Jun 26, 2007 08:01
If you lived everyday by yourself and if no one that walked by you every really noticed you... if you went to work everyday and no one really gave you any recognition... if your creditors just seen you as a number... would you really be alive? I wonder this more and more as I'm amongst my peers... everyone is so very needy for affection. Its kind of sad to think about... but i think everyone’s worse nightmare is to die alone. I think about the movie "the notebook" and the only reason why the ending was so very touching I think is just because they died together... at the same time... there last memory was shared... and I think in reality that's everyone’s dream. I think about Jeremy’s grandmother and how strange it must be for the person you love to die and to live so long after them. You would think she would get very depressed and just become bitter. Yet when you see her she always has a smile on her face and she’s just so chipper, it makes me think that she might know something that I don’t about life. It almost seems impossible to be happy when your alone...
I don't know what the secret of having a very fulfilling life is... I only hope I find out before I end up alone and bitter.