Epiphany!

[silvershark4242]

yes, so I went to SVSU with Chad today to sit on their rehearsal, it was really cool. I don’t know of Chad knows this but I respect him a lot for being a theater major. I think he’s really passionate about what he does, and I’m just happy thinking maybe I could find the same passion in life to pursue. I realize my life is giving me really hard situations to deal with right now, but you know... I don’t know, I guess this is all a test. If I can get into the Navy under these conditions then I could pretty much do anything. I am a man... I just realize this... really... and I guess I never really thought about it.... but my destiny is completely mine, and no matter how much shit I may have to deal with on a daily basis... no matter how many scars... no matter how much heartbreak or trauma there is in my life... I am a man, and nothing that happens to me can completely change the fact that I am in control of my own destiny. A person who believes in fate is a person who sacrifices the right to control their own life. Just because we were not all born under the same conditions, we are all eventually at a point where we are adult... and from then on... nothing is your families fault... nothing is just the way it happened... when your an adult... you are the ringmaster, and you can control your own chaos, from that point you can cut things out, let people go... take people in... you are in control... and as long as we can fathom that fact... that we are all in control... then we can continue growing from not only an adult, but into an individual. From this point forward I am forming myself as an adult into an individual... and not from a dependant into a legal person.

In a cold corner, my passion as my kindling, my life is a Blaze!

The One and Only
Michael Kile