My lovely mind
I may be jumping the gun here, but I think my nightmares have started again, though hippie says that I look worried everytime I sleep, not sure, I never really remember them, but these dreams, these dreams I remember, mostly because I wake from them in a cold sweat or screaming. Nice huh...
Last nights was the same in the fact that it was one of the pattern I usually go through wiht my nightmares, but diff because it was the first, when this one is normally the third or fourth. Ha, any ways the general outline of the dream was that I was again, watching as my family and friends were tourchured in the most gruesome ways possible, the new element, the one thing that was different this time was that new ppl were added to show, my Rocky Horror group, including the one far far away. God, I hate this. I hope that they dont continue. I wont go into more detail, it doesnt need to be shared.
Someone asked me once, when I had been deprived of sleep for 2 weeks, why I dream of my friends in these situations, my answer, I have no f***ing clue, its an insecurity of mine that my friends will all be hurt, thats the only answer I can come up with that makes any sense whatsoever.
Just thought I'd try posting my thoughts here, before I write in my journal. Pray that this was an isolated incident.
I do look forward to Rocky this weekend, and hope u guys can be there, my dads gonna be there, maybe my stepmom and aunt too. Carrie will, I will make her go. Hugs and Kisses to all, I'm gonna try to sleep again.
love you Hippie
Last nights was the same in the fact that it was one of the pattern I usually go through wiht my nightmares, but diff because it was the first, when this one is normally the third or fourth. Ha, any ways the general outline of the dream was that I was again, watching as my family and friends were tourchured in the most gruesome ways possible, the new element, the one thing that was different this time was that new ppl were added to show, my Rocky Horror group, including the one far far away. God, I hate this. I hope that they dont continue. I wont go into more detail, it doesnt need to be shared.
Someone asked me once, when I had been deprived of sleep for 2 weeks, why I dream of my friends in these situations, my answer, I have no f***ing clue, its an insecurity of mine that my friends will all be hurt, thats the only answer I can come up with that makes any sense whatsoever.
Just thought I'd try posting my thoughts here, before I write in my journal. Pray that this was an isolated incident.
I do look forward to Rocky this weekend, and hope u guys can be there, my dads gonna be there, maybe my stepmom and aunt too. Carrie will, I will make her go. Hugs and Kisses to all, I'm gonna try to sleep again.
love you Hippie