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well.... I am bored as hell. It's my off day, and I kinda wish they'd call me in. I go crazy when I don't work.... especially when I have more than one day off in a row.
I kinda miss my mom.
It's funny how things are going nowadays.... everything is so crazy.... It's blurry. I guess that doesn't make any sense. But things are going so slowly... and then when I look up, it's just blurry.
I wish he'd go ahead already and tell me that I'm not his type or whatever excuse there is so I can hurry up and get over it.
I know he doesn't... I mean.... I can barely stand to look at myself in the mirror.
I used to be pretty. I was skinny and I had long hair, and I was really pretty. That was years ago, though. 3 or 4 I guess. I'm not sure what happened.
I thought about it, and cigarettes are so damn expensive, and they really ARE bad for you.... and as much as I ragged on my mom and grandma for smoking....
I MIGHT quit. It depends.
I've actually been pretty happy the last few days.
It's.... kinda a wierd feeling.
I kinda miss my mom.
It's funny how things are going nowadays.... everything is so crazy.... It's blurry. I guess that doesn't make any sense. But things are going so slowly... and then when I look up, it's just blurry.
I wish he'd go ahead already and tell me that I'm not his type or whatever excuse there is so I can hurry up and get over it.
I know he doesn't... I mean.... I can barely stand to look at myself in the mirror.
I used to be pretty. I was skinny and I had long hair, and I was really pretty. That was years ago, though. 3 or 4 I guess. I'm not sure what happened.
I thought about it, and cigarettes are so damn expensive, and they really ARE bad for you.... and as much as I ragged on my mom and grandma for smoking....
I MIGHT quit. It depends.
I've actually been pretty happy the last few days.
It's.... kinda a wierd feeling.