Apr 15, 2007 13:27
so I have been dieting for 5 days now and I feel good about myself. I only eat 1500 calories a day and I exercise targeting two areas by doing 100 repetitions of two separate exercises of my choice. I write everyday on an index card with the date, a box to check off to make sure I take a vitamin. I count all calories on it and what exercise I am doing for the day... Everything is pretty good if I went over my 1500 mark it was still always under 2000 so its alright. I realize that I really like knowing calories and what is in food that makes them good or bad for you and the more I think about it, I would love to be a nutritionist of some sort. I don't know if that’s very in demand but Food I have a passion for but I'm also progressively more and more interested in fitness also.
I have been dating a wonderful guy named Ben. I like him a lot... I let him move in and I signed my title to my car over to him... so he has a way to work, my roommate and him make sure I’m at work when I need to be and I don’t have a license quite yet so I thought it would be more productive. He’s very intellectual and he’s a sweetheart. It feels very strange for us not to say I love you when he lives with me and sleeps in the same bed every night... but at the same time I know I'm not ready make such a big commitment with words... I know that He’s beautiful and I know that he likes me a lot and I like him a lot.... and so until I feel comfortable I have been saying "I Care" and such... I do admit I want to say I love you sometimes when the room is dark and he’s pressed against me... But I know I wouldn’t completely mean it yet.
Well good catching up with you blog/journal.