the world of java revolves with out me
i guess i have been out of the loop for a while now. but reading my friends entries this makes me very glad. it seems like we cant stop hurting each other. at least this is what it seems like to me. im glad i have no involment in the present drama if you would like to call it that. im sad. i love all those people the java junkies i wish we really could all just get along. but who knows. i dont. i dont knows whats beens going on whos hurt and who isnt but i am there and open to all who need me. i just stand off to the side now and look in. i like it better this way. i dont get hurt and i dont hurt any one else its safer this way.
i called meri today she was at work. i miss her. im sure she misses me. we have to do something about this eh?
i get to go to the fair tomorrow. i love the farmers fair i always have a good time.
my car is fucked up again. will it ever end? i have fixed everything you could possibly fix on the damn thing yet in continues to overheat. last thing to fix is the water pump if this does not solve the problem then it is time to get a new car. i dont know what im gonna do. without my car i cant work without work i have no money without money im fucked. especially with christmas coming. what am i going to do?
i need a cigarette. i dont think i like this idea about quiting.
i called meri today she was at work. i miss her. im sure she misses me. we have to do something about this eh?
i get to go to the fair tomorrow. i love the farmers fair i always have a good time.
my car is fucked up again. will it ever end? i have fixed everything you could possibly fix on the damn thing yet in continues to overheat. last thing to fix is the water pump if this does not solve the problem then it is time to get a new car. i dont know what im gonna do. without my car i cant work without work i have no money without money im fucked. especially with christmas coming. what am i going to do?
i need a cigarette. i dont think i like this idea about quiting.