[Fic] Messenger - Chapter 25
Title: Messenger
Pairing(s): Akame
Rating: NC-17
Genre: action, romance, smut
Beta by: gal_ps
Summary: Jin is an assassin, the tight bond with his friends is what keeps him alive and more or less sane. Kame gets "dragged" into their world
Warning: smut, violence, bad language
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Update:
Jin showed even more caginess when they had boarded the ship. His posture a little more tense, his sentences, even shorter than usual.
Things were brewing beneath the surface. But instead of exploding, Jin just got calmer and calmer and it scared Kame.
The ship was rather small. A purse seiner that shook with the waves. Only 6 people formed the crew, it was obvious they weren’t out to catch fish, it was all just cover for their smuggling business.
There was one Chinese, one Korean, two Filipinos, one Taiwanese and one from Indonesia.
It was also obvious Jin didn’t trust either of them and so did Kame.
Jin probably didn’t trust a ship and its creaking and swaying in the waves in the first place. For Kame, it wasn’t all new. He had been on boat trips with his father when he had been quite young.
Jin on the other hand had only known the Tokyo neighborhood where he had grown up. His only experience with ships so far had been in the docks of Tokyo’s harbor.
The outlook to spend up to two weeks on this fishing vessel made him more than uncomfortable. With a bunch of strangers no less.
He was feeling like a caged animal, not knowing anything about the world around them and with nowhere to escape to.
Despite the state and size of the old, rusty boat, Kame and Jin had a cabin for themselves. It was a ‘spacious sarcophagus’, according to Jin and the first thing he did was ripping one of the thin beds off the wall and push it against the other so they wouldn’t be separated by half a meter of wasted space.
When things got rough at sea, they were made to help on deck. They both enjoyed being helpful rather than sitting around, counting the hours, even though Jin preferred the times where they didn’t have to mingle with the crew.
Despite Kame’s fear, both of them didn’t really get seasick, even when the sea was so rough, the waves threatened to roll over deck.
He was especially concerned for Jin, with him never having experienced this. And Kame could very vividly imagine the crankiness, he’d have to go through with his lover then.
Lucky for them being busy at those times seemed to keep them healthy.
By the end of day two, Jin didn’t really talk at all anymore.
Unlike the night before, the open sea was calmer this night. They had been actually fishing earlier, but only for their own supply.
Jin had pushed the task into Kame’s hands. The fishing rod to be precise. He wouldn’t have been of any use, not able to sit entirely still for five minutes.
Instead, he cleaned his guns. Out of sight, but Kame knew that it wasn’t the case the other way around.
Whatever Kame was doing on this ship, he always felt Jin’s intense eyes on him. And it was starting to bother him slowly but surely. Like Jin didn’t trust him to take care of himself.
~*~
During the night of the third day, almost around dawn, they passed by the shores of Taiwan.
Jin watched the lights of Taipei’s harbour in the distance, blowing out the smoke from his cigarette.
He knew they wouldn’t be stopping anytime soon, the risk to get caught was too high even if it was just a small harbour somewhere down the coast.
The captain had told him they’d pass between Taiwan and the Philippines into the South China Sea on an approximately two weeks trip.
Already now, after three days, Jin was fed up with the ever swaying ship. There was no escape and there was no control he had over what was happening to them or where they were going. He just had to sit back and do nothing and wait until fate would grant them a safe way to the shore of Cambodia.
And exactly this ‘out of hand’ situation, the fact that he couldn’t do anything made Jin restless and uneasy.
The thought of another ten days or more on this ship robbed him even of his sleep.
Not to mention that he didn’t trust anyone on this ship but Kame, so he felt the need to always be on guard.
The other seemed to be taking the situation better than Jin. Even though they weren’t talking much. Most of the time, Kame would be lost in his thoughts. Jin guessed it was his way of coping with the separation they went through right now. This trip, the ocean was like a bridge to another, unknown life that was lying ahead of them.
Where Jin felt like this resembled more of a prison, Kame seemed to enjoy the ocean, he was out on deck a lot during the day just watching the waves and feeling the wind mess up his hair.
In moments like these, when Jin watched Kame from afar at the ship’s rail, wind tousling his hair in the warm light of the fading sun, Jin felt the urge to step up to him and trap him there. Some urges of hidden romanticism trying to break free from deep within him, probably but he wouldn’t act on them.
He couldn’t. Not in a situation like this, not in the company they were sharing.
Jin exhaled slowly before he flipped the cigarette butt ahead into the fathomless darkness beneath them.
“’s your comrade snoring?” The Korean asked in heavily accented Japanese, coming up from the back of the ship. His name was Soo Jong if Jin remembered correctly. “Or why are you out here in the break of dawn?”
Jin lit himself another cigarette, inwardly smiling of the idea he would flee because Kame was snoring. The thought was kind of ridiculous.
Nothing of his thoughts showed in his face though.
“Could ask you the same.” Jin mumbled with his teeth around the cigarette.
“Hadi needs a break on the wheel. Unlike you, other people do need to actually sleep every once in a while.”
Jin just nodded in understanding, not interested to hold the conversation. He wouldn’t start a conversation about what was keeping him up all night, even if he would come up with a bullshit excuse.
“Whatever, man.” The Korean huffed, already used to Jin’s hostile aura. He pushed past Jin and left him alone with his cigarette and never resting thoughts.
Finishing this cigarette, Jin finally pushed himself away from the rail. He turned and made his way past all the rusty junk to their cabin.
Kame was peacefully sleeping in a bundle of blanket at the wall side of their joined beds. It took Jin a moment to see him in the darkness, the bluish light of dawn not yet quite reaching through the small, dirty window.
Jin stripped out of his pants and shirt before climbing onto the other side of the old bed. It wasn’t exactly comfortable, but Jin had never been used to much luxury to begin with.
It was just that here everything had this salty film of dampness on it that day after day started to annoy Jin more and more.
Leaning against the wall at the head of the bed, he pulled the blanket over himself. Kame stirred in his sleep so Jin reached over to gently brush some strands of hair out of his face.
Jin smiled when Kame let out a pleased huff and fell back into deep sleep. He himself still wasn’t feeling particularly tired. He hadn’t been in a while, not able to stop his train of thoughts for long enough to fall asleep.
He wished he could just sleep through this whole trip instead. So it would finally be over. But he wasn’t so lucky, instead he felt doomed to enjoy every single moment of it fully conscious and awake.
~*~
Jin jolted awake, hitting his hand on the wall with the force of the jerk of his body.
Kame had just gotten out of bed and jumped slightly at Jin’s sudden movement when he had been peacefully sleeping next to him just a moment ago.
“Did I wake you up? I’m sorry.” Kame’s voice was low and gentle.
“’s ok.” Jin slurred drowsily, trying to open his sleep-heavy eyes and shake off the dizziness. He heaved his body up immediately to get a clear head.
“Go back to sleep. You look like you’ve been up all night again.” Kame frowned, coming closer to sit down on the bed next to Jin.
“It’s ok.” Jin just said, brushing the topic off. Even if he knew he could need more sleep, he knew he wouldn’t get any.
He looked at his watch. It was only 7 am so he had barely slept an hour.
Kame went to the small sink in the corner of the room to wash his face.
Jin watched him for a while, still fighting his way out from the foggy sleepiness that clouded his brain.
Kame was wearing a t-shirt that seemed too big for him, only the rim of his boxers were visible from underneath on the left side because the oversized t-shirt had slipped off his right shoulder.
Like Jin, Kame was barefoot, even though it was chilly in the cabin and the raw steel floor was feeling uncomfortable beneath their feet.
Jin watched how Kame’s muscles flexed at his exposed shoulder while brushing his teeth and washing his face.
A wave of heat surged through Jin’s body and he slowly got up from the bed.
Kame straightened himself up when he felt a presence behind him, looking at Jin over his shoulder through the small, dirty mirror above the sink.
“I’m done in a ~” Kame didn’t finish his sentence when he felt Jin’s arms sneak around his waist.
“What’re you doing?” He chuckled instead. But he didn’t get an answer from Jin, instead the older bit gently into his neck, heating the skin with his breath.
Kame felt the warmth of Jin’s naked chest against his back and relaxed into the embrace. He also felt the heat from lower of Jin’s body where the bulge, trapped by the thin material of his boxers fit perfectly against the crack of Kame’s ass.
A chuckle escaped Kame. “It’s not a secret that some parts of you wake up easier than others.”
He felt Jin’s smirk against the skin of his neck and could see the mischief in his eyes through the mirror.
“Like you’re any different.” Jin mumbled, letting a sneaky hand drop into the younger’s boxers to palm his member.
Kame involuntarily closed his eyes and pressed back against Jin’s length, letting out a low moan that matched Jin’s own.
A sudden metallic crash against their door made them both jump.
“Get up, assholes. This isn’t a granny cruise.”
Kame jumped instinctively away from Jin even though there was no way for anyone outside to see what was happening in their cabin.
Jin groaned in annoyance. His hate for their fellow ship crew had just increased tenfold.
“Just fucking great. Way to go and ruin even the last bit of fun.”
Kame turned around to comfortingly caress Jin’s cheek. “Not a good time.” He gave Jin a kiss and turned to get dressed.
“No shit.” Jin grumbled, heading for his own clothes.
~*~
Naturally, Jin’s mood didn’t increase after this anymore.
They were made to help on deck more, the state of the old ship had them do small repair work here and there.
Jin almost lost it when the ship machinery threatened to give out on them.
It took a lot of Kame’s calming down to make Jin stop imagining them being washed ashore starved to death after months’ of floating with the current through the oceans.
In the end he could even help set the damn thing back into motion with his experiences in hot-wiring cars.
For the next few days, Jin kept pacing on deck, more and more resembling a caged animal. The other crew kept away from him at this point, not daring to approach him anymore.
Kame again and again tried to make Jin relax and sleep more but with little success.
~*~
Kame stretched his back, yawning and straining his tired eyes against the setting sun. The light was beautiful but the rough sea in the past few days had made him sleepy.
At this point, Kame was sick of grilled fish with rice but he was at the ship’s rail, fishing nevertheless.
Because it was still better to have fish with rice than just rice.
Of course no one had considered comfort and luxury on their smuggle trip and Kame knew better than to start complaining.
So there he was, like the past ten days already with the fishing rod in hand, watching another magnificent sunset.
Kame knew that the two Filipinos and the Korean were around, while Hadi the Indonesian captain and the Taiwanese were in the control room.
“What’re you looking at?”
Kame flinched when he heard Jin’s hard tone from somewhere behind him. He turned around and saw him at the entrance to the lower decks where the cabins were located. His eyes pierced Soo Jong, the Korean who stood not too far away, looking in Kame’s direction.
Kame knew in that instant, whom the words were directed to.
The Korean had a hunch as well and turned around to face an angry Jin.
“What’s your problem, man?”
“Keep your eyes somewhere else if you don’t want to lose them.” Jin growled, not caring about Soo Jong’s question.
The one in question narrowed his eyes at the now obvious threat. “Dude, what do you want from me?”
Jin stepped closer, now his posture becoming more aggressive. “I know you speak Japanese so I’m not gonna repeat myself!”
“Jin, cut it!” Kame cut in sharply, knowing that Jin had probably just waited for a moment like this to be able to rip Soo Jong into pieces.
“I can look wherever I want to. It’s none of your fucking business.” Soo Jong jumped onto the threat, straightening his own posture.
He was taller than Jin by a good 10cm but despite both of them being criminals, Kame found Jin way scarier.
“It is my fucking business when you’re looking at him.” Jin hissed.
Despite them having introduced themselves as relatives to the crew to explain their closeness, they were under the constant risk of being found out as lovers. Especially when Jin acted the way he was acting right now.
Even though they didn’t care about what anyone would think about them, they didn’t know what to expect from this kind of people and the least they could need on top of all that’s been happening was a witch hunt from homophobic criminals, possibly murderer and rapists.
“You need to chill the fuck out!” The Korean hissed back angrily, fed up with the Japanese’s antics. “I can look wherever I want. What’re you scared of? That I’d go gay for your pretty company?” Soo Jong couldn’t help the sarcastic provocation, not knowing how thin the ice was becoming under him.
“Don’t even think about it!” Jin shouted, grabbing the other’s collar forcefully to pull him in, their faces just centimetres apart. “I will slice you open from your dick to the tip of your nose and tie you to the stem with your own intestines like a figurehead so you can watch yourself bleed out and attract the sharks.”
“Geez, Jin.” Kame rolled his eyes, not all that shocked, but still disgusted by Jin’s graphic threat. He grabbed for the older’s shoulder to get him away from the other. “Seriously, you’re way out of hand. You’re seeing ghosts here.”
Jin brushed Kame’s hand off, still having a steel grip on the other’s collar. “Am I? Or did you think after more than a week in the middle of nowhere and with nobody able to escape, you might as well go for it?”
Soo Jong grabbed for Jin’s wrists to free himself out of the other’s grip. Even though he was not to be underestimated himself, he was no match for a raging Jin.
“What the fuck is wrong with you, man?! I never looked at him that way.”
“You think I’m an idiot?” Jin turned Soo Jong and pushed him up against a wall, almost lifting him off his feat. “My one and only purpose on this rotten ship is to keep an eye on him and all of yours away. If you as much as think about approaching him in any way, you’re dead meat!” Jin pushed against the other’s chest a little harder, successfully robbing him off his air.
“That’s enough, Jin!” Kame shouted next to the two but none of them seemed to even notice
his presence.
Despite the lack of air, a smirk formed on Soo Jong’s face. “One could think you have some hidden, sick fantasies about your friend that you’re having a hard time hiding right now.” The Korean pressed the tip of his thumbs into Jin’s wrists now to free himself. “Maybe it’s you who wants to do things to him after being isolated for all this time. You haven’t been taking it very well right from the beginning anyway.”
Kame sighed and rolled his eyes. How was Jin even able to keep any secret when he was so easy to read and jumped out of his skin at any given moment?
Jin pressed harder, eyes flaring up with anger, but started struggling with the pain of the pointy thumbs pressing into his flesh.
Soo Jong noticed that as well and got bolder. “You strike me as the type of guy who would fuck any pretty face after the first week in prison. You don’t have any morals or limits to break anymore.”
“Don’t provoke him!” Kame cringed, trying to at least reason with the other party.
But it was too late. When Jin sensed he couldn’t keep his grip any longer, he removed his arms to throw a straight punch into the Korean’s face.
Soo Jong was quick to react, he wasn’t your typical civilian that was easily impressed by Jin’s dangerous aura. Nobody on this ship was.
So within seconds, they were entangled in a fist fight, pulling and tearing at clothes, shoving each other against walls and the rail, almost kicking down Kame, who tried to get between them.
The commotion had attracted the two Filipinos who were now looking back and forth between Kame and the fighting pile.
“Help me, get them off each other.” Kame shouted at them in the bit English words he knew.
It took all three of them to separate the two fighting men. The two Filipinos got a hold of Jin’s arms and dragged him backwards while Kame tried to reason with Soo Jong.
“Leave him be. It’s nothing personal, he’ll calm down.”
Soo Jong breathed heavily, wiping the blood off his broken lip. “Keep him under control, or I will!”
Kame bowed in apology and turned around to Jin who was still shouting insults at the other.
He was being dragged back by the Filipinos, in direction to their shared cabin as Kame noticed, following them.
“It’s ok.” He tried to make the two guys understand that he could handle Jin, now that they were out of sight of the Korean.
Jin had directed his insults to the two men holding him. Luckily they didn’t understand much of his Japanese.
But the two didn’t let him go until they had dragged Jin all the way into Kame’s and his cabin.
They shoved him into the small room, blocking the entrance and turning to Kame. “You keep watch of this stir-crazy bastard.”
Kame couldn’t be mad at them for being fed up with Jin. He had been behaving like an ass while everyone had tried to make the best out of their situation.
Again he bowed apologetically before the two guys turned and left.
Kame stepped into the cabin and closed the door behind him, locking it and pulling the key. “You happy now?” He sighed annoyed.
Jin looked at him, still angry and tense. “That guy was checking you out. No one does that without getting problems with me.” Jin hissed to defend himself.
“He was not, gosh, Jin ~”
“These men are all criminals.” Jin interrupted him, still fired up from the fight. “You don’t know what these people are capable of if we don’t show them their boundaries.”
Kame stepped closer in a calming manner. “Jin, you’re tired and uncomfortable for the past 10 days, you see things that aren’t even there.”
“You think?” Jin mocked. “Should we wait and see what happens when I don’t stop them?” Jin crossed his arms in front of his heaving chest. He didn’t appear like he would be calming down any time soon.
“Jin, you don’t have to protect me all the time. I’m not some damsel in distress. You’re imagining things. You’re on sea for too long and it makes you irrational and edgy, not to mention that you might as well be hallucinating from the lack of sleep or did you think I wouldn’t notice how you shift around and sneak out all night?”
Jin rolled his eyes, turning away from Kame. “I’m used to little sleep. It’s not a problem. It will be a problem if we’re not constantly on guard.” He grumbled, still more than just angry.
“Oh it is very much a problem. As well as all the other problems we’re having that are weighting on your shoulders. If you don’t relax a bit and take more care of yourself, you’ll reach safety as barely a shadow of yourself.” Kame looked straight at Jin, boring his gaze into him even though Jin wasn’t looking back.
Since Jin didn’t seem to intervene again, Kame kept going.
“You’d be a fool to think I’m gonna let that happen. This is going to stop here and now!”
Jin turned his head at that, looking at Kame with narrowed eyes. His gaze was still hostile but slightly questioning at the same time, wondering what Kame was up to.
Feeling more and more confident, Kame stepped forward. He grabbed Jin by the shoulders and turned him around to face him entirely.
Jin didn’t fight Kame and the younger had the feeling Jin had already calmed down a bit.
Kame knew that Jin wasn’t the one to admit weaknesses and yet he was here to be there for the older, if he wanted to or not.
“Your life burden, the separation of your friends, your whole life has been ripped out of its balance.” Kame’s voice sounded much softer now and with every word he came slightly closer.
Jin didn’t move, just watched Kame with slight reluctance, not eager to be reminded piece by piece of everything that was making his life miserable right now.
“All the death’ and backstabbing, you’ve taken one hit after another recently. Not to mention my deceiving.”
Jin’s eyes narrowed at the mention of the most recent revelations and Kame hurried to change the route of his approach to not awake some sleeping demons.
“You cannot go on at this level, you have to clear your mind and get some god damn sleep, Akanishi Jin.”
Kame was close now, his voice still soft but resolute. Their faces were so close their breaths were mixing together and the younger was slightly leaning up to be on the same eye level with Jin.
“Your friends, your past, all the mess in your head and the mess that we left behind, all the things that might or might not be laying ahead of us, you have to forget about them for a while and get some sleep or your mind will seriously overload.”
Jin released a joyless chuckle. “And how am I supposed to do that? How could I possibly~”
“Mh, I have one or two ideas.” Kame interrupted Jin and closed the distance between their lips.
He could feel Jin smile into the kiss when he had finally caught up with Kame’s intentions.
A warm hand sneaked behind Jin’s nape and dragged him lower, their kiss becoming stronger and gradually more heated.
Kame’s other hand circled around Jin’s waist while Jin’s arms did the same, one hand pressing between Kame’s shoulder blades, the other slipping lower to grab for his round butt cheek.
Chuckling into Jin’s mouth, Kame wasn’t surprised how fast the older could relax with a few kisses and touches.
They kissed passionately for a while and Kame prayed to all gods that this time the other crew members would stay away for longer after what had happened. He didn’t know if he would be able to hold Jin back if they would’ve get interrupted again. And he wasn’t even sure he wanted to.
Their tongues engaged in a different battle, hungry mouths’ biting and nipping on their lips repetitively.
Jin’s hand got bolder with the rising heat, now both palms groping Kame’s ass, pulling him in and grinding his erection against Kame’s hips at the same time.
Removting his hands from behind Jin’s back, Kame pushed against Jin’s chest to guide him to their beds.
Jin groaned when he let himself fall on the makeshift double bed, for a moment he had forgotten that the mattresses only consisted of old, rusty springs and little foam.
Kame climbed after him, straddling Jin’s hips and slowly grinded against the hard bulge in Jin’s pants.
The older threw his head back and grabbed hard for Kame’s hips, just grinding against each other for a while.
Jin was the first to get annoyed by the clothes they were still wearing, hastily fumbling for the button and zipper of Kame’s jeans.
“Take it…uh…off!” Jin demanded between kisses when he dragged Kame’s head down to crash their lips together.
Despite the heat, Kame couldn’t contain a chuckle. “You have to let me go for a second then.”
“No.” Jin stayed childishly stubborn, keeping a hard grip around Kame’s nape to keep him in place but at the same time trying to shove down the younger’s pants and boxers with his other hand.
“Not going to work.” Kame grinned and with a hard push he pinned Jin’s hands above him on the mattress.
“Mmh.” Jin hummed, biting his lips while his lust clouded eyes darted into Kame’s challenging ones.
Even though Kame wanted nothing more but to ravish Jin, he drew back to free himself out of his pants.
The hint of disappointment faded on Jin’s face and he quickly got to work on his own button and zipper.
Kame just managed to step out of his clothes when he got dragged back and almost stumbled to land back on top of Jin.
The older had barely taken the time to push his pants and underwear down, grabbing at the back of Kame’s thighs to drag him up and pull him properly on his lap.
They both moaned at the bare contact of their heated flesh, entangling into another passionate kiss.
Jin bucked his hips up to gain more friction while Kame got fed up with their remaining shirts and freed himself as well as Jin out of them. Not without quite a struggle since Jin had focused on other things and wasn’t exactly the most cooperative player.
“I want you inside of me.” Kame moaned into Jin’s ear when they were finally naked. Nibbling softly at Jin’s earlobe, Kame specified his demand with an even sexier voice. “Now!”
Jin immediately flipped Kame around, pressing between his spread legs. “Guess I gotta obey.” He smirked as if he could’ve fooled Kame with his humble submissiveness.
“Open up for me, baby.” Jin whispered into Kame’s ear when the younger felt Jin’s hardness press against his entrance.
Despite his desire to speed this up and just ram into the heat, Jin worked himself slowly in, giving Kame’s body time to adjust to the intrusion.
“Hnn, so big.” Kame gasped, trying to relax against the first uncomfortable feeling.
“You’ll gotta feel all of it.” Jin teased, motivated by the small satisfied moans Kame released when he slowly pushed deeper.
“That’s what you wanted, hm?” Jin groaned when he finally eased completely in. Kame threw his head back with a long groan.
Jin didn’t seem to be entirely satisfied with the answer though, so he slowly pulled back out only to thrust in harder.
“Is it? You getting what you wanted now?” Jin coaxed, speeding up the pace of his thrusts.
Kame opened his eyes to look up at Jin. “Hit me hard and we might be getting there.” He taunted Jin in a sexy voice, knowing fully well that he was just provoking him for more. But if there was someone who knew how to hit Jin’s buttons right, it was definitely Kame.
A smirk crossed Jin’s face. Kame knew he would never let a challenge like that pass.
Jin’s thrusts got harder and faster and he knew he wouldn’t be able to hold back for long like this when Kame wrapped his legs around his hips and pressed even harder.
The younger grabbed for Jin’s hair and pulled him down into another messy kiss, swallowing both of their escalating moans.
Kame came with a cry, his own length squished between their rubbing stomachs and Jin’s length thrusting hard in and out of his ass.
Moments later, Jin stilled as well emptying his load inside of Kame with a muffled groan
Jin slid off to the side, lying still with a heaving chest and his arm loosely wrapped around Kame’s chest.
“Definitely gotten what I wanted.” Kame mused exhausted, laughing slightly at Jin’s satisfied huff.
Not only did they both have a satisfying orgasm, Jin was also in a way better mood than before and Kame wouldn’t argue that this had been part of the plan from the beginning.
They both took a moment to calm down before Kame got up to clean himself.
Jin rolled on his back, staring at the ceiling all satisfied, body cooling down. In this particular moment he really had all forgotten about the world outside and what had happened not long ago on deck of the ship.
Things would be so much easier if he could just be with Kame and the rest of the world could go down in flames. Just him, his lover and a comfy bed maybe. Definitely not this sorry excuse of a mattress.
“Are you hungry?” Kame asked from across the room, drying himself with a towel.
Jin rolled his head from side to side, showing a clear no but the moment was over because now Jin had to think of Kame going outside to get food and then there would be the other guys and the damn ocean and just like this, all the problems they were having came back to Jin.
Their moment had been too short. Not to mention that both of them had been needy and hadn’t been able to last longer against the unbearable heat and friction.
Despite having to smile at the thought, the gloominess was coming back all too quickly.
Lost in his thoughts, Jin hadn’t been able to pay attention to what Kame was doing and instead of still being at the sink, the younger was suddenly climbing on top of him.
They were both naked and Jin’s eyes widened at the surprise.
Kame had sensed that Jin was retreating back to his tense state already and he had promised himself to do something against it. His work obviously wasn’t done yet.
“Then we just stay.” Kame murmured into Jin’s ears, taking his arms and pressing them into the sheets on top of his head.
Light nibbling on his lips had Jin distracted and just when the knots tightened did he realize that Kame had tied his wrists against a metal pipe coming out of the wall.
Jin instinctively pulled on the ties, looking surprised at Kame.
“Fisherman’s knots. Don’t say I never learned anything on this damn trip.”
Jin’s eyes narrowed, trying to read Kame’s intentions but only one thing came to mind. A smirk crossed his features, licking his lips slowly.
“What’s this supposed to be? Going all kinky on me again?”
Only once had Jin let Kame tie him up. When he was feverish and high on morphine. He couldn’t say that he hadn’t enjoyed the little experiment but it had been hard for him to hand over the control.
And a lot of things happened between then and now. Uncomfortable things borderline traumatizing but Jin tried to push the thought away and focus on Kame’s presence on top of him.
Kame smiled down at Jin. “Actually, I just need a way to keep you in bed and relax. I want you to sleep. You need it.”
Jin frowned. “Untie me! I’m not letting you cage me in here like a prisoner. Just because I attacked that douche? He very well deserved it!” Jin’s voice got louder the more he started protesting.
Kame, still sitting on Jin’s lap naked pushed a hand against Jin’s chest to press him back into the mattress.
“I said I want you to relax. I don’t want to hold you prisoner, I want you to be fucking reasonable and get some rest. And apparently you won’t comply without shady means.”
“I swear, if you leave the room without untying me, you’re going to see hell when I’m free!” Jin hissed but despite his threats, in his eyes Kame could see the fear of leaving him out of his sight. Or maybe it was the deep set fear within him that Kame could be gone forever every time when he stepped out of his sight.
They would have to seriously work on this matter when the time was better. They’d have to dig deep into Jin’s issues and solve the mistrust and paranoia’s he had developed.
Kame sighed. “I’m not going to leave this room. I promise. And I’m not going to let anyone in either. I just want you to not get up and wander around. I want you to sleep and recover.”
“But I’m not tired.” Jin said stubbornly.
Kame had to chuckle at Jin’s antics. But he was used to them by now and kind of wouldn’t want to miss them.
“It can’t be helped then I guess. We’ll have to do something about that.” He leaned down and kissed Jin again. Gentle and innocent at first but when he moved his hips and shifted over Jin’s naked crotch, Kame plunged his tongue into Jin’s mouth that was just opening for a gasp.
“Mmh, you’re very convincing today.” Jin mumbled approvingly between kisses, slowly forgetting the world around them.
“I always am.” Kame countered. He was glad he knew the most effective weapon against Jin and he enjoyed using it.
Kame’s mouth left Jin’s lips and travelled down to his chin, softly nibbling on the skin before going lower to gently bite on the flesh of the other’s neck.
Jin turned his head sideways, offering more skin for Kame to penetrate with his teeth, closing his eyes and enjoying the treatment.
“You know,” Jin spoke after a while, his voice husky with arousal, “it’ll take a while to tire me out when I’m tied up like this.” He smirked at the realization, his position not exactly in Kame’s advantage. “You might cave in before me.”
Kame looked up at Jin, the challenge reflecting in his eyes. “We’ll see about that.”
His hand brushed over Jin’s torso, touching him softly.
Slowly, Kame’s lips passed his collarbones and went lower to his chest while one of his hands descended over Jin’s stomach, drawing circles before he got a hold of both of their awakening erections.
He tugged at them slightly, brushing them together, eliciting a moan from Jin. His eyes fell halfway shut and he licked over his dry lips.
Kame watched Jin, getting even more aroused by the sight.
His delicate fingers curled around both of their heated flesh but his hands weren’t big enough to get Jin the needed friction.
His hips jerked up to rub his length harder against Kame’s. “Let me.” He groaned, not finishing his sentence but Kame knew what Jin would say next.
“Untie me.”
“Jin,” Kame chuckled, “you didn’t even last for two minutes.” It amused Kame how little Jin was able to stay still.
The other glared at Kame, not happy to appear weak in any way even if it wasn’t a negative character feat. “Kamenashi Kazuya, you really want to release me.” Jin insisted.
Kame tensed hearing that name. Jin hadn’t called him by his fake identity name since he had found out. Jin didn’t seem to have noticed his slip and Kame did a good job by covering his awareness by thrusting against Jin and rubbing their lengths against one another.
Jin groaned but tugged at his restrains a bit harder.
The other’s lack to give in motivated Kame even more to teach him a lesson and not cave in like the other times he had attempted to do it. This time Kame wouldn’t let Jin have his way and he would show him how much he was capable to make Jin beg for mercy.
Kame shifted and Jin didn’t know what was happening to him when suddenly, his length was engulfed by heat as Kame sunk down on him.
He gasped loudly, eyelids flying open wide in surprise.
Kame threw his head back with a moan and Jin didn’t have time to catch up with what was happening before the younger started rocking his hips up and down his length in a fast and hard pace.
“Fuck, Kazuya.” Jin moaned, his muscles tensing to be able to thrust up against Kame grinding down.
Kame leaned back, stabilizing himself with his hands on Jin’s thighs to ride Jin’s cock even harder.
“Mmh, yes.” He moaned with eyes closed and parted lips.
The bedsprings of the mattress dug into Jin’s back every time Kame impaled himself hard on his swollen length but he couldn’t care less about such things at this moment.
“Hnng…more, Jin. Harder.” Kame was panting and there was a sheet of sweat forming on both of their bodies.
Jin pulled his legs up, digging his heels into the sheets, toes curling involuntarily at the friction.
Kame fell forward, stopping himself with his palms against Jin’s chest, using the other for balance to keep his pace.
Jin thrust up harder now and with more speed.
“Yes, ah, I want you deeper. Jin, please fuck me harder.” Kame teased in breathy moans.
“Shit, Kazuya,” Jin panted “why are you like this when my hands are tied?” He increased his thrusts even more, not realizing how he was being played.
Kame smirked faintly down at Jin, face close, but not close enough to silence him with his lips.
“Free me and I fuck you so hard you can’t sit for a week.” Jin taunted but Kame didn’t pay it any attention.
Instead, he balanced his weight with one hand against Jin’s chest while his other hand reached for his own erection to pump it with the pace of his own crazy thrusts.
Jin’s muscles started to strain but he didn’t slow down the slightest, watching Kame intensely through heavy eyelids and ragged breathes.
Kame’s own eyelids fell shut and he released a long moan when he spilled his semen over his fingers and Jin’s stomach seconds later.
Violent shudders went through Kame’s body and Jin threw his head back, writhing underneath Kame who lost a bit of his pace but still kept sliding up and down his cock.
It took Kame just a moment to gain his senses back and teasing Jin again. “Come on, Jin,” Kame moaned sexily into his ear, “I want you so deep inside of me. I want you to cum. So deep you think you’ll break me.”
As if Kame’s words would’ve been the last straw, Jin thrust up a last time and stilled inside of him, every muscle in his body tensed when the warm, sticky fluid filled Kame’s insides.
Jin collapsed down in a heaving mess, Kame leaning on top of him with an exhausted but triumphant smile.
“Not so bad afterall, huh?”
Jin looked up, still breathing heavily. He hadn’t quite found his ability back to speak.
So Kame just lay down on top of Jin, head on the other’s chest, listening how the heavy thumping of Jin’s heartbeat slowly calmed down to its normal thudding.
They kept lying like that until their bodies had cooled down, the bed sheets a tangled mess around Jin’s feet.
“I’ll never get enough of this.” Jin’s quiet voice cut through the comfortable silence.
Kame raised his head off Jin’s chest, just enough to look at the other’s face.
Jin’s eyes were halfway closed and he looked well sated and satisfied. Still, Kame saw a glint in his eyes, a hint of mischief that reflected in his own.
“’s that a challenge?” Kame smirked just slightly, daring and provoked not to lose to Jin. Not this time.
Jin’s eyes opened a bit more, almost insignificantly but enough for Kame to notice that he was more focused now.
“It’s time to release me.” Jin answered back, pulling at the ties to make his point.
Kame’s smirk widened into a sadistic smile.
“Nah. You’re obviously not yet ready to fall asleep if you can still make demands and challenges.”
“Mouu, Kame. I really think I’ve played along enough now.”
“Well, I don’t.” Kame cut in, disregarding Jin’s protests. “I’m not going to be fooled by you this time. You’d just sneak out again.”
“You can’t keep me here for the rest of the ride.” Jin glowered at him, even more awake now. It took him a lot of effort to ignore how uncomfortable he felt being bound. Except for the moments that he was distracted enough by Kame’s tactics.
“No,” Kame smirked at him viciously, “but until your brain is rested enough to act reasonable again.”
Jin bared his teeth with a hiss and everyone would have seen him as threatening under different circumstances but Kame just couldn’t in a situation like this.
He leaned down, smirk still superior with the safety of Jin’s tied hands. “You can fight all you want. I’m way better rested, I can keep this up all night. You will have to admit defeat.”
Jin’s eyes narrowed even more, leaving slits with a deep blackness beneath glaring at Kame but the younger wouldn’t weaver, not even with the hissed curses and promises of payback.
Kame knew that his mentioning of admitting defeat was a cue Jin couldn’t accept, no matter how much he loved him and deep down knew that Kame wasn’t a threat.
“You can only say that because you’re playing dirty.” Jin spit out but Kame only felt his challenging side fuelled.
It was no secret that straight from the beginning they hadn’t been able to keep challenging each other. It was part of their chemistry and Jin subconsciously enjoyed it more than he was aware that Kame wasn’t someone who would back down from a challenge easily. Or be scared easily by all the threats he was throwing at the younger’s face.
Kame was rather enjoying himself. “You haven’t been paying attention, Jin.” He scolded like he would scold a disobedient child.
“I said,” Kame leaned in again, lips hanging low over Jin’s, almost touching before they descended lower to Jin’s ear, “I won’t stop until you’re exhausted enough to pass out.” He licked Jin’s earlobe seductively and alternately nibbled softly on it.
Jin’s protests got stuck in his throat but Kame didn’t give him time to think about what he had just heard before he shifted down on Jin’s body.
“What~” Jin’s eyes were wide now, staring at Kame but he didn’t finish his new protest because the next second had Jin forget about every possibility that Kame drawing away from him could mean he was leaving him alone.
It was hot breath first grazing the soft skin of his still flaccid cock but tongue and heat followed and Jin’s head fell back with a groan.
Then there was suction and Kame’s hands all over his thighs and on his balls.
It took him longer than usual until the tightening in his stomach got him to react, his body more exhausted than he was aware of. But it was there and growing and the shivering of arousal was back before he knew what was happening, Kame working persistently to make him see stars.
This time, Jin had to admit, he could get there in a different way when the spinning in his head was anything to go by.
“God…fuck, are you trying to kill me?” Jin breathed out, tense and overwhelmed by the pleasure overriding his system.
“Close.” Kame stated, lifting his head up a bit to look at Jin, filling the lack of friction with his mouth by hard strokes of his right hand, massaging Jin’s balls at the same time.
The thought crossed Jin’s mind that Kame meant the ‘passing out’ part quite literally but then there was more heat and more suction and tongue and he stopped thinking whatsoever.
Kame smirked around Jin’s length, knowing he was on the winning end of this experiment.
He couldn’t deny that he was exhausted, too and taming the devil was quite a lot of work but his iron will and determination was unwavering.
And still he kept playing with Jin, going hard until the other’s breathing was escalating, letting Kame know he was about to come.
So Kame would stop and slow down, leaving Jin a writhing mess before he picked up again with evil intentions.
After a while he felt his jaw starting to hurt and Kame knew he would so regret this later but he couldn’t stop.
Despite feeling exhausted more and more from having to control Jin’s hips and feeling uncomfortable bending over the other like this, it was somewhat addicting.
And he knew, he was driving Jin literally mad right now, keeping him dangling off the edge all the time just to pull him back last minute.
Jin was drenched in sweat, his hair sticking to his face and his muscles tensed painfully. He was so far gone, there was only heat and friction and the strive for release growing desperately.
“Hgnn…” Jin groaned, throat dry from moaning and breathing heavily. “I can’t…please…” Jin mumbled incoherent, desperately trying to buck his hips up but slowly losing his strength against Kame’s resistant pushing down.
The younger’s ears peaked up. He had never heard Jin beg like this and it only fuelled him more.
“Please, let me cum…please.” Jin whimpered and that was probably as much defeat as Kame could get out of Jin.
Deciding to have mercy with Jin, Kame picked up the pace one more time and it didn’t take long before he tasted the familiar burst of salty liquid in his mouth.
Through sweaty bangs, falling over his eyes, Kame saw Jin’s eyes roll back and his body slumping into the sheets.
He got up, wiping his mouth. His muscles were protesting and for a moment he wasn’t sure if his plan wouldn’t just backfire but one look at Jin made very clear that he had achieved exactly what he wanted.
Jin looked completely drained, dry lips parted and still struggling to get his laboured breathing under control.
“Thought I was monster…you…real evil.” Jin mumbled, hard to understand with the low volume and mash of words.
Kame couldn’t help but smirk but no snarky comment left his lips since Jin had already passed out.
~*~
When Jin woke up, he was disoriented for a moment. It was dark and he realized fast, that his hands were bound above his head.
Panic instantly flooded his whole body and he jolted hard.
There was warmth at his side and a groan when the body next to his was harshly shoved by Jin’s sudden movement.
“Jin, hey, it’s me.”
That was Kame’s voice. Jin instantly calmed down but his heartbeat was racing.
“Kame? What happened?” Jin’s voice was unsure and alarmed and Kame must’ve noticed immediately what was going through his mind.
A hand brushed gently against his cheek and Kame’s scent filled his nostrils when the younger leaned over him. “Sshh, it’s alright. I just tied you to the bed so you’d get some rest, remember?”
Slowly, the events from earlier came back to Jin. The struggle, the heat, the pleasure and then exhaustion.
Kame leaned further over Jin, grabbing for something next to the bed. A knife as Jin saw a second later by the reflection of the steel of the blade.
He involuntarily tensed but a moment later, he felt the restrains of his hands loosening.
Jin groaned when he moved his arms, letting blood circulate through his veins.
“Sorry, bab<.” Kame whispered apologetic, knowing that the rope must’ve left bruises on his wrists and sleeping in this position hadn’t been the most comfortable.
Jin grumbled some more, shifting and after some pushing and prodding, he had his arms around Kame’s body, trapping him successfully.
“How long was I out?” Jin yawned. Now that the first shock of waking up like this was gone, he felt the lingering sleepiness.
Kame looked up to the small window close to the ceiling. It was still dark outside. “A few hours. Maybe 6.” He couldn’t help to be satisfied over the success. It was definitely more sleep than Jin had gotten in a while.
Jin pulled Kame in tighter, almost squishing him in his arms, raining kisses onto his neck.
“You sneaky little monster. Going crazy on me like this.”
Kame chuckled, trying to evade the kisses and Jin’s grip. “Oh, I’m sure it was torture for you.” He mocked.
Jin had to chuckle now as well. “You abused me quite a bit. Naughty, naughty Kazuya. I fear I will have to repay you for that.”
They couldn’t help but laugh, rolling on the old, squeaky mattress, Jin trying to tickle the other and Kame trying to evade and pay back just as good.
After a while they calmed down, still sleepy and exhausted.
“It’s still dark, let’s get back to sleep.” Kame suggested. Jin huffed, getting comfortable with Kame in his arms.
“’m not gonna protest this time. It’s just too comfortable like this.”
“You talk like we’re in a 7 star hotel.” Kame chuckled but snuggled closer to Jin, pleased about the change.
“Everywhere’s fine. With you.” Jin whispered into the silence, pressing his face into the crook of Kame’s neck.
~~~~~~
A/N:
Oh god, I'm so insanely sorry to disappear like that. RL just got the better of me. My live's just been so full of crazy ups and downs...and downs, and downs and downs and more downs and then some weird sedgeways.
It's still on that path but I should stop complaining because it really could be worse. It's just not been going quite the way I've been wanting it to go.
You might not believe me anymore at this point but I still intend to finish this m*****f***** off. I hate unfinished business.
A bit of a motivation lack tbh comes from the fact that I somewhat dropped off the fandom. But I never forgot about this story. And I won't! I just have to push myself to be more motivated again. Feel free to help!
What's new with all of you lot? Feel free to engage me and hit me up on twitter, maybe it can rise me back up from the walking dead (pun intended)
Pairing(s): Akame
Rating: NC-17
Genre: action, romance, smut
Beta by: gal_ps
Summary: Jin is an assassin, the tight bond with his friends is what keeps him alive and more or less sane. Kame gets "dragged" into their world
Warning: smut, violence, bad language
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Update:
Jin showed even more caginess when they had boarded the ship. His posture a little more tense, his sentences, even shorter than usual.
Things were brewing beneath the surface. But instead of exploding, Jin just got calmer and calmer and it scared Kame.
The ship was rather small. A purse seiner that shook with the waves. Only 6 people formed the crew, it was obvious they weren’t out to catch fish, it was all just cover for their smuggling business.
There was one Chinese, one Korean, two Filipinos, one Taiwanese and one from Indonesia.
It was also obvious Jin didn’t trust either of them and so did Kame.
Jin probably didn’t trust a ship and its creaking and swaying in the waves in the first place. For Kame, it wasn’t all new. He had been on boat trips with his father when he had been quite young.
Jin on the other hand had only known the Tokyo neighborhood where he had grown up. His only experience with ships so far had been in the docks of Tokyo’s harbor.
The outlook to spend up to two weeks on this fishing vessel made him more than uncomfortable. With a bunch of strangers no less.
He was feeling like a caged animal, not knowing anything about the world around them and with nowhere to escape to.
Despite the state and size of the old, rusty boat, Kame and Jin had a cabin for themselves. It was a ‘spacious sarcophagus’, according to Jin and the first thing he did was ripping one of the thin beds off the wall and push it against the other so they wouldn’t be separated by half a meter of wasted space.
When things got rough at sea, they were made to help on deck. They both enjoyed being helpful rather than sitting around, counting the hours, even though Jin preferred the times where they didn’t have to mingle with the crew.
Despite Kame’s fear, both of them didn’t really get seasick, even when the sea was so rough, the waves threatened to roll over deck.
He was especially concerned for Jin, with him never having experienced this. And Kame could very vividly imagine the crankiness, he’d have to go through with his lover then.
Lucky for them being busy at those times seemed to keep them healthy.
By the end of day two, Jin didn’t really talk at all anymore.
Unlike the night before, the open sea was calmer this night. They had been actually fishing earlier, but only for their own supply.
Jin had pushed the task into Kame’s hands. The fishing rod to be precise. He wouldn’t have been of any use, not able to sit entirely still for five minutes.
Instead, he cleaned his guns. Out of sight, but Kame knew that it wasn’t the case the other way around.
Whatever Kame was doing on this ship, he always felt Jin’s intense eyes on him. And it was starting to bother him slowly but surely. Like Jin didn’t trust him to take care of himself.
~*~
During the night of the third day, almost around dawn, they passed by the shores of Taiwan.
Jin watched the lights of Taipei’s harbour in the distance, blowing out the smoke from his cigarette.
He knew they wouldn’t be stopping anytime soon, the risk to get caught was too high even if it was just a small harbour somewhere down the coast.
The captain had told him they’d pass between Taiwan and the Philippines into the South China Sea on an approximately two weeks trip.
Already now, after three days, Jin was fed up with the ever swaying ship. There was no escape and there was no control he had over what was happening to them or where they were going. He just had to sit back and do nothing and wait until fate would grant them a safe way to the shore of Cambodia.
And exactly this ‘out of hand’ situation, the fact that he couldn’t do anything made Jin restless and uneasy.
The thought of another ten days or more on this ship robbed him even of his sleep.
Not to mention that he didn’t trust anyone on this ship but Kame, so he felt the need to always be on guard.
The other seemed to be taking the situation better than Jin. Even though they weren’t talking much. Most of the time, Kame would be lost in his thoughts. Jin guessed it was his way of coping with the separation they went through right now. This trip, the ocean was like a bridge to another, unknown life that was lying ahead of them.
Where Jin felt like this resembled more of a prison, Kame seemed to enjoy the ocean, he was out on deck a lot during the day just watching the waves and feeling the wind mess up his hair.
In moments like these, when Jin watched Kame from afar at the ship’s rail, wind tousling his hair in the warm light of the fading sun, Jin felt the urge to step up to him and trap him there. Some urges of hidden romanticism trying to break free from deep within him, probably but he wouldn’t act on them.
He couldn’t. Not in a situation like this, not in the company they were sharing.
Jin exhaled slowly before he flipped the cigarette butt ahead into the fathomless darkness beneath them.
“’s your comrade snoring?” The Korean asked in heavily accented Japanese, coming up from the back of the ship. His name was Soo Jong if Jin remembered correctly. “Or why are you out here in the break of dawn?”
Jin lit himself another cigarette, inwardly smiling of the idea he would flee because Kame was snoring. The thought was kind of ridiculous.
Nothing of his thoughts showed in his face though.
“Could ask you the same.” Jin mumbled with his teeth around the cigarette.
“Hadi needs a break on the wheel. Unlike you, other people do need to actually sleep every once in a while.”
Jin just nodded in understanding, not interested to hold the conversation. He wouldn’t start a conversation about what was keeping him up all night, even if he would come up with a bullshit excuse.
“Whatever, man.” The Korean huffed, already used to Jin’s hostile aura. He pushed past Jin and left him alone with his cigarette and never resting thoughts.
Finishing this cigarette, Jin finally pushed himself away from the rail. He turned and made his way past all the rusty junk to their cabin.
Kame was peacefully sleeping in a bundle of blanket at the wall side of their joined beds. It took Jin a moment to see him in the darkness, the bluish light of dawn not yet quite reaching through the small, dirty window.
Jin stripped out of his pants and shirt before climbing onto the other side of the old bed. It wasn’t exactly comfortable, but Jin had never been used to much luxury to begin with.
It was just that here everything had this salty film of dampness on it that day after day started to annoy Jin more and more.
Leaning against the wall at the head of the bed, he pulled the blanket over himself. Kame stirred in his sleep so Jin reached over to gently brush some strands of hair out of his face.
Jin smiled when Kame let out a pleased huff and fell back into deep sleep. He himself still wasn’t feeling particularly tired. He hadn’t been in a while, not able to stop his train of thoughts for long enough to fall asleep.
He wished he could just sleep through this whole trip instead. So it would finally be over. But he wasn’t so lucky, instead he felt doomed to enjoy every single moment of it fully conscious and awake.
~*~
Jin jolted awake, hitting his hand on the wall with the force of the jerk of his body.
Kame had just gotten out of bed and jumped slightly at Jin’s sudden movement when he had been peacefully sleeping next to him just a moment ago.
“Did I wake you up? I’m sorry.” Kame’s voice was low and gentle.
“’s ok.” Jin slurred drowsily, trying to open his sleep-heavy eyes and shake off the dizziness. He heaved his body up immediately to get a clear head.
“Go back to sleep. You look like you’ve been up all night again.” Kame frowned, coming closer to sit down on the bed next to Jin.
“It’s ok.” Jin just said, brushing the topic off. Even if he knew he could need more sleep, he knew he wouldn’t get any.
He looked at his watch. It was only 7 am so he had barely slept an hour.
Kame went to the small sink in the corner of the room to wash his face.
Jin watched him for a while, still fighting his way out from the foggy sleepiness that clouded his brain.
Kame was wearing a t-shirt that seemed too big for him, only the rim of his boxers were visible from underneath on the left side because the oversized t-shirt had slipped off his right shoulder.
Like Jin, Kame was barefoot, even though it was chilly in the cabin and the raw steel floor was feeling uncomfortable beneath their feet.
Jin watched how Kame’s muscles flexed at his exposed shoulder while brushing his teeth and washing his face.
A wave of heat surged through Jin’s body and he slowly got up from the bed.
Kame straightened himself up when he felt a presence behind him, looking at Jin over his shoulder through the small, dirty mirror above the sink.
“I’m done in a ~” Kame didn’t finish his sentence when he felt Jin’s arms sneak around his waist.
“What’re you doing?” He chuckled instead. But he didn’t get an answer from Jin, instead the older bit gently into his neck, heating the skin with his breath.
Kame felt the warmth of Jin’s naked chest against his back and relaxed into the embrace. He also felt the heat from lower of Jin’s body where the bulge, trapped by the thin material of his boxers fit perfectly against the crack of Kame’s ass.
A chuckle escaped Kame. “It’s not a secret that some parts of you wake up easier than others.”
He felt Jin’s smirk against the skin of his neck and could see the mischief in his eyes through the mirror.
“Like you’re any different.” Jin mumbled, letting a sneaky hand drop into the younger’s boxers to palm his member.
Kame involuntarily closed his eyes and pressed back against Jin’s length, letting out a low moan that matched Jin’s own.
A sudden metallic crash against their door made them both jump.
“Get up, assholes. This isn’t a granny cruise.”
Kame jumped instinctively away from Jin even though there was no way for anyone outside to see what was happening in their cabin.
Jin groaned in annoyance. His hate for their fellow ship crew had just increased tenfold.
“Just fucking great. Way to go and ruin even the last bit of fun.”
Kame turned around to comfortingly caress Jin’s cheek. “Not a good time.” He gave Jin a kiss and turned to get dressed.
“No shit.” Jin grumbled, heading for his own clothes.
~*~
Naturally, Jin’s mood didn’t increase after this anymore.
They were made to help on deck more, the state of the old ship had them do small repair work here and there.
Jin almost lost it when the ship machinery threatened to give out on them.
It took a lot of Kame’s calming down to make Jin stop imagining them being washed ashore starved to death after months’ of floating with the current through the oceans.
In the end he could even help set the damn thing back into motion with his experiences in hot-wiring cars.
For the next few days, Jin kept pacing on deck, more and more resembling a caged animal. The other crew kept away from him at this point, not daring to approach him anymore.
Kame again and again tried to make Jin relax and sleep more but with little success.
~*~
Kame stretched his back, yawning and straining his tired eyes against the setting sun. The light was beautiful but the rough sea in the past few days had made him sleepy.
At this point, Kame was sick of grilled fish with rice but he was at the ship’s rail, fishing nevertheless.
Because it was still better to have fish with rice than just rice.
Of course no one had considered comfort and luxury on their smuggle trip and Kame knew better than to start complaining.
So there he was, like the past ten days already with the fishing rod in hand, watching another magnificent sunset.
Kame knew that the two Filipinos and the Korean were around, while Hadi the Indonesian captain and the Taiwanese were in the control room.
“What’re you looking at?”
Kame flinched when he heard Jin’s hard tone from somewhere behind him. He turned around and saw him at the entrance to the lower decks where the cabins were located. His eyes pierced Soo Jong, the Korean who stood not too far away, looking in Kame’s direction.
Kame knew in that instant, whom the words were directed to.
The Korean had a hunch as well and turned around to face an angry Jin.
“What’s your problem, man?”
“Keep your eyes somewhere else if you don’t want to lose them.” Jin growled, not caring about Soo Jong’s question.
The one in question narrowed his eyes at the now obvious threat. “Dude, what do you want from me?”
Jin stepped closer, now his posture becoming more aggressive. “I know you speak Japanese so I’m not gonna repeat myself!”
“Jin, cut it!” Kame cut in sharply, knowing that Jin had probably just waited for a moment like this to be able to rip Soo Jong into pieces.
“I can look wherever I want to. It’s none of your fucking business.” Soo Jong jumped onto the threat, straightening his own posture.
He was taller than Jin by a good 10cm but despite both of them being criminals, Kame found Jin way scarier.
“It is my fucking business when you’re looking at him.” Jin hissed.
Despite them having introduced themselves as relatives to the crew to explain their closeness, they were under the constant risk of being found out as lovers. Especially when Jin acted the way he was acting right now.
Even though they didn’t care about what anyone would think about them, they didn’t know what to expect from this kind of people and the least they could need on top of all that’s been happening was a witch hunt from homophobic criminals, possibly murderer and rapists.
“You need to chill the fuck out!” The Korean hissed back angrily, fed up with the Japanese’s antics. “I can look wherever I want. What’re you scared of? That I’d go gay for your pretty company?” Soo Jong couldn’t help the sarcastic provocation, not knowing how thin the ice was becoming under him.
“Don’t even think about it!” Jin shouted, grabbing the other’s collar forcefully to pull him in, their faces just centimetres apart. “I will slice you open from your dick to the tip of your nose and tie you to the stem with your own intestines like a figurehead so you can watch yourself bleed out and attract the sharks.”
“Geez, Jin.” Kame rolled his eyes, not all that shocked, but still disgusted by Jin’s graphic threat. He grabbed for the older’s shoulder to get him away from the other. “Seriously, you’re way out of hand. You’re seeing ghosts here.”
Jin brushed Kame’s hand off, still having a steel grip on the other’s collar. “Am I? Or did you think after more than a week in the middle of nowhere and with nobody able to escape, you might as well go for it?”
Soo Jong grabbed for Jin’s wrists to free himself out of the other’s grip. Even though he was not to be underestimated himself, he was no match for a raging Jin.
“What the fuck is wrong with you, man?! I never looked at him that way.”
“You think I’m an idiot?” Jin turned Soo Jong and pushed him up against a wall, almost lifting him off his feat. “My one and only purpose on this rotten ship is to keep an eye on him and all of yours away. If you as much as think about approaching him in any way, you’re dead meat!” Jin pushed against the other’s chest a little harder, successfully robbing him off his air.
“That’s enough, Jin!” Kame shouted next to the two but none of them seemed to even notice
his presence.
Despite the lack of air, a smirk formed on Soo Jong’s face. “One could think you have some hidden, sick fantasies about your friend that you’re having a hard time hiding right now.” The Korean pressed the tip of his thumbs into Jin’s wrists now to free himself. “Maybe it’s you who wants to do things to him after being isolated for all this time. You haven’t been taking it very well right from the beginning anyway.”
Kame sighed and rolled his eyes. How was Jin even able to keep any secret when he was so easy to read and jumped out of his skin at any given moment?
Jin pressed harder, eyes flaring up with anger, but started struggling with the pain of the pointy thumbs pressing into his flesh.
Soo Jong noticed that as well and got bolder. “You strike me as the type of guy who would fuck any pretty face after the first week in prison. You don’t have any morals or limits to break anymore.”
“Don’t provoke him!” Kame cringed, trying to at least reason with the other party.
But it was too late. When Jin sensed he couldn’t keep his grip any longer, he removed his arms to throw a straight punch into the Korean’s face.
Soo Jong was quick to react, he wasn’t your typical civilian that was easily impressed by Jin’s dangerous aura. Nobody on this ship was.
So within seconds, they were entangled in a fist fight, pulling and tearing at clothes, shoving each other against walls and the rail, almost kicking down Kame, who tried to get between them.
The commotion had attracted the two Filipinos who were now looking back and forth between Kame and the fighting pile.
“Help me, get them off each other.” Kame shouted at them in the bit English words he knew.
It took all three of them to separate the two fighting men. The two Filipinos got a hold of Jin’s arms and dragged him backwards while Kame tried to reason with Soo Jong.
“Leave him be. It’s nothing personal, he’ll calm down.”
Soo Jong breathed heavily, wiping the blood off his broken lip. “Keep him under control, or I will!”
Kame bowed in apology and turned around to Jin who was still shouting insults at the other.
He was being dragged back by the Filipinos, in direction to their shared cabin as Kame noticed, following them.
“It’s ok.” He tried to make the two guys understand that he could handle Jin, now that they were out of sight of the Korean.
Jin had directed his insults to the two men holding him. Luckily they didn’t understand much of his Japanese.
But the two didn’t let him go until they had dragged Jin all the way into Kame’s and his cabin.
They shoved him into the small room, blocking the entrance and turning to Kame. “You keep watch of this stir-crazy bastard.”
Kame couldn’t be mad at them for being fed up with Jin. He had been behaving like an ass while everyone had tried to make the best out of their situation.
Again he bowed apologetically before the two guys turned and left.
Kame stepped into the cabin and closed the door behind him, locking it and pulling the key. “You happy now?” He sighed annoyed.
Jin looked at him, still angry and tense. “That guy was checking you out. No one does that without getting problems with me.” Jin hissed to defend himself.
“He was not, gosh, Jin ~”
“These men are all criminals.” Jin interrupted him, still fired up from the fight. “You don’t know what these people are capable of if we don’t show them their boundaries.”
Kame stepped closer in a calming manner. “Jin, you’re tired and uncomfortable for the past 10 days, you see things that aren’t even there.”
“You think?” Jin mocked. “Should we wait and see what happens when I don’t stop them?” Jin crossed his arms in front of his heaving chest. He didn’t appear like he would be calming down any time soon.
“Jin, you don’t have to protect me all the time. I’m not some damsel in distress. You’re imagining things. You’re on sea for too long and it makes you irrational and edgy, not to mention that you might as well be hallucinating from the lack of sleep or did you think I wouldn’t notice how you shift around and sneak out all night?”
Jin rolled his eyes, turning away from Kame. “I’m used to little sleep. It’s not a problem. It will be a problem if we’re not constantly on guard.” He grumbled, still more than just angry.
“Oh it is very much a problem. As well as all the other problems we’re having that are weighting on your shoulders. If you don’t relax a bit and take more care of yourself, you’ll reach safety as barely a shadow of yourself.” Kame looked straight at Jin, boring his gaze into him even though Jin wasn’t looking back.
Since Jin didn’t seem to intervene again, Kame kept going.
“You’d be a fool to think I’m gonna let that happen. This is going to stop here and now!”
Jin turned his head at that, looking at Kame with narrowed eyes. His gaze was still hostile but slightly questioning at the same time, wondering what Kame was up to.
Feeling more and more confident, Kame stepped forward. He grabbed Jin by the shoulders and turned him around to face him entirely.
Jin didn’t fight Kame and the younger had the feeling Jin had already calmed down a bit.
Kame knew that Jin wasn’t the one to admit weaknesses and yet he was here to be there for the older, if he wanted to or not.
“Your life burden, the separation of your friends, your whole life has been ripped out of its balance.” Kame’s voice sounded much softer now and with every word he came slightly closer.
Jin didn’t move, just watched Kame with slight reluctance, not eager to be reminded piece by piece of everything that was making his life miserable right now.
“All the death’ and backstabbing, you’ve taken one hit after another recently. Not to mention my deceiving.”
Jin’s eyes narrowed at the mention of the most recent revelations and Kame hurried to change the route of his approach to not awake some sleeping demons.
“You cannot go on at this level, you have to clear your mind and get some god damn sleep, Akanishi Jin.”
Kame was close now, his voice still soft but resolute. Their faces were so close their breaths were mixing together and the younger was slightly leaning up to be on the same eye level with Jin.
“Your friends, your past, all the mess in your head and the mess that we left behind, all the things that might or might not be laying ahead of us, you have to forget about them for a while and get some sleep or your mind will seriously overload.”
Jin released a joyless chuckle. “And how am I supposed to do that? How could I possibly~”
“Mh, I have one or two ideas.” Kame interrupted Jin and closed the distance between their lips.
He could feel Jin smile into the kiss when he had finally caught up with Kame’s intentions.
A warm hand sneaked behind Jin’s nape and dragged him lower, their kiss becoming stronger and gradually more heated.
Kame’s other hand circled around Jin’s waist while Jin’s arms did the same, one hand pressing between Kame’s shoulder blades, the other slipping lower to grab for his round butt cheek.
Chuckling into Jin’s mouth, Kame wasn’t surprised how fast the older could relax with a few kisses and touches.
They kissed passionately for a while and Kame prayed to all gods that this time the other crew members would stay away for longer after what had happened. He didn’t know if he would be able to hold Jin back if they would’ve get interrupted again. And he wasn’t even sure he wanted to.
Their tongues engaged in a different battle, hungry mouths’ biting and nipping on their lips repetitively.
Jin’s hand got bolder with the rising heat, now both palms groping Kame’s ass, pulling him in and grinding his erection against Kame’s hips at the same time.
Removting his hands from behind Jin’s back, Kame pushed against Jin’s chest to guide him to their beds.
Jin groaned when he let himself fall on the makeshift double bed, for a moment he had forgotten that the mattresses only consisted of old, rusty springs and little foam.
Kame climbed after him, straddling Jin’s hips and slowly grinded against the hard bulge in Jin’s pants.
The older threw his head back and grabbed hard for Kame’s hips, just grinding against each other for a while.
Jin was the first to get annoyed by the clothes they were still wearing, hastily fumbling for the button and zipper of Kame’s jeans.
“Take it…uh…off!” Jin demanded between kisses when he dragged Kame’s head down to crash their lips together.
Despite the heat, Kame couldn’t contain a chuckle. “You have to let me go for a second then.”
“No.” Jin stayed childishly stubborn, keeping a hard grip around Kame’s nape to keep him in place but at the same time trying to shove down the younger’s pants and boxers with his other hand.
“Not going to work.” Kame grinned and with a hard push he pinned Jin’s hands above him on the mattress.
“Mmh.” Jin hummed, biting his lips while his lust clouded eyes darted into Kame’s challenging ones.
Even though Kame wanted nothing more but to ravish Jin, he drew back to free himself out of his pants.
The hint of disappointment faded on Jin’s face and he quickly got to work on his own button and zipper.
Kame just managed to step out of his clothes when he got dragged back and almost stumbled to land back on top of Jin.
The older had barely taken the time to push his pants and underwear down, grabbing at the back of Kame’s thighs to drag him up and pull him properly on his lap.
They both moaned at the bare contact of their heated flesh, entangling into another passionate kiss.
Jin bucked his hips up to gain more friction while Kame got fed up with their remaining shirts and freed himself as well as Jin out of them. Not without quite a struggle since Jin had focused on other things and wasn’t exactly the most cooperative player.
“I want you inside of me.” Kame moaned into Jin’s ear when they were finally naked. Nibbling softly at Jin’s earlobe, Kame specified his demand with an even sexier voice. “Now!”
Jin immediately flipped Kame around, pressing between his spread legs. “Guess I gotta obey.” He smirked as if he could’ve fooled Kame with his humble submissiveness.
“Open up for me, baby.” Jin whispered into Kame’s ear when the younger felt Jin’s hardness press against his entrance.
Despite his desire to speed this up and just ram into the heat, Jin worked himself slowly in, giving Kame’s body time to adjust to the intrusion.
“Hnn, so big.” Kame gasped, trying to relax against the first uncomfortable feeling.
“You’ll gotta feel all of it.” Jin teased, motivated by the small satisfied moans Kame released when he slowly pushed deeper.
“That’s what you wanted, hm?” Jin groaned when he finally eased completely in. Kame threw his head back with a long groan.
Jin didn’t seem to be entirely satisfied with the answer though, so he slowly pulled back out only to thrust in harder.
“Is it? You getting what you wanted now?” Jin coaxed, speeding up the pace of his thrusts.
Kame opened his eyes to look up at Jin. “Hit me hard and we might be getting there.” He taunted Jin in a sexy voice, knowing fully well that he was just provoking him for more. But if there was someone who knew how to hit Jin’s buttons right, it was definitely Kame.
A smirk crossed Jin’s face. Kame knew he would never let a challenge like that pass.
Jin’s thrusts got harder and faster and he knew he wouldn’t be able to hold back for long like this when Kame wrapped his legs around his hips and pressed even harder.
The younger grabbed for Jin’s hair and pulled him down into another messy kiss, swallowing both of their escalating moans.
Kame came with a cry, his own length squished between their rubbing stomachs and Jin’s length thrusting hard in and out of his ass.
Moments later, Jin stilled as well emptying his load inside of Kame with a muffled groan
Jin slid off to the side, lying still with a heaving chest and his arm loosely wrapped around Kame’s chest.
“Definitely gotten what I wanted.” Kame mused exhausted, laughing slightly at Jin’s satisfied huff.
Not only did they both have a satisfying orgasm, Jin was also in a way better mood than before and Kame wouldn’t argue that this had been part of the plan from the beginning.
They both took a moment to calm down before Kame got up to clean himself.
Jin rolled on his back, staring at the ceiling all satisfied, body cooling down. In this particular moment he really had all forgotten about the world outside and what had happened not long ago on deck of the ship.
Things would be so much easier if he could just be with Kame and the rest of the world could go down in flames. Just him, his lover and a comfy bed maybe. Definitely not this sorry excuse of a mattress.
“Are you hungry?” Kame asked from across the room, drying himself with a towel.
Jin rolled his head from side to side, showing a clear no but the moment was over because now Jin had to think of Kame going outside to get food and then there would be the other guys and the damn ocean and just like this, all the problems they were having came back to Jin.
Their moment had been too short. Not to mention that both of them had been needy and hadn’t been able to last longer against the unbearable heat and friction.
Despite having to smile at the thought, the gloominess was coming back all too quickly.
Lost in his thoughts, Jin hadn’t been able to pay attention to what Kame was doing and instead of still being at the sink, the younger was suddenly climbing on top of him.
They were both naked and Jin’s eyes widened at the surprise.
Kame had sensed that Jin was retreating back to his tense state already and he had promised himself to do something against it. His work obviously wasn’t done yet.
“Then we just stay.” Kame murmured into Jin’s ears, taking his arms and pressing them into the sheets on top of his head.
Light nibbling on his lips had Jin distracted and just when the knots tightened did he realize that Kame had tied his wrists against a metal pipe coming out of the wall.
Jin instinctively pulled on the ties, looking surprised at Kame.
“Fisherman’s knots. Don’t say I never learned anything on this damn trip.”
Jin’s eyes narrowed, trying to read Kame’s intentions but only one thing came to mind. A smirk crossed his features, licking his lips slowly.
“What’s this supposed to be? Going all kinky on me again?”
Only once had Jin let Kame tie him up. When he was feverish and high on morphine. He couldn’t say that he hadn’t enjoyed the little experiment but it had been hard for him to hand over the control.
And a lot of things happened between then and now. Uncomfortable things borderline traumatizing but Jin tried to push the thought away and focus on Kame’s presence on top of him.
Kame smiled down at Jin. “Actually, I just need a way to keep you in bed and relax. I want you to sleep. You need it.”
Jin frowned. “Untie me! I’m not letting you cage me in here like a prisoner. Just because I attacked that douche? He very well deserved it!” Jin’s voice got louder the more he started protesting.
Kame, still sitting on Jin’s lap naked pushed a hand against Jin’s chest to press him back into the mattress.
“I said I want you to relax. I don’t want to hold you prisoner, I want you to be fucking reasonable and get some rest. And apparently you won’t comply without shady means.”
“I swear, if you leave the room without untying me, you’re going to see hell when I’m free!” Jin hissed but despite his threats, in his eyes Kame could see the fear of leaving him out of his sight. Or maybe it was the deep set fear within him that Kame could be gone forever every time when he stepped out of his sight.
They would have to seriously work on this matter when the time was better. They’d have to dig deep into Jin’s issues and solve the mistrust and paranoia’s he had developed.
Kame sighed. “I’m not going to leave this room. I promise. And I’m not going to let anyone in either. I just want you to not get up and wander around. I want you to sleep and recover.”
“But I’m not tired.” Jin said stubbornly.
Kame had to chuckle at Jin’s antics. But he was used to them by now and kind of wouldn’t want to miss them.
“It can’t be helped then I guess. We’ll have to do something about that.” He leaned down and kissed Jin again. Gentle and innocent at first but when he moved his hips and shifted over Jin’s naked crotch, Kame plunged his tongue into Jin’s mouth that was just opening for a gasp.
“Mmh, you’re very convincing today.” Jin mumbled approvingly between kisses, slowly forgetting the world around them.
“I always am.” Kame countered. He was glad he knew the most effective weapon against Jin and he enjoyed using it.
Kame’s mouth left Jin’s lips and travelled down to his chin, softly nibbling on the skin before going lower to gently bite on the flesh of the other’s neck.
Jin turned his head sideways, offering more skin for Kame to penetrate with his teeth, closing his eyes and enjoying the treatment.
“You know,” Jin spoke after a while, his voice husky with arousal, “it’ll take a while to tire me out when I’m tied up like this.” He smirked at the realization, his position not exactly in Kame’s advantage. “You might cave in before me.”
Kame looked up at Jin, the challenge reflecting in his eyes. “We’ll see about that.”
His hand brushed over Jin’s torso, touching him softly.
Slowly, Kame’s lips passed his collarbones and went lower to his chest while one of his hands descended over Jin’s stomach, drawing circles before he got a hold of both of their awakening erections.
He tugged at them slightly, brushing them together, eliciting a moan from Jin. His eyes fell halfway shut and he licked over his dry lips.
Kame watched Jin, getting even more aroused by the sight.
His delicate fingers curled around both of their heated flesh but his hands weren’t big enough to get Jin the needed friction.
His hips jerked up to rub his length harder against Kame’s. “Let me.” He groaned, not finishing his sentence but Kame knew what Jin would say next.
“Untie me.”
“Jin,” Kame chuckled, “you didn’t even last for two minutes.” It amused Kame how little Jin was able to stay still.
The other glared at Kame, not happy to appear weak in any way even if it wasn’t a negative character feat. “Kamenashi Kazuya, you really want to release me.” Jin insisted.
Kame tensed hearing that name. Jin hadn’t called him by his fake identity name since he had found out. Jin didn’t seem to have noticed his slip and Kame did a good job by covering his awareness by thrusting against Jin and rubbing their lengths against one another.
Jin groaned but tugged at his restrains a bit harder.
The other’s lack to give in motivated Kame even more to teach him a lesson and not cave in like the other times he had attempted to do it. This time Kame wouldn’t let Jin have his way and he would show him how much he was capable to make Jin beg for mercy.
Kame shifted and Jin didn’t know what was happening to him when suddenly, his length was engulfed by heat as Kame sunk down on him.
He gasped loudly, eyelids flying open wide in surprise.
Kame threw his head back with a moan and Jin didn’t have time to catch up with what was happening before the younger started rocking his hips up and down his length in a fast and hard pace.
“Fuck, Kazuya.” Jin moaned, his muscles tensing to be able to thrust up against Kame grinding down.
Kame leaned back, stabilizing himself with his hands on Jin’s thighs to ride Jin’s cock even harder.
“Mmh, yes.” He moaned with eyes closed and parted lips.
The bedsprings of the mattress dug into Jin’s back every time Kame impaled himself hard on his swollen length but he couldn’t care less about such things at this moment.
“Hnng…more, Jin. Harder.” Kame was panting and there was a sheet of sweat forming on both of their bodies.
Jin pulled his legs up, digging his heels into the sheets, toes curling involuntarily at the friction.
Kame fell forward, stopping himself with his palms against Jin’s chest, using the other for balance to keep his pace.
Jin thrust up harder now and with more speed.
“Yes, ah, I want you deeper. Jin, please fuck me harder.” Kame teased in breathy moans.
“Shit, Kazuya,” Jin panted “why are you like this when my hands are tied?” He increased his thrusts even more, not realizing how he was being played.
Kame smirked faintly down at Jin, face close, but not close enough to silence him with his lips.
“Free me and I fuck you so hard you can’t sit for a week.” Jin taunted but Kame didn’t pay it any attention.
Instead, he balanced his weight with one hand against Jin’s chest while his other hand reached for his own erection to pump it with the pace of his own crazy thrusts.
Jin’s muscles started to strain but he didn’t slow down the slightest, watching Kame intensely through heavy eyelids and ragged breathes.
Kame’s own eyelids fell shut and he released a long moan when he spilled his semen over his fingers and Jin’s stomach seconds later.
Violent shudders went through Kame’s body and Jin threw his head back, writhing underneath Kame who lost a bit of his pace but still kept sliding up and down his cock.
It took Kame just a moment to gain his senses back and teasing Jin again. “Come on, Jin,” Kame moaned sexily into his ear, “I want you so deep inside of me. I want you to cum. So deep you think you’ll break me.”
As if Kame’s words would’ve been the last straw, Jin thrust up a last time and stilled inside of him, every muscle in his body tensed when the warm, sticky fluid filled Kame’s insides.
Jin collapsed down in a heaving mess, Kame leaning on top of him with an exhausted but triumphant smile.
“Not so bad afterall, huh?”
Jin looked up, still breathing heavily. He hadn’t quite found his ability back to speak.
So Kame just lay down on top of Jin, head on the other’s chest, listening how the heavy thumping of Jin’s heartbeat slowly calmed down to its normal thudding.
They kept lying like that until their bodies had cooled down, the bed sheets a tangled mess around Jin’s feet.
“I’ll never get enough of this.” Jin’s quiet voice cut through the comfortable silence.
Kame raised his head off Jin’s chest, just enough to look at the other’s face.
Jin’s eyes were halfway closed and he looked well sated and satisfied. Still, Kame saw a glint in his eyes, a hint of mischief that reflected in his own.
“’s that a challenge?” Kame smirked just slightly, daring and provoked not to lose to Jin. Not this time.
Jin’s eyes opened a bit more, almost insignificantly but enough for Kame to notice that he was more focused now.
“It’s time to release me.” Jin answered back, pulling at the ties to make his point.
Kame’s smirk widened into a sadistic smile.
“Nah. You’re obviously not yet ready to fall asleep if you can still make demands and challenges.”
“Mouu, Kame. I really think I’ve played along enough now.”
“Well, I don’t.” Kame cut in, disregarding Jin’s protests. “I’m not going to be fooled by you this time. You’d just sneak out again.”
“You can’t keep me here for the rest of the ride.” Jin glowered at him, even more awake now. It took him a lot of effort to ignore how uncomfortable he felt being bound. Except for the moments that he was distracted enough by Kame’s tactics.
“No,” Kame smirked at him viciously, “but until your brain is rested enough to act reasonable again.”
Jin bared his teeth with a hiss and everyone would have seen him as threatening under different circumstances but Kame just couldn’t in a situation like this.
He leaned down, smirk still superior with the safety of Jin’s tied hands. “You can fight all you want. I’m way better rested, I can keep this up all night. You will have to admit defeat.”
Jin’s eyes narrowed even more, leaving slits with a deep blackness beneath glaring at Kame but the younger wouldn’t weaver, not even with the hissed curses and promises of payback.
Kame knew that his mentioning of admitting defeat was a cue Jin couldn’t accept, no matter how much he loved him and deep down knew that Kame wasn’t a threat.
“You can only say that because you’re playing dirty.” Jin spit out but Kame only felt his challenging side fuelled.
It was no secret that straight from the beginning they hadn’t been able to keep challenging each other. It was part of their chemistry and Jin subconsciously enjoyed it more than he was aware that Kame wasn’t someone who would back down from a challenge easily. Or be scared easily by all the threats he was throwing at the younger’s face.
Kame was rather enjoying himself. “You haven’t been paying attention, Jin.” He scolded like he would scold a disobedient child.
“I said,” Kame leaned in again, lips hanging low over Jin’s, almost touching before they descended lower to Jin’s ear, “I won’t stop until you’re exhausted enough to pass out.” He licked Jin’s earlobe seductively and alternately nibbled softly on it.
Jin’s protests got stuck in his throat but Kame didn’t give him time to think about what he had just heard before he shifted down on Jin’s body.
“What~” Jin’s eyes were wide now, staring at Kame but he didn’t finish his new protest because the next second had Jin forget about every possibility that Kame drawing away from him could mean he was leaving him alone.
It was hot breath first grazing the soft skin of his still flaccid cock but tongue and heat followed and Jin’s head fell back with a groan.
Then there was suction and Kame’s hands all over his thighs and on his balls.
It took him longer than usual until the tightening in his stomach got him to react, his body more exhausted than he was aware of. But it was there and growing and the shivering of arousal was back before he knew what was happening, Kame working persistently to make him see stars.
This time, Jin had to admit, he could get there in a different way when the spinning in his head was anything to go by.
“God…fuck, are you trying to kill me?” Jin breathed out, tense and overwhelmed by the pleasure overriding his system.
“Close.” Kame stated, lifting his head up a bit to look at Jin, filling the lack of friction with his mouth by hard strokes of his right hand, massaging Jin’s balls at the same time.
The thought crossed Jin’s mind that Kame meant the ‘passing out’ part quite literally but then there was more heat and more suction and tongue and he stopped thinking whatsoever.
Kame smirked around Jin’s length, knowing he was on the winning end of this experiment.
He couldn’t deny that he was exhausted, too and taming the devil was quite a lot of work but his iron will and determination was unwavering.
And still he kept playing with Jin, going hard until the other’s breathing was escalating, letting Kame know he was about to come.
So Kame would stop and slow down, leaving Jin a writhing mess before he picked up again with evil intentions.
After a while he felt his jaw starting to hurt and Kame knew he would so regret this later but he couldn’t stop.
Despite feeling exhausted more and more from having to control Jin’s hips and feeling uncomfortable bending over the other like this, it was somewhat addicting.
And he knew, he was driving Jin literally mad right now, keeping him dangling off the edge all the time just to pull him back last minute.
Jin was drenched in sweat, his hair sticking to his face and his muscles tensed painfully. He was so far gone, there was only heat and friction and the strive for release growing desperately.
“Hgnn…” Jin groaned, throat dry from moaning and breathing heavily. “I can’t…please…” Jin mumbled incoherent, desperately trying to buck his hips up but slowly losing his strength against Kame’s resistant pushing down.
The younger’s ears peaked up. He had never heard Jin beg like this and it only fuelled him more.
“Please, let me cum…please.” Jin whimpered and that was probably as much defeat as Kame could get out of Jin.
Deciding to have mercy with Jin, Kame picked up the pace one more time and it didn’t take long before he tasted the familiar burst of salty liquid in his mouth.
Through sweaty bangs, falling over his eyes, Kame saw Jin’s eyes roll back and his body slumping into the sheets.
He got up, wiping his mouth. His muscles were protesting and for a moment he wasn’t sure if his plan wouldn’t just backfire but one look at Jin made very clear that he had achieved exactly what he wanted.
Jin looked completely drained, dry lips parted and still struggling to get his laboured breathing under control.
“Thought I was monster…you…real evil.” Jin mumbled, hard to understand with the low volume and mash of words.
Kame couldn’t help but smirk but no snarky comment left his lips since Jin had already passed out.
~*~
When Jin woke up, he was disoriented for a moment. It was dark and he realized fast, that his hands were bound above his head.
Panic instantly flooded his whole body and he jolted hard.
There was warmth at his side and a groan when the body next to his was harshly shoved by Jin’s sudden movement.
“Jin, hey, it’s me.”
That was Kame’s voice. Jin instantly calmed down but his heartbeat was racing.
“Kame? What happened?” Jin’s voice was unsure and alarmed and Kame must’ve noticed immediately what was going through his mind.
A hand brushed gently against his cheek and Kame’s scent filled his nostrils when the younger leaned over him. “Sshh, it’s alright. I just tied you to the bed so you’d get some rest, remember?”
Slowly, the events from earlier came back to Jin. The struggle, the heat, the pleasure and then exhaustion.
Kame leaned further over Jin, grabbing for something next to the bed. A knife as Jin saw a second later by the reflection of the steel of the blade.
He involuntarily tensed but a moment later, he felt the restrains of his hands loosening.
Jin groaned when he moved his arms, letting blood circulate through his veins.
“Sorry, bab<.” Kame whispered apologetic, knowing that the rope must’ve left bruises on his wrists and sleeping in this position hadn’t been the most comfortable.
Jin grumbled some more, shifting and after some pushing and prodding, he had his arms around Kame’s body, trapping him successfully.
“How long was I out?” Jin yawned. Now that the first shock of waking up like this was gone, he felt the lingering sleepiness.
Kame looked up to the small window close to the ceiling. It was still dark outside. “A few hours. Maybe 6.” He couldn’t help to be satisfied over the success. It was definitely more sleep than Jin had gotten in a while.
Jin pulled Kame in tighter, almost squishing him in his arms, raining kisses onto his neck.
“You sneaky little monster. Going crazy on me like this.”
Kame chuckled, trying to evade the kisses and Jin’s grip. “Oh, I’m sure it was torture for you.” He mocked.
Jin had to chuckle now as well. “You abused me quite a bit. Naughty, naughty Kazuya. I fear I will have to repay you for that.”
They couldn’t help but laugh, rolling on the old, squeaky mattress, Jin trying to tickle the other and Kame trying to evade and pay back just as good.
After a while they calmed down, still sleepy and exhausted.
“It’s still dark, let’s get back to sleep.” Kame suggested. Jin huffed, getting comfortable with Kame in his arms.
“’m not gonna protest this time. It’s just too comfortable like this.”
“You talk like we’re in a 7 star hotel.” Kame chuckled but snuggled closer to Jin, pleased about the change.
“Everywhere’s fine. With you.” Jin whispered into the silence, pressing his face into the crook of Kame’s neck.
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A/N:
Oh god, I'm so insanely sorry to disappear like that. RL just got the better of me. My live's just been so full of crazy ups and downs...and downs, and downs and downs and more downs and then some weird sedgeways.
It's still on that path but I should stop complaining because it really could be worse. It's just not been going quite the way I've been wanting it to go.
You might not believe me anymore at this point but I still intend to finish this m*****f***** off. I hate unfinished business.
A bit of a motivation lack tbh comes from the fact that I somewhat dropped off the fandom. But I never forgot about this story. And I won't! I just have to push myself to be more motivated again. Feel free to help!
What's new with all of you lot? Feel free to engage me and hit me up on twitter, maybe it can rise me back up from the walking dead (pun intended)