i'm way too close to breaking....
Well, things can't seem to suck any more than they do this particular moment.
I ended up missing my last OBGYN appointment and Bumbles's shot appointment because cuntlick Meg never showed up. Now I have to reschedule and my phones won't charge up and keep dying after five minutes. The only phone that seems to work right now, the 8 button doesn't dial, which sucks when you have to call 1-888-NAVYMED to make appointments.... so i have to wait for eternity, and the DCF workers are probably having a friggin party cuz i haven't rescheduled yet. Think I missed my psych eval, and noone's calling me back.
Brian was real nice this past week, bought me new shoes and some new undies that i've been bitching about for months. which of course adds to the guilt factor when i know in my heart that i really don't care much for him anymore. Haven't given him any, and subsequently haven't gotten any, in close to three weeks. My preggo hormones make me...shall we put it as easily excited?....and this whole being celibate thing is driving me insane. and making me damn cranky too.
to top it all, i got about 3 hours sleep last night and the baby is being downright bitchy. girl screams if you look away from her for a minute. My nerves are just shot.
Bah. enough bitching, noone really gives one in the long run.....
I need manflesh.....
Sincerely,
Bunnie
I ended up missing my last OBGYN appointment and Bumbles's shot appointment because cuntlick Meg never showed up. Now I have to reschedule and my phones won't charge up and keep dying after five minutes. The only phone that seems to work right now, the 8 button doesn't dial, which sucks when you have to call 1-888-NAVYMED to make appointments.... so i have to wait for eternity, and the DCF workers are probably having a friggin party cuz i haven't rescheduled yet. Think I missed my psych eval, and noone's calling me back.
Brian was real nice this past week, bought me new shoes and some new undies that i've been bitching about for months. which of course adds to the guilt factor when i know in my heart that i really don't care much for him anymore. Haven't given him any, and subsequently haven't gotten any, in close to three weeks. My preggo hormones make me...shall we put it as easily excited?....and this whole being celibate thing is driving me insane. and making me damn cranky too.
to top it all, i got about 3 hours sleep last night and the baby is being downright bitchy. girl screams if you look away from her for a minute. My nerves are just shot.
Bah. enough bitching, noone really gives one in the long run.....
I need manflesh.....
Sincerely,
Bunnie