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Everything is so routine. I am feeling like I need a change. a big change
I do have a change coming up... I got accepted to Wayne State for the Masters program
I was excited to hear this. definitely. But now I am beginning to think... This means I am stuck here. I cant move away because it would be incredibly difficult. I havent even been seriously thinking of moving away. Maybe I just have a fear of commitment? heh
It just seems that everyday is exactly the same:
get up. eat 1/2 Cliff bar. go to work
Come home from work. pay attention to Kayla
maybe hang out with someone... but most of the time I am too tired from selling stuff all day to really want to do anything interesting. usually it is just coffee
When I am done I sit around online and wait to get a little sleepy.
Then read/do some kind of a mind puzzle (crossword, sudoku, logic) in my bed
go to sleep
then repeat
Then on my days off I sleep in a little, and do errands, mostly. I do try to get together with friends on my days off, often our schedules are different though.
WOOOOOO!!!!
It could be a lot worse. but I still need a change.
Ryan and I are going to Mackinac Island for a few days, which will be a nice vacation. I wish I could leave for a week though. I would go pretty much anywhere
Speaking of...I have been pulling a Ryan, actually, and looking at apartments and jobs in other cities. I have had no luck though. The idea of moving somewhere completely alone scares me anyway.
I need something new. something different.
Any suggestions?
I do have a change coming up... I got accepted to Wayne State for the Masters program
I was excited to hear this. definitely. But now I am beginning to think... This means I am stuck here. I cant move away because it would be incredibly difficult. I havent even been seriously thinking of moving away. Maybe I just have a fear of commitment? heh
It just seems that everyday is exactly the same:
get up. eat 1/2 Cliff bar. go to work
Come home from work. pay attention to Kayla
maybe hang out with someone... but most of the time I am too tired from selling stuff all day to really want to do anything interesting. usually it is just coffee
When I am done I sit around online and wait to get a little sleepy.
Then read/do some kind of a mind puzzle (crossword, sudoku, logic) in my bed
go to sleep
then repeat
Then on my days off I sleep in a little, and do errands, mostly. I do try to get together with friends on my days off, often our schedules are different though.
WOOOOOO!!!!
It could be a lot worse. but I still need a change.
Ryan and I are going to Mackinac Island for a few days, which will be a nice vacation. I wish I could leave for a week though. I would go pretty much anywhere
Speaking of...I have been pulling a Ryan, actually, and looking at apartments and jobs in other cities. I have had no luck though. The idea of moving somewhere completely alone scares me anyway.
I need something new. something different.
Any suggestions?