~Lifes Shit but Eh...I'm soposed to be happy Right?

[silverrieko]

 So it seems like my life is back at the one point again, the one it was a year ago when I dropped off the face of the earth, focoused on one and only one person and left everything behind. I cant do that to my self again and things are getting really shitty, school sucks, I might have to leave all my friends the start of my senior year, move to a new school and start everything all over again. I'm starting to really fucking hate things, my parents are being ubber tards about everything, pretty much as soon as I graduate I have to leave home and start my life. Things seem to be getting shittier and such in their marrige and I see it every day failing, the soposed unbreakable marrige, yea thats the same thing they said about the Titanic. I guess the good news out of all of this is that there is someone who came into my life and showed me that all of the shit that I am going through is worth it and in the end of all of it I'm going to be happy with someone who I seem to be falling for every day more and more, a sweet little unknown fur to most, a sweet little fulf. Anyways I figrued its time Silver gets to spill his proulbems on everyone else, everyone seems to like to throw all their shit my way, well for my friends out there who truely care, please, I beg of you, show me that you truely care and dont do some little two word "Good luck buddy" bullshit, I get sick of that and it shows me that I have to be there for everyone but as soon as I need some help, its "Eh fuck him, maybe this little thing might make him feel better, I dont have the time" bull. That shows me that you dont care about me and I might as well give up on having you as a friend, becaues litterly, that shows me that you dont care and are planning on using me like everyone else in my life has seemed to do for one thing or another...
Anyways thats my rant and its how I feel....

Love always
Silver Frostpaw