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Stupid me, not updating and whatnot. I guess the reason I haven't updated is because I've been trying to think as little as possible. When I write things down, or type them.... it makes me think, and that's really not something I've wanted to do lately. Everytime I think, I get kinda depressed. That's what happened last night. But I am glad that I had a friend to go to IHOP with at 4am. It made everything more bareable.
Otherwise, I am kinda getting tired of this horrible coughing I have. I know its related to smoking...so now I pretty much only smoke Thursdays and Sundays. Once in a while I will have one in the car, but I have been doing well with cutting down. I don't know, I just want to feel 100% again....but I can't seem to get back there.
Otherwise, I am kinda getting tired of this horrible coughing I have. I know its related to smoking...so now I pretty much only smoke Thursdays and Sundays. Once in a while I will have one in the car, but I have been doing well with cutting down. I don't know, I just want to feel 100% again....but I can't seem to get back there.