I'm Nothing From Nowhere. I'm No One At All.
Well, today wasn’t so bad, I guess. I’m really sick and it hurts to breathe, but, well, life is… good, I guess. :) So far today I have had 2 cups of coffee and am starting on my 3rd as I sit here and type. Also I had some sort of almond type coffee thingy at lunch today. So I’m all hopped up on caffeine. Yes, life is good.
Today in Spanish, which I have 1st period, we had just said the pledge, (in Spanish none the less:/), and Senora said “Congratulations Jazmin.” I was all “Gee, thanks” *sheepishly* Colby goes, “So you guys won!” I was like “Huh?” He says, “The team won a match.” I was like, “…Um, no.” Then Colby being Colby goes, “So then you had a baby!?!” Me; *deadpan* “Yes, Colby I had a baby over the weekend.” Him; “Really? Cool! That was the quickest conception and birth ever!” Mean while I was lol as was the other 4 guys in the class and he was all, “So, what really happened? No, seriously come on tell meeee. Pleeeeeaaaseee?!” So I told him the truth: That I had won 6th at states for rifle and that is what Senora was talking about. Not my unnaturally fast pregnancy. *smirk*
Brittany and I are going to the movies on Thursday! We are going to go see Brokeback Mountain! Yay, excited, I am! :D I'm 17 so, I just hope the teller doesn't try and card us or Britt won't be able to get in... she'll just have to lie and say she's 17, doesn't have a permit, or a license, and was born in 1988. :) I'm sure that will go over well. *rolls eyes* Either way we are going to go see it. Yes, we are. :) Honestly I don't care what other people think because I kind of just had some problems with some people in school about stuff like this... so, yeah.
Also I bought Brittany's B-day gift a few weeks ago with Linds and since mom gave her money, (which she didn't tell em she was going to do until I went shopping for her other part of her gift), I didn't buy anything else so she's just getting the one thing... I hope she likes it. *is anxious*
Rifle tonight... I so don't want to go... only because I'm sick. No other reasons. I just don't feel that well at all. :(
I really loathe my sister. Really I do. She's sitting here criticizing me on how I give out too much information over the internet. Shes 12 for christ sake. I hate her. She's a right fucking bitch when she wants to be. It's gotten to the the point where I don't even want to be around her at all because she makes me sick as a human being. She's horrible. I don't understand how we can be so different. I realize I am a bitch, but she's a cruel, cold hearted, fucking evil, cock-sucking, bitch! And you know what when I am around her all I can think about doing is pounding her face in because she's just a horrible person. And you know what if this makes me a bad person I don't care because I take enough shit from everyone else I don't need it from my little sister. It hurts. It really does. I really don't think she realizes how much she hurts me and how much I really don't like her. As a human being and as a person.
I'm upset again. And to think I was actually happy when I started writing this... Never mind what I said. Life sucks and it sucks hard. I just try not to get stuck in the whirlpool. ;-;
Today in Spanish, which I have 1st period, we had just said the pledge, (in Spanish none the less:/), and Senora said “Congratulations Jazmin.” I was all “Gee, thanks” *sheepishly* Colby goes, “So you guys won!” I was like “Huh?” He says, “The team won a match.” I was like, “…Um, no.” Then Colby being Colby goes, “So then you had a baby!?!” Me; *deadpan* “Yes, Colby I had a baby over the weekend.” Him; “Really? Cool! That was the quickest conception and birth ever!” Mean while I was lol as was the other 4 guys in the class and he was all, “So, what really happened? No, seriously come on tell meeee. Pleeeeeaaaseee?!” So I told him the truth: That I had won 6th at states for rifle and that is what Senora was talking about. Not my unnaturally fast pregnancy. *smirk*
Brittany and I are going to the movies on Thursday! We are going to go see Brokeback Mountain! Yay, excited, I am! :D I'm 17 so, I just hope the teller doesn't try and card us or Britt won't be able to get in... she'll just have to lie and say she's 17, doesn't have a permit, or a license, and was born in 1988. :) I'm sure that will go over well. *rolls eyes* Either way we are going to go see it. Yes, we are. :) Honestly I don't care what other people think because I kind of just had some problems with some people in school about stuff like this... so, yeah.
Also I bought Brittany's B-day gift a few weeks ago with Linds and since mom gave her money, (which she didn't tell em she was going to do until I went shopping for her other part of her gift), I didn't buy anything else so she's just getting the one thing... I hope she likes it. *is anxious*
Rifle tonight... I so don't want to go... only because I'm sick. No other reasons. I just don't feel that well at all. :(
I really loathe my sister. Really I do. She's sitting here criticizing me on how I give out too much information over the internet. Shes 12 for christ sake. I hate her. She's a right fucking bitch when she wants to be. It's gotten to the the point where I don't even want to be around her at all because she makes me sick as a human being. She's horrible. I don't understand how we can be so different. I realize I am a bitch, but she's a cruel, cold hearted, fucking evil, cock-sucking, bitch! And you know what when I am around her all I can think about doing is pounding her face in because she's just a horrible person. And you know what if this makes me a bad person I don't care because I take enough shit from everyone else I don't need it from my little sister. It hurts. It really does. I really don't think she realizes how much she hurts me and how much I really don't like her. As a human being and as a person.
I'm upset again. And to think I was actually happy when I started writing this... Never mind what I said. Life sucks and it sucks hard. I just try not to get stuck in the whirlpool. ;-;