it's been a while since i've seen your face//
this is for you jess...(i know it's been forever!!!)
i'm just going to take a deep breath. Because i finally have time to update. Because I also have time to take a deep breath. I haven't been up to too much. The usual, swim than either gym or polo at night. Then i somehow have to squeeze in homework, or do it in class (which seems to be what i have been doing more recently) ummm. we had our millikan swim meet yesterday? It went well. It's wierd how swim season went by sooooo fast. i would never have thought that my senior year my actually be ending. But now that I think about it, it's happening at a good point in my life. Lately I have been living by the fact that you should just enjoy your time with everyone. There is no need to hold grudges while we are entering our last months together. To tell you the truth, it's working. The fact that i haven't been updating..i figure is a good thing. I like the fact that the most drama i have in my life is people going behind my back just to say, "Since when does Lolo talk to her?" (from what I have been through since i've meet those girl's who say that...and i even love it when they talk shit...it can bee a lot worse) I love the relationships i have with everyone right now ones that i have made/rekindled/stayed strong through out this year. I'm at a really high point in my life and it's fucking awesome.
stanford count down: 5 days
"The heart is a fickle thing. It doesn't always require extensive time or deep analysis to make up its mind on what it wants. It can happen in a blink. Be prepared. And don't be afraid to follow what it dictates. It's only when you try to get yourself in trouble. In other words, when it feels right, don't question it. Just go for it."