Ahhhhhh satisfied
I have been well fed and am feeling 10 times better!
On the phone with Meri she's sick. She just told me David's Mom got in an accident. I feel bad. Meri wants us to go on the Price is Right. That came out of left field. If I ever went on a game show it would be Wheel of Fourtune! Hell ya! Gonna go to Meri's after work and watch Lord of the Rings which I purchased yesterday.
I want to go to Java tonight like every night but don't know if I will be able to. This makes me sad! I enjoy seeing the boys they make me very happy. Sometimes I think they do not realize how much joy they bring to my life on a daily basis. They poped into my life at just the right time. I really would like to form friendships with these people that go beyond Java Books. All in good time I guess. Though sometimes I wonder if maybe I should back off. But I believe that if that were to be true they would of told me. They seem to be very up front people especially Dan! But thats one of the things I like best about him. Though I would love to know what they all think of me good or bad. There opinions matter to me which is surprising because the only people whose opinion I truely value are that of my good friends. I guess I got attached pretty quick. I don't know Dan, Andrew, Mike and Jesse all are great guys and are all so freakin different yet they are all friends. Truely amazing!!!
I miss Andy. Jesse told me she thinks no one misses her thats a lie. I do. But maybe she dosent care about what I think. But I highly doubt that!
I cant wait till friday! I really want to see Dereck. I find him to be quite attractive, even though he is in love with another girl. As Andrew would say "These things happen eight dollars" But it does seem to be a pattern with me. I want boys who dont want me. But i guess this happens to alot of people, and not just me. Oh well. I guess I should get back to work I am getting paid here. hehehehe aint life grand!!
On the phone with Meri she's sick. She just told me David's Mom got in an accident. I feel bad. Meri wants us to go on the Price is Right. That came out of left field. If I ever went on a game show it would be Wheel of Fourtune! Hell ya! Gonna go to Meri's after work and watch Lord of the Rings which I purchased yesterday.
I want to go to Java tonight like every night but don't know if I will be able to. This makes me sad! I enjoy seeing the boys they make me very happy. Sometimes I think they do not realize how much joy they bring to my life on a daily basis. They poped into my life at just the right time. I really would like to form friendships with these people that go beyond Java Books. All in good time I guess. Though sometimes I wonder if maybe I should back off. But I believe that if that were to be true they would of told me. They seem to be very up front people especially Dan! But thats one of the things I like best about him. Though I would love to know what they all think of me good or bad. There opinions matter to me which is surprising because the only people whose opinion I truely value are that of my good friends. I guess I got attached pretty quick. I don't know Dan, Andrew, Mike and Jesse all are great guys and are all so freakin different yet they are all friends. Truely amazing!!!
I miss Andy. Jesse told me she thinks no one misses her thats a lie. I do. But maybe she dosent care about what I think. But I highly doubt that!
I cant wait till friday! I really want to see Dereck. I find him to be quite attractive, even though he is in love with another girl. As Andrew would say "These things happen eight dollars" But it does seem to be a pattern with me. I want boys who dont want me. But i guess this happens to alot of people, and not just me. Oh well. I guess I should get back to work I am getting paid here. hehehehe aint life grand!!