Long days.........
Havent written in a long time, very long time. Kinda strange how the years go by so quick and so much has changed...yet then again not really! Broke up with Chris a year ago come this summer. Finally got to the point now where we are no longer trying to "work things out" Ha I never really tried at all, but I figured why not he can give it a shot...he failed misserably once again. But go figure after 3 some odd years of us not working why would a few months of trying fix a damn thing. Besides we all know it was no bueno from the get.
My life has been a crazy rollercoaster for the past year. Got rid of my boyfriend, moved to murrietta, picked up a seriously bad habbit and started running in circles, going no where way to fast! Went from a 200 pound chubby bunny to a 105 pound hollowed out shell. But have no fear stina over comes all her demons and now chills at a healthy 140! But seriously those demons are the hardest mother fuckers to kick, but so far so good! I'm really quite proud!
The weekend before christmas my 17yr old sister almost died in a car wreck, she was in a stolen car and her and her homeboy fell asleep and hit something going 60mph, she was ejected from the car with her seatbelt on! broke her fucking neck!! it was a 50/50 chance on the way she broke it live or die! Lucky for the world us Allen's dont give up easy! and we bounce! she was in a halo for 4mths though just got that fucker off last week! good lord!
Buying a car sometime this week! about damn time i know! Back to work begining of May! havent been working since December!! I was fucked up and off and im a lazy bitch sometimes! Back to school in the fall!!!! Very excited over that venture! Finally getting my life back together or just together in general. Feels really nice.
Current love of my life is my doggie Ryder. A 4 year old red nose american pitt bull. He's my baby boy! Other than that there is no one constant and I believe this is a good thing! I think! but hey it works for now and the rest im just chilling and waiting to see what happens next.
More to come to much computer usage in one sitting I do so dislike these damn things!
My life has been a crazy rollercoaster for the past year. Got rid of my boyfriend, moved to murrietta, picked up a seriously bad habbit and started running in circles, going no where way to fast! Went from a 200 pound chubby bunny to a 105 pound hollowed out shell. But have no fear stina over comes all her demons and now chills at a healthy 140! But seriously those demons are the hardest mother fuckers to kick, but so far so good! I'm really quite proud!
The weekend before christmas my 17yr old sister almost died in a car wreck, she was in a stolen car and her and her homeboy fell asleep and hit something going 60mph, she was ejected from the car with her seatbelt on! broke her fucking neck!! it was a 50/50 chance on the way she broke it live or die! Lucky for the world us Allen's dont give up easy! and we bounce! she was in a halo for 4mths though just got that fucker off last week! good lord!
Buying a car sometime this week! about damn time i know! Back to work begining of May! havent been working since December!! I was fucked up and off and im a lazy bitch sometimes! Back to school in the fall!!!! Very excited over that venture! Finally getting my life back together or just together in general. Feels really nice.
Current love of my life is my doggie Ryder. A 4 year old red nose american pitt bull. He's my baby boy! Other than that there is no one constant and I believe this is a good thing! I think! but hey it works for now and the rest im just chilling and waiting to see what happens next.
More to come to much computer usage in one sitting I do so dislike these damn things!