Apr 18, 2005 19:55
I feel so alone... SI is outta control... binging like mad. I'v become so fat. I purged tonight for the first time in about 2 months...
Feeling hurt. He's off playing games again.
maybe if i was made of polygons he'd speak to me.
It doesnt usually bother me.. but i'm feeling so fragile... anything cuts through me. It really does.
Why do you even care, you don't deserve love?!? You're not loved, your just a fool.
but I love him...
just some fucked up little girl. Just die and make everyone happy...
lately I just don't feel like fighting anymore. Why bother... It won't help anything.
You'v tried and failed. Your right just give up...
I think I will...