Sep 23, 2007 01:12
Its so strange to totally forget a whole chunk of your life and then one day without any warning be reminded of it.
I was so bored tonight that i started reading through a couple of my old email folders. I was kind of shocked at all these memories I had just totally repressed. Its not as though they were traumatic by any sense of the imagination so why have I pushed them so far back?
Reading those emails made me long to be a freshman again even though I wouldn't have very much freedom or experience. Everything would be way more simple. Or at least it was.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm trying so hard to keep the words "shoulda woulda coulda" running on an endless track in my brain. because I can only move forward.
I got my hair cut today in amherst center. I was so happy because it was at a real salon. Of course to everyone else it will look the same, but to me its awesome. It feels so soft and wonderful
I have to say, or rather confess, I get kinda turned on when I get my hair washed at the hairdressers. Am I the only one? Its like the pressure of the water on your head and the stylist running her long nails through your hair. god I love that feeling. If everytime I washed my hair it felt that way i'd never leave the shower. ever.
I slept way too late today 1 pm. I slept consistently from 1 am to 1 pm. I am a champ.
people need to come visit me pronto!