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im sitting here listening to depressing music. im not sure how i feel. kind of lonely i guess. even though i have alot of ppl around me i feel like im set apart from the rest. i think i need to just take some time away and be alone but i dont know where to go. i need a car. ive been really emotional recently. dont know why that is. ive been on the verge of tears alot lately. i was reading this thing about some company that tests on thousands of animals and kills them and i just start crying my eyes out and couldnt stop. it was sad but i hear about stuff like that all the time and i dont usually cry so much. im not usually the crying type of person. im pretty much just rambling. im really excited about seeing stephen tomorrow. i havent seen him since the face to face concert which i think was 3 weeks ago. thats a long time. i like being with stephen. he makes me feel safe and i can be myself without worrying about anything else. i miss him. :( blah.