one year
so i was sitting in my room today when i realized i hadnt updated my journal in forever and i missed it so here i sit typing away.
summer is here was again. i finshed my first semester of college and lets just say i did not do as well as i planned but hey ill make up for it next semester now that i now what im doing.
so its been a year now knowing all the java junkies and now x-java junkies. its so strange because the year went by so fast now last summer seemed like yesterday but everything is different now be it for the good, bad or indiffernt things have changed. but hey thats cool change needs to happen or else you can never grow. so knowing these people for only a year i feel like ive know them forever or at least some of them. but a year is not enough to know someone completely which im still not sure it is possible to know someone comletely. but hey.
so ive known chris for a year now and we have been togther 9months, 10 at the end of june. thats really strange for me i never stuck around much longer than 5-6 months so something must be right this time. i love him so much it makes me sick. or more like scared but in a good way i suppose. it feels like we have been together forever but in the span of time its only been a little while. but then again it went by so quick but the key was it went by so easy. we have our problems like any realationship but not the kind i see so many of my other friends dealing with. it makes me very greatful!
i love my new job. i love working with meri. things are going well. the people i work with are crazy but its usually a good kind a crazy. though the nasty mexicans in the back talk about my boobs in spanish all the time. makes me feel kind of icky but oh well. if they touch me ill beat the crap out them!!
im gonna go to java tonight i got a new dress and i look totally great. i feel good after losing that weight 20 pounds is quite a weight to have lifted off my being and i love it. but hey all is well. i need to write in my journal more often. i think i shall.
summer is here was again. i finshed my first semester of college and lets just say i did not do as well as i planned but hey ill make up for it next semester now that i now what im doing.
so its been a year now knowing all the java junkies and now x-java junkies. its so strange because the year went by so fast now last summer seemed like yesterday but everything is different now be it for the good, bad or indiffernt things have changed. but hey thats cool change needs to happen or else you can never grow. so knowing these people for only a year i feel like ive know them forever or at least some of them. but a year is not enough to know someone completely which im still not sure it is possible to know someone comletely. but hey.
so ive known chris for a year now and we have been togther 9months, 10 at the end of june. thats really strange for me i never stuck around much longer than 5-6 months so something must be right this time. i love him so much it makes me sick. or more like scared but in a good way i suppose. it feels like we have been together forever but in the span of time its only been a little while. but then again it went by so quick but the key was it went by so easy. we have our problems like any realationship but not the kind i see so many of my other friends dealing with. it makes me very greatful!
i love my new job. i love working with meri. things are going well. the people i work with are crazy but its usually a good kind a crazy. though the nasty mexicans in the back talk about my boobs in spanish all the time. makes me feel kind of icky but oh well. if they touch me ill beat the crap out them!!
im gonna go to java tonight i got a new dress and i look totally great. i feel good after losing that weight 20 pounds is quite a weight to have lifted off my being and i love it. but hey all is well. i need to write in my journal more often. i think i shall.