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o...kay.... well, now that everyone knows who I have a crush on....
I am so embarassed. I remembered tonight, after Brian told me that Kyle already knew, that it was in a journal entry somewhere.
Oh God.
But, as I said, I am not stupid enough to even HOPE to think that something might come out of it.
Don't worry, K, I'm not some obsessed stalker.
Well.... um...
I am SO embarrassed. But it's okay. Shit happens.
I guess.
I mean, it isn't like I REALLY REALLY want to go out with him.... shit takes a turn for the worse when you date. Especially with me. I get scared too easily... I had to FORCE myself to stay with Scott.
And, on that note, as odd as it sounds.... I was thinking, earlier, about going back out with Scotty... just so I wouldn't have to be alone. Because, in reference to the anonymous comment, I realized that I AM a monkey.
Scott disgusts me.
But hell, I disgust myself.
He hasn't called me in days. Maybe he's over me now.
I miss my Mom.
I miss being a kid.
But, I regress. In current news....
eh.
May the Fae have mercy on MY soul.
I wish I could know what people TRULY think about me.
I am so embarassed. I remembered tonight, after Brian told me that Kyle already knew, that it was in a journal entry somewhere.
Oh God.
But, as I said, I am not stupid enough to even HOPE to think that something might come out of it.
Don't worry, K, I'm not some obsessed stalker.
Well.... um...
I am SO embarrassed. But it's okay. Shit happens.
I guess.
I mean, it isn't like I REALLY REALLY want to go out with him.... shit takes a turn for the worse when you date. Especially with me. I get scared too easily... I had to FORCE myself to stay with Scott.
And, on that note, as odd as it sounds.... I was thinking, earlier, about going back out with Scotty... just so I wouldn't have to be alone. Because, in reference to the anonymous comment, I realized that I AM a monkey.
Scott disgusts me.
But hell, I disgust myself.
He hasn't called me in days. Maybe he's over me now.
I miss my Mom.
I miss being a kid.
But, I regress. In current news....
eh.
May the Fae have mercy on MY soul.
I wish I could know what people TRULY think about me.