happy, numb, dead.................the end

[silverrain83]

so the fucking starter on my car is dead i now must go purchase a new one. it is not a cheap this does not make me happy. but after this if my car does not run well i shall drive it off a cliff at high speeds.

im doing my boyfriends laundry. what the fuck. i dont even like to do my own laundry. im whipped.

i have to go get my permit next week and get another job before my parents throw me out. they are not to happy with me lately. but these things happen. chris will take me to get my permit and then ill get another job. stores will be hiring for christmas help real soon now.

gotta go hang out with meri. i miss her. i keep thinking about how she wants to go on a double date with me and chris. that would be so funny meri stina chris and jesse. interesting to say the least. but who knows. we shall probably find out.

sam is a very nice girl and i enjoy talking to her. she is always so sweet. i like talking to her.

dan. i think i am now dead to this young man. thats sad. it hurts. its all my fault.

i hope andrew feels better soon. he was looking ok but not quite up to par.

i have more cleaning to do and some shopping blah.