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Just realized I have apparently been gone for a long time.
I re-read my own post from 2008 giving the reasons for locking up all my posts and stories and guess what... fast forward 6 years and its all true. Mentally and Physically, I'm doing better but I had to go through a lot to be able to say that.
Found out a couple things about myself during my time away:
- Ending 2013 and starting 2014 and still going have been my hardest year yet.
- That the saying "you never know how strong you are until being strong is all you have left" is true.
- That "Set Fire To The Rain" by Adele and "I'm Not The Only One" by Sam Smith are my new best friends.
- That "The Fighter" by Gym Class Heroes ft. RyanTedder should be an Anthem.
- That "Rough Water" by Travie McCoy ft. Jason Mraz has a very powerful message if you listen to the lyrics.
- That the movie The Hobbit: The Desolation Of Smaug's song "I See Fire" by Ed Sheeran is a beautiful yet really effed up song if you somehow hear it and it stays with you for no reason at all until days later when it suddenly does and your world comes crashing down. Still love the song even if it somehow prepared me for something I did not want to ever happen.
- That the movie Titanic's song "My Heart Will Go On" by Celine Dion is a beautiful yet terribly effed up song if you go through something like that.
- That the song "No Big Deal" by Lara Fabian and "Superheroes" by The Script are the songs that somehow best describe me right now.
- That due to the uncertainty, to lay someone to rest is preferable then to have your heart lost at sea...
And last but not least:
Always say "I Love You" for you know not when it’s going to be the last time.