER GOT AN INTERVIEW AND I DIDNT! WTF? Anyone know where I can get a job?? I need at least 9 an hour. No exceptions. Someone kill me.
If you would like to donate to the Lindsey and Matt are moving to europe fund you can send the money to Lindsey directly. Please call me :o)
Needed: 2400 for cruise tickets..
5,000 for thr trip,
digital camera
20 netherlands electrical adapters.
someone to buy my car
a job
suitcases you dont mind losing for 2 years
a really cute long sleeved maroon shirt (what can I say I want one)
and anything else you can think of that i would need for this trip
ps.. Does anyone work in a dentist office or a surgical center? Or know someone who is a doctor or dentist that wouldnt mind giving me the stuff they use to put you to sleep with before surgery?? Cause I think that is the only way I'm going to fly. Call me!!!