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I have a bit of a chronic sleeping problem latley, i cant seem to lay down till 4 am and then i cant sleep till like 6am... its really difficult... I donno, but anyways i need to start lossing weight again for the navy...
danm 13 pounds... its gonna have me going annerexic again... anywayz... yeah i decided im going to become all out S&M in the future and wear leather straps and be very into bondage and sex slings... omg those are hot... its nice to look forward to the future sometimes... im glad i can latley, but i still am havign alot of emotional problems with my anger and shit... i think thats whats keeping me from sleeping is my anger... I dont know i guess its a combination of things... I would talk to mrs. Salo but I think she might try to make me fo to a phyciatrist... i jsut feel alot like destroying things latley... and am developing a fetish for angry sex lol... not so much angry as kinkey.... but u know... im not having sex ofcourse... geezuz i got Masterburn lol from being single. i just wish somone would love me to make me stop being so goddanm depressed and angry... thats all i need.
danm 13 pounds... its gonna have me going annerexic again... anywayz... yeah i decided im going to become all out S&M in the future and wear leather straps and be very into bondage and sex slings... omg those are hot... its nice to look forward to the future sometimes... im glad i can latley, but i still am havign alot of emotional problems with my anger and shit... i think thats whats keeping me from sleeping is my anger... I dont know i guess its a combination of things... I would talk to mrs. Salo but I think she might try to make me fo to a phyciatrist... i jsut feel alot like destroying things latley... and am developing a fetish for angry sex lol... not so much angry as kinkey.... but u know... im not having sex ofcourse... geezuz i got Masterburn lol from being single. i just wish somone would love me to make me stop being so goddanm depressed and angry... thats all i need.