gobble gobble, gobble gobble....YAY! TURKEY!!!!! Zzzzzz......
Whoosh, it's been awhile ain't it?
As many of you know, I don't have a compy in my home in Fall River, so my only online time is at Brian's house. (wif him huffin and puffin bout it all the while.)
Not much really going on in my world at the moment. In my belly is another story. lol.
Baby's growing at a healthy rate and she's set for a March 3rd due date. funny as hell considering my dad's anniversary is the fifth. My widdle Charlotte is already beaufitall, if i have anything to say about it, and every day closer to her birth makes me more and more anxious. It also makes me frightened, since this is my first child(technically speaking.)and i want to be a good mother. Everyone assures me I will make a wonderful mum, but there's still the nagging feeling that i won't. oh, yes, and labor. scared shitless of labor. >.<;;
I would take this time for a disclaimer. Ladies, if you're reading this and think to yourselves, 'aw! i want a baby. kawaii!', THINK AGAIN, DAMN YOU! it's a beautiful and miraculous process, but it also ...well...kinda sucks. When pregnant your back hurts, your tits hurt and/or itch, you retain water, you get nosebleeds, can suffer from anemia and/or gestational diabetes. You can get varicose veins ranging anywhere from your calves to your tits, sex is impossible sometimes due to pains and swelling in those regions in preparation for baby's exit and drastic mood swings. You scare your friends by baby talking one minute and shrieking the next. Then bursting out in tears. Cravings are a pain in the ass. Sleep is increasingly hard, as baby gets bigger and stronger, you notice she likes to attack your gallbladder right as your drifting off and when she finally stops, you have to pee and the resulting blood rush from getting up makes you dizzy and nauseous and you go pee, lay down, and start the cycle over again. And the biggest zinger? After carrying baby,and working your ass off pushing her out, you can get cocksmacked with postpartum depression.
In short, use protection. ^_^
Love and Happy Turkey Day,
Bunnie
As many of you know, I don't have a compy in my home in Fall River, so my only online time is at Brian's house. (wif him huffin and puffin bout it all the while.)
Not much really going on in my world at the moment. In my belly is another story. lol.
Baby's growing at a healthy rate and she's set for a March 3rd due date. funny as hell considering my dad's anniversary is the fifth. My widdle Charlotte is already beaufitall, if i have anything to say about it, and every day closer to her birth makes me more and more anxious. It also makes me frightened, since this is my first child(technically speaking.)and i want to be a good mother. Everyone assures me I will make a wonderful mum, but there's still the nagging feeling that i won't. oh, yes, and labor. scared shitless of labor. >.<;;
I would take this time for a disclaimer. Ladies, if you're reading this and think to yourselves, 'aw! i want a baby. kawaii!', THINK AGAIN, DAMN YOU! it's a beautiful and miraculous process, but it also ...well...kinda sucks. When pregnant your back hurts, your tits hurt and/or itch, you retain water, you get nosebleeds, can suffer from anemia and/or gestational diabetes. You can get varicose veins ranging anywhere from your calves to your tits, sex is impossible sometimes due to pains and swelling in those regions in preparation for baby's exit and drastic mood swings. You scare your friends by baby talking one minute and shrieking the next. Then bursting out in tears. Cravings are a pain in the ass. Sleep is increasingly hard, as baby gets bigger and stronger, you notice she likes to attack your gallbladder right as your drifting off and when she finally stops, you have to pee and the resulting blood rush from getting up makes you dizzy and nauseous and you go pee, lay down, and start the cycle over again. And the biggest zinger? After carrying baby,and working your ass off pushing her out, you can get cocksmacked with postpartum depression.
In short, use protection. ^_^
Love and Happy Turkey Day,
Bunnie