Jun 29, 2005 00:42
I’m crazy aren’t I, Dre?
Kinda.
Pixie took over for me at work tonight.
I noticed. I let ‘er. I figured ya needed it.
Yes. Yes I did. I truly appreciate it.
I know.
Thank you.
You’re welcome.
When will I be okay?
Do ya really want to know what I think?
…
Dots again. Damnit, Diane, that is so annoying. But anyway… I don’t think ya ever will be well again. I don’t know if you ever truly will. Even your boss noticed.
Yeah, I heard him, Dre. He said that I had bipolar issues or something like that.
Haha, but it’s just Pixie. Pixie is a polar. Heh, heh.
…
God damn it. Anyway. Tired?
I dunno.
Ya smoke too much, by that way.
I know. I should stop.
Yes you should. And ya really need to get some sleep.
I know… but… Tam and her friend are here. In the room.
So?
…
Look. Don’t fucking cry.
…
Are ya listening to me Di? Do not fucking cry.
I’m not.
You’re close.
Yeah. Yeah. I…. Yeah. It feels like everything is closing in on me.
Doesn’t it always feel that way?
Yeah. But I think it’s different.
Aw, need a hug?
Yes. Are you actually offering? What happened to the tough girl you used to be, Dre?
I still am. But as I said earlier… I do care about ya. And about Pixie.
Thank you.
Oh shut up, kiddo.
:smiling:
Well, glad to see a smile, and your own too, not Pix’s.
You know what I want? Just once.
Yes I do, dummy. Ya want to fall asleep in some man’s arms and wake to see that he’s still there.
Yeah.
One day. Just be patient.
Patience isn’t my virtue.
But it’s Pixie’s.
What am I good for, Dre?
Um….
….
Give me a second, damnit!!!
o….kay?
You care about people. Too fucking much.
…and that’s GOOD???
Sometimes.
…
it’ll get better babe. Promise.
one day...
Yes. one day.