Sorry, But I Love Your Boyfriend 8
Title : Sorry, But I Love Your
Boyfriend
Length : 8/?
Rating : PG-13
Pairing : HaeHyuk / SiHyuk
Disclaimer : I just own this fail fic kekekeke~
Summary : Donghae fall in love with Eunhyuk and Eunhyuk is Siwon's boyfriend who enemy of Donghae's group because he is a school's brat.
Warning : Grammar fail and typo maybe >< i'm sorry, and maybe mpreg in the future.
Donghae sitting on the edge of the bed, staring at the thin figure laying on his bed in front of him. Eunhyuk is laying on his bed, with his back facing Donghae.
Donghae sighed heavily. He really has no idea how to start it. He scratched his head and sighed again. This is really awkward.
But Donghae decided to talk in the end.
"Hyukkie, I'm-"
"No. Just forget it, Donghae. Don't talk about it anymore. Just forget it." Eunhyuk cut his words. He said it without even turn around to face Donghae.
"What?" Donghae dropped his jaw to hear that.
"Yes. Forget it. It's just a mistake. I'm sorry. Let's pretend that there's nothing happened." Eunhyuk said simply and he even looked like he's really going to sleep even Donghae couldn't see his face.
Donghae dropped his jaw, eyes opened widely and he's speechless now. It's a mistake? Mistake? Seriously? Forget it? How can I?, Donghae thought in disbelief.
"Look, Hyukkie. It's not-"
"I am sleepy. I want to sleep." Eunhyuk cut his words. He move his body to find comfort on his bed. Then finally he closed his eyes start to sleep.
Donghae can't shut his mouth and he's going to explode anytime soon. He stood up and out of the room and slammed the door hardly. Eunhyuk flinched because of the sound of the door. It's really loud.
Eunhyuk sighed and his eyes started to water.
I'm so stupid.
•••
Donghae ruffled his hair frustratedly and he can't feel more frustrated than now. He drink the fifth glass of liquor down his throat and let it burn his throat. Now he feel dizzy and he can feel the burden on his shoulder slowly fly away. But when he laid his head down on the table and closed his eyes, Eunhyuk's face showed up. He can't forget the good feeling when his lips touched his.
He laughing like an idiot.
"How could you say something like that to me, Hyukkie~" He mumbled to himself like a crazy person he is. "How can I forget about this? I love it so much..." Then he laughed.
He let his mind fly away to remember about the kiss. He closed his eyes and he can see himself and Eunhyuk kissing under the fireworks sweetly in his mind. They keep kissing and nibbling each other lips until they need more air to breath and broke the kiss. Eunhyuk panted heavily and blink his eyes in disbelief. He covered his mouth with his both hands while staring at Donghae in disbelief. His eyes opened widely. Donghae panted heavily too and his hands still hold Eunhyuk's shoulder. His mouth opened and tried to say something to Eunhyuk but it's too late because Eunhyuk already stood up, picked up his nemo plushie and ran away from Donghae. Donghae ruffled his hair in frustration and immediately stood up. He chased after Eunhyuk before he got lost or worse, someone will molest him again.
Donghae back from his thought, but he didn't open his eyes. He just sighed heavily, "Hyukkie, I'm sorry..."
•••
Eunhyuk opened his eyes all of sudden. He fell asleep for God knows how long. His eyes still wet because after Donghae left the room, he cried. There's a trace of tears on his cheeks.
He turned his body to look at Donghae's bed. But he immediately sat up in panic when he found it empty. Donghae isn't there.
Eunhyuk look at the clock and he widened his eyes to know that it's 4AM in the morning but Donghae hasn't return yet. Eunhyuk started to panic and he quickly got off of the bed and leave the room.
He's looking at the living room, hoping at least Donghae is there. Sleeping on the couch. But there is no Donghae.
Eunhyuk bite his nails in frustration, and he even ruffled his hair harshly. He ran out of the cottage and looking for Donghae outside the cottage.
He's not at the beach, and he's not at the park. He must be at the bar. Then Eunhyuk immediately run to the bar.
He rushing inside the bar and found the bar is really quite. There's just a few people there. No wonder, it's 4AM. Probably everyone is having their own party now at their cottage with their family or their couple after had a great new year's eve party.
Eunhyuk look here and there hoping Donghae's here. Then finally he spot the brunette sit on one of the table. He laid his head on the table and with his hands on the table too. He still holding a glass of liquor. Eunhyuk frown to see it. Donghae is obviously drunk.
He approached Donghae, and he gulped to see Donghae is in total mess now. He's feeling double guilty now.
He shook Donghae's shoulder lightly, "Hae..."
But he doesn't even move an inch. Eunhyuk sighed heavily and he try again, "Hae, it's me. Let's go back to the cottage..." He said in a low voice to Donghae while his hands shook his shoulder again.
But Donghae still didn't move an inch. He's sleeping like a dead person. It scares Eunhyuk.
"Be careful, sir." Suddenly there's a voice come from behind him. He turned around and find Jessica, the maid.
"Why?" He asked.
"I tried to wake him up before, but he didn't wanted to wake up. He just groaned angrily and vomited at my shirt." She said to Eunhyuk and he showed him her dirty shirt. Eunhyuk cringed in disgust. He swear if he's not in trouble, he will laughing his ass off. "Now, excuse me sir. I need to change. Happy new year." She smiled and leave Eunhyuk.
Eunhyuk turned to Donghae again and he down on his knees make his face in the same level with Donghae's face. His hair is really messy, and it covering Donghae's face a bit. Eunhyuk brushed it away from his face, so he can see Donghae's handsome face clearly. He's in a mess, but he still looking good. He's sleeping, and it's really cute.
He brushing his thumb to Donghae's cheeks, then down to Donghae's lips. Suddenly, he remember the feeling of that lips landed on his. He pulled his hand away immediately. what am I doing? What am I thinking?, Eunhyuk thought. He hit his own head and sighed.
He shook Donghae's shoulder again, "Hae.. Hae.. Wake up. Let's go back to the cottage." He shook Donghae's shoulder harder and it succeed to make Donghae groaned.
"Donghae, wake up! Wake up!" Eunhyuk shook him harder.
Donghae slowly opened his eyes and he looking at Eunhyuk. He smiled.
"Hyukkie..." He suddenly move closer to Eunhyuk and wrapped Eunhyuk's body with his arms. "Hyukkie..."
Eunhyuk shocked and he try to let go his body from Donghae's embrace. But Donghae is too strong. He still hug Eunhyuk tightly, he rest his chin on Eunhyuk's shoulder.
"Hyukkie... I'm sorry~" Donghae said in a low voice and Eunhyuk knows that Donghae is really drunk.
"Donghae, you're drunk. Let's go back to the cottage." Eunhyuk keep struggling to get out of Donghae's embrace.
"Nooooo, Hyukkie~" he refused and tighten his hug. He shook his head like a kid. "I don't want to. Until you forgive me~"
Eunhyuk give up. He sighed heavily. He let Donghae hug him.
"I really am sorry, Hyukkie~ I'm sorry..." Donghae keep mumbling his sorry. "I really am sorry to kiss you~ and I'm sorry I can't pretend like this is never happened, Hyukkie~" he nuzzled his face on Eunhyuk's neck.
It made Eunhyuk goosebumps.
"Hyukkie... I can't... Don't ask me to forget it, Hyukkie..." He said to Eunhyuk while keep nuzzling Eunhyuk's neck. "I love you..."
Eunhyuk widened his eyes to hear that. No. I must be wrong. I didn't just hear Donghae said 'I Love you' to me. I must be wrong., Eunhyuk thought in panic. But he just still there, on his knees with Donghae keep hugging him.
"Wh-what did you say?" Eunhyuk asked nervously.
Donghae pull away and looking at Eunhyuk's eyes deeply, "I love you..."
Eunhyuk hold his breath and he can't breath now. He just looking at Donghae in disbelief with eyes wide opened.
"I love you, Eunhyuk. I love you so much..." He said again.
Suddenly Eunhyuk realized that Donghae is still drunk. It must be the alcohol who's talking now. Donghae will never fall in love with me, right?, Eunhyuk tried to convinced himself that Donghae doesn't love him.
"No, Donghae. You don't know what you're talking about. You're drunk. Let's just go back to our cottage." Eunhyuk said and he's going to stand up when Donghae hug him again. More tight than before.
"No. I'm serious, Eunhyuk. I love you..." Donghae said in front of Eunhyuk's ear and it's enough to make Eunhyuk shivered.
Eunhyuk feels his heart just dropped to his stomach. He can't breath, and he doesn't know what to do.
"Let me love you..." Donghae said again. He nuzzling Eunhyuk's neck again and smell every scent on Eunhyuk's neck. "I love you... So much..."
Eunhyuk pushed Donghae's body harshly. It shocked Donghae and he just looking at Eunhyuk in confused.
"You can't..." Eunhyuk said. He's body is trembling and panting. He's holding his tears.
"Hyukkie-"
"You can't, Donghae! You can't! Don't be stupid!" He shouted at Donghae and pointed him with his forefinger. His eyes started to water.
Then suddenly Eunhyuk ran away and didn't even look back to Donghae. Donghae is clearly sober now. It's like he just being slapped by someone in the middle of his sleep.
He stood up and run chasing after Eunhyuk. He can see Eunhyuk running in front of him, and he running to the beach.
"Eunhyuk!!!" He called him loudly. But Eunhyuk didn't even look back. "Eunhyuk stop!!!"
He keep running chasing him, and Eunhyuk keep running too. He doesn't even know where Eunhyuk will stop running.
"Eunhyuk, wait!!!" He screamed again and this time Eunhyuk looked back.
"Don't follow me! Leave me alone!" He shouted to Donghae while keep running.
"No way, Eunhyuk! Stop right there, you monkey!" He screamed angrily and Eunhyuk finally stop his run.
He let his body fall on his knees and he's looking down to the sand. He's crying.
Donghae approached him, and touch his shoulder.
But Eunhyuk slapped his hand, "don't touch me, you stupid."
Donghae sighed in heavily, "what's wrong, Eunhyuk? What's so wrong if I love you?" Donghae asked. He looking at Eunhyuk seriously and it looked like Donghae is about to cry too because of Eunhyuk is crying right now.
Eunhyuk keep crying and sobbing. But he manage to talk, "you stupid! Why did you even think to fall in love with me when you know that I already had a boyfriend?" He said without looking at Donghae.
"Well, I'm sorry for being stupid! But how can I prevent it happen to me? I fall in love with you since my first day at school! Since you save me from Siwon!" Donghae said in a high tone to Eunhyuk and Eunhyuk widened his eyes when he heard what Donghae said. He's looking at Donghae in disbelief.
"What?"
"Yes. I'm in love with you for a long time..." He answered in a low voice. He's looking at Eunhyuk's eyes deeply. He touched Eunhyuk's cheek and brush his thumb on his cheek. "I'm sorry if it's stupid. But I do love you..."
Eunhyuk can't get his eyes off of Donghae's eyes. He trapped on those beautiful eyes. He let Donghae keep brushing his thumb on his cheek smoothly.
"That's why I can't pretend that I didn't kiss you yesterday. The truth is I love it so much. I can't forget it..."
Eunhyuk blink a tears and Donghae wiped it with his thumb.
"I'm sorry for kissed you. I'm really sorry." Donghae said again. His eyes still looking at Eunhyuk's eyes deeply. He can't take his eyes off of Eunhyuk's. He love those eyes so much. He loves Eunhyuk so much. "But I know you love it too, Eunhyuk... You can't lie to me..."
Eunhyuk snapped out of Donghae's eyes when he heard it. He pushed Donghae's hand away, "No. I didn't." He said.
"Eunhyuk, if you didn't love it then why did you let me kiss you? Why did you kiss me back? Why?" Donghae asked. He keep looking at Eunhyuk and it makes Eunhyuk paralyzed. He can't say even a word. "Eunhyuk, I know you love me too..."
Eunhyuk widened his eyes.
"I-i'm sorry, Hae, bu-but I don't..." Eunhyuk stuttered.
Donghae chuckled, "don't lie, Hyukkie.." Donghae move closer to Eunhyuk while Eunhyuk moving backward. "You're in denial. I know you love me too, Eunhyuk. You can't lie to me. You can't lie to your heart."
Eunhyuk's heart beating faster again. Donghae is too close with him. He can feel Donghae's breathe on his face.
"Eunhyuk..." Donghae touched Eunhyuk's cheeks again and caressed it with his thumb. "Please, at least be honest to your heart."
Honest? To my heart?, Eunhyuk thought.
Then he let his mind drown on his own heart. He let the feeling that he's been hiding for a long time, taking control. The feeling when he saw a handsome and really cute boy with brunette hair stepped passing the gate of his school. The boy looked so confused, he was reading a map while walked through him. He could feel his heart stopped beating, and it's so hard to get his eyes off of the brunette. He felt so guilty to feel such a feeling towards another boy, because he already had a boyfriend.
He found the boy was being bullied by his boyfriend and he know that his boyfriend always being a jerk to every new student. So he ran towards them and scolded his boyfriend for being a jerk. He was really happy to save the boy from his boyfriend.
He couldn't be happier when he knew that he and the cute boy was classmate. They became really close and became a best friend. But he always hide the feeling towards the handsome boy. He thought, if the handsome boy didn't love him back, it's oke. It is really oke. Because, if they love each other, it would be so tempting to build a further relationship and that's so wrong. He had a boyfriend, and he loves his boyfriend too. He just can't be with the brunette. As long as he always beside the brunette, he's happy. He can live with it.
He found the brunette was really funny, and nice. He's sweet. He couldn't help but falling deeper to the boy. He loves him, he needs him.
When he molested by a men at the new year's eve festival, he only think about him. He hoped he'll come to save him. When he cried in his embrace under the fireworks, he couldn't help but feel really safe, and when the brunette kissed him, he couldn't think anything else but him. He felt so happy and loved. So, he kissed the brunette back.
But he can't let it happen. He had a boyfriend already. Everytime he with the brunette, he always try to remember about Siwon. Even when they're in the middle of holiday, they're playing at the beach, he tried to distract his mind with drew a heart-shapped with Siwon's name in it. He couldn't let his heart explode with happiness because of the brunette. Everytime his heart skipped a beat because of the brunette, he'll distract his mind by remember Siwon. He feel so guilty enough only by spending time with the handsome boy. He feel so guilty by feeling this towards another boy. He should feel this only for Siwon.
He could not let his heart fall into Donghae. At least he should set aside half of his heart for his boyfriend. He even feel more guilty because of this thought. How could he share his heart to another man? It should belongs to Siwon only.
"Hyukkie..." Donghae called him back from his own thought.
He blinked his eyes and looking at Donghae's brown eyes deeply. He's in trouble. He already fell too deep to those eyes.
"I know you love me too, Hyukkie..." Donghae smiled while his thumb keep brushing Eunhyuk's cheeks.
Yes, Eunhyuk loves Donghae. But he won't let Donghae hear those 3 magic words. It will make him feel more guilty to Siwon. It should be only for Siwon.
"I love you, Eunhyuk..." Donghae said in a husky voice. He touched Eunhyuk's nose with his own nose.
Eunhyuk closed his eyes feeling the touch. He leaned deeper his face to Donghae's palms on his cheek. He loves the touch from Donghae.
"I know..." Eunhyuk said with his eyes still closed.
Donghae smiled. "I know you love me too..."
Eunhyuk slowly opened his eyes and looking at Donghae's brown eyes. He found Donghae smile widely to him and his face is so close to him. He can feel Donghae's breath on his own lips. He move closer to Eunhyuk's face.
"Whatever, Donghae..." He said in a low voice and the next thing he know, he pressed his lips against Donghae's lips gently.
Donghae immediately kissed him back and nibbling his lips with his own lips.
It was the sweetest kiss ever, Eunhyuk thought. He's addicted to Donghae's lips. He want to feel those lips every second in his live.
He placed his hands on the back of Donghae's neck, pressing him closer to deepen the kiss while Donghae keep caressing Eunhyuk's cheek with his thumb. He also feel addicted to those red plump lips and his milky white soft skin.
He want to have Eunhyuk. Forever.
•••
In the morning, Eunhyuk woke up with his body embraced by Donghae's arms. He was sleeping with his face buried on Donghae's chest while his hands embracing Donghae's waist. He smiled to himself. He smell Donghae's scent and he snuggling even closer to Donghae.
Donghae still sleeping, and feeling Eunhyuk snuggling closer to him makes him tighten his hug on Eunhyuk's body. It makes Eunhyuk smile even wider.
Suddenly, Eunhyuk's cellphone rang. Eunhyuk turned around to see his cellphone on the bedside table. It still so early in the morning, who on earth is this person that sending him a short message service?
He pulled his body from Donghae's embrace but Donghae groaned and hug Eunhyuk tightly.
"Hae... Just a second, please..." Eunhyuk said in a low voice begging to Donghae sweetly.
Finally Donghae let go of Eunhyuk even his eyes still closed. He still sleeping.
Eunhyuk sat up and take his cellphone. He opened the message and gulped. It was Siwon.
Hey, Hyukkie. How's your day? I'm sorry I only sent you a message now. I'm really busy and I miss you so much. Can't wait to see you again. Love you.
Eunhyuk gulped and he didn't know what to do. He turned around and look at Donghae's sleeping figure. Then he look back at Siwon's message.
Geez, what am I doing? I'm cheating on Siwon...
Eunhyuk placed his elbow on his knees and hold both sides of his head with his both hands. Now he's confused.
•••
A/N: I guess the secret relationship is start from now on. Kekeke~ comment pleeeeasssee? :p
Boyfriend
Length : 8/?
Rating : PG-13
Pairing : HaeHyuk / SiHyuk
Disclaimer : I just own this fail fic kekekeke~
Summary : Donghae fall in love with Eunhyuk and Eunhyuk is Siwon's boyfriend who enemy of Donghae's group because he is a school's brat.
Warning : Grammar fail and typo maybe >< i'm sorry, and maybe mpreg in the future.
Donghae sitting on the edge of the bed, staring at the thin figure laying on his bed in front of him. Eunhyuk is laying on his bed, with his back facing Donghae.
Donghae sighed heavily. He really has no idea how to start it. He scratched his head and sighed again. This is really awkward.
But Donghae decided to talk in the end.
"Hyukkie, I'm-"
"No. Just forget it, Donghae. Don't talk about it anymore. Just forget it." Eunhyuk cut his words. He said it without even turn around to face Donghae.
"What?" Donghae dropped his jaw to hear that.
"Yes. Forget it. It's just a mistake. I'm sorry. Let's pretend that there's nothing happened." Eunhyuk said simply and he even looked like he's really going to sleep even Donghae couldn't see his face.
Donghae dropped his jaw, eyes opened widely and he's speechless now. It's a mistake? Mistake? Seriously? Forget it? How can I?, Donghae thought in disbelief.
"Look, Hyukkie. It's not-"
"I am sleepy. I want to sleep." Eunhyuk cut his words. He move his body to find comfort on his bed. Then finally he closed his eyes start to sleep.
Donghae can't shut his mouth and he's going to explode anytime soon. He stood up and out of the room and slammed the door hardly. Eunhyuk flinched because of the sound of the door. It's really loud.
Eunhyuk sighed and his eyes started to water.
I'm so stupid.
•••
Donghae ruffled his hair frustratedly and he can't feel more frustrated than now. He drink the fifth glass of liquor down his throat and let it burn his throat. Now he feel dizzy and he can feel the burden on his shoulder slowly fly away. But when he laid his head down on the table and closed his eyes, Eunhyuk's face showed up. He can't forget the good feeling when his lips touched his.
He laughing like an idiot.
"How could you say something like that to me, Hyukkie~" He mumbled to himself like a crazy person he is. "How can I forget about this? I love it so much..." Then he laughed.
He let his mind fly away to remember about the kiss. He closed his eyes and he can see himself and Eunhyuk kissing under the fireworks sweetly in his mind. They keep kissing and nibbling each other lips until they need more air to breath and broke the kiss. Eunhyuk panted heavily and blink his eyes in disbelief. He covered his mouth with his both hands while staring at Donghae in disbelief. His eyes opened widely. Donghae panted heavily too and his hands still hold Eunhyuk's shoulder. His mouth opened and tried to say something to Eunhyuk but it's too late because Eunhyuk already stood up, picked up his nemo plushie and ran away from Donghae. Donghae ruffled his hair in frustration and immediately stood up. He chased after Eunhyuk before he got lost or worse, someone will molest him again.
Donghae back from his thought, but he didn't open his eyes. He just sighed heavily, "Hyukkie, I'm sorry..."
•••
Eunhyuk opened his eyes all of sudden. He fell asleep for God knows how long. His eyes still wet because after Donghae left the room, he cried. There's a trace of tears on his cheeks.
He turned his body to look at Donghae's bed. But he immediately sat up in panic when he found it empty. Donghae isn't there.
Eunhyuk look at the clock and he widened his eyes to know that it's 4AM in the morning but Donghae hasn't return yet. Eunhyuk started to panic and he quickly got off of the bed and leave the room.
He's looking at the living room, hoping at least Donghae is there. Sleeping on the couch. But there is no Donghae.
Eunhyuk bite his nails in frustration, and he even ruffled his hair harshly. He ran out of the cottage and looking for Donghae outside the cottage.
He's not at the beach, and he's not at the park. He must be at the bar. Then Eunhyuk immediately run to the bar.
He rushing inside the bar and found the bar is really quite. There's just a few people there. No wonder, it's 4AM. Probably everyone is having their own party now at their cottage with their family or their couple after had a great new year's eve party.
Eunhyuk look here and there hoping Donghae's here. Then finally he spot the brunette sit on one of the table. He laid his head on the table and with his hands on the table too. He still holding a glass of liquor. Eunhyuk frown to see it. Donghae is obviously drunk.
He approached Donghae, and he gulped to see Donghae is in total mess now. He's feeling double guilty now.
He shook Donghae's shoulder lightly, "Hae..."
But he doesn't even move an inch. Eunhyuk sighed heavily and he try again, "Hae, it's me. Let's go back to the cottage..." He said in a low voice to Donghae while his hands shook his shoulder again.
But Donghae still didn't move an inch. He's sleeping like a dead person. It scares Eunhyuk.
"Be careful, sir." Suddenly there's a voice come from behind him. He turned around and find Jessica, the maid.
"Why?" He asked.
"I tried to wake him up before, but he didn't wanted to wake up. He just groaned angrily and vomited at my shirt." She said to Eunhyuk and he showed him her dirty shirt. Eunhyuk cringed in disgust. He swear if he's not in trouble, he will laughing his ass off. "Now, excuse me sir. I need to change. Happy new year." She smiled and leave Eunhyuk.
Eunhyuk turned to Donghae again and he down on his knees make his face in the same level with Donghae's face. His hair is really messy, and it covering Donghae's face a bit. Eunhyuk brushed it away from his face, so he can see Donghae's handsome face clearly. He's in a mess, but he still looking good. He's sleeping, and it's really cute.
He brushing his thumb to Donghae's cheeks, then down to Donghae's lips. Suddenly, he remember the feeling of that lips landed on his. He pulled his hand away immediately. what am I doing? What am I thinking?, Eunhyuk thought. He hit his own head and sighed.
He shook Donghae's shoulder again, "Hae.. Hae.. Wake up. Let's go back to the cottage." He shook Donghae's shoulder harder and it succeed to make Donghae groaned.
"Donghae, wake up! Wake up!" Eunhyuk shook him harder.
Donghae slowly opened his eyes and he looking at Eunhyuk. He smiled.
"Hyukkie..." He suddenly move closer to Eunhyuk and wrapped Eunhyuk's body with his arms. "Hyukkie..."
Eunhyuk shocked and he try to let go his body from Donghae's embrace. But Donghae is too strong. He still hug Eunhyuk tightly, he rest his chin on Eunhyuk's shoulder.
"Hyukkie... I'm sorry~" Donghae said in a low voice and Eunhyuk knows that Donghae is really drunk.
"Donghae, you're drunk. Let's go back to the cottage." Eunhyuk keep struggling to get out of Donghae's embrace.
"Nooooo, Hyukkie~" he refused and tighten his hug. He shook his head like a kid. "I don't want to. Until you forgive me~"
Eunhyuk give up. He sighed heavily. He let Donghae hug him.
"I really am sorry, Hyukkie~ I'm sorry..." Donghae keep mumbling his sorry. "I really am sorry to kiss you~ and I'm sorry I can't pretend like this is never happened, Hyukkie~" he nuzzled his face on Eunhyuk's neck.
It made Eunhyuk goosebumps.
"Hyukkie... I can't... Don't ask me to forget it, Hyukkie..." He said to Eunhyuk while keep nuzzling Eunhyuk's neck. "I love you..."
Eunhyuk widened his eyes to hear that. No. I must be wrong. I didn't just hear Donghae said 'I Love you' to me. I must be wrong., Eunhyuk thought in panic. But he just still there, on his knees with Donghae keep hugging him.
"Wh-what did you say?" Eunhyuk asked nervously.
Donghae pull away and looking at Eunhyuk's eyes deeply, "I love you..."
Eunhyuk hold his breath and he can't breath now. He just looking at Donghae in disbelief with eyes wide opened.
"I love you, Eunhyuk. I love you so much..." He said again.
Suddenly Eunhyuk realized that Donghae is still drunk. It must be the alcohol who's talking now. Donghae will never fall in love with me, right?, Eunhyuk tried to convinced himself that Donghae doesn't love him.
"No, Donghae. You don't know what you're talking about. You're drunk. Let's just go back to our cottage." Eunhyuk said and he's going to stand up when Donghae hug him again. More tight than before.
"No. I'm serious, Eunhyuk. I love you..." Donghae said in front of Eunhyuk's ear and it's enough to make Eunhyuk shivered.
Eunhyuk feels his heart just dropped to his stomach. He can't breath, and he doesn't know what to do.
"Let me love you..." Donghae said again. He nuzzling Eunhyuk's neck again and smell every scent on Eunhyuk's neck. "I love you... So much..."
Eunhyuk pushed Donghae's body harshly. It shocked Donghae and he just looking at Eunhyuk in confused.
"You can't..." Eunhyuk said. He's body is trembling and panting. He's holding his tears.
"Hyukkie-"
"You can't, Donghae! You can't! Don't be stupid!" He shouted at Donghae and pointed him with his forefinger. His eyes started to water.
Then suddenly Eunhyuk ran away and didn't even look back to Donghae. Donghae is clearly sober now. It's like he just being slapped by someone in the middle of his sleep.
He stood up and run chasing after Eunhyuk. He can see Eunhyuk running in front of him, and he running to the beach.
"Eunhyuk!!!" He called him loudly. But Eunhyuk didn't even look back. "Eunhyuk stop!!!"
He keep running chasing him, and Eunhyuk keep running too. He doesn't even know where Eunhyuk will stop running.
"Eunhyuk, wait!!!" He screamed again and this time Eunhyuk looked back.
"Don't follow me! Leave me alone!" He shouted to Donghae while keep running.
"No way, Eunhyuk! Stop right there, you monkey!" He screamed angrily and Eunhyuk finally stop his run.
He let his body fall on his knees and he's looking down to the sand. He's crying.
Donghae approached him, and touch his shoulder.
But Eunhyuk slapped his hand, "don't touch me, you stupid."
Donghae sighed in heavily, "what's wrong, Eunhyuk? What's so wrong if I love you?" Donghae asked. He looking at Eunhyuk seriously and it looked like Donghae is about to cry too because of Eunhyuk is crying right now.
Eunhyuk keep crying and sobbing. But he manage to talk, "you stupid! Why did you even think to fall in love with me when you know that I already had a boyfriend?" He said without looking at Donghae.
"Well, I'm sorry for being stupid! But how can I prevent it happen to me? I fall in love with you since my first day at school! Since you save me from Siwon!" Donghae said in a high tone to Eunhyuk and Eunhyuk widened his eyes when he heard what Donghae said. He's looking at Donghae in disbelief.
"What?"
"Yes. I'm in love with you for a long time..." He answered in a low voice. He's looking at Eunhyuk's eyes deeply. He touched Eunhyuk's cheek and brush his thumb on his cheek. "I'm sorry if it's stupid. But I do love you..."
Eunhyuk can't get his eyes off of Donghae's eyes. He trapped on those beautiful eyes. He let Donghae keep brushing his thumb on his cheek smoothly.
"That's why I can't pretend that I didn't kiss you yesterday. The truth is I love it so much. I can't forget it..."
Eunhyuk blink a tears and Donghae wiped it with his thumb.
"I'm sorry for kissed you. I'm really sorry." Donghae said again. His eyes still looking at Eunhyuk's eyes deeply. He can't take his eyes off of Eunhyuk's. He love those eyes so much. He loves Eunhyuk so much. "But I know you love it too, Eunhyuk... You can't lie to me..."
Eunhyuk snapped out of Donghae's eyes when he heard it. He pushed Donghae's hand away, "No. I didn't." He said.
"Eunhyuk, if you didn't love it then why did you let me kiss you? Why did you kiss me back? Why?" Donghae asked. He keep looking at Eunhyuk and it makes Eunhyuk paralyzed. He can't say even a word. "Eunhyuk, I know you love me too..."
Eunhyuk widened his eyes.
"I-i'm sorry, Hae, bu-but I don't..." Eunhyuk stuttered.
Donghae chuckled, "don't lie, Hyukkie.." Donghae move closer to Eunhyuk while Eunhyuk moving backward. "You're in denial. I know you love me too, Eunhyuk. You can't lie to me. You can't lie to your heart."
Eunhyuk's heart beating faster again. Donghae is too close with him. He can feel Donghae's breathe on his face.
"Eunhyuk..." Donghae touched Eunhyuk's cheeks again and caressed it with his thumb. "Please, at least be honest to your heart."
Honest? To my heart?, Eunhyuk thought.
Then he let his mind drown on his own heart. He let the feeling that he's been hiding for a long time, taking control. The feeling when he saw a handsome and really cute boy with brunette hair stepped passing the gate of his school. The boy looked so confused, he was reading a map while walked through him. He could feel his heart stopped beating, and it's so hard to get his eyes off of the brunette. He felt so guilty to feel such a feeling towards another boy, because he already had a boyfriend.
He found the boy was being bullied by his boyfriend and he know that his boyfriend always being a jerk to every new student. So he ran towards them and scolded his boyfriend for being a jerk. He was really happy to save the boy from his boyfriend.
He couldn't be happier when he knew that he and the cute boy was classmate. They became really close and became a best friend. But he always hide the feeling towards the handsome boy. He thought, if the handsome boy didn't love him back, it's oke. It is really oke. Because, if they love each other, it would be so tempting to build a further relationship and that's so wrong. He had a boyfriend, and he loves his boyfriend too. He just can't be with the brunette. As long as he always beside the brunette, he's happy. He can live with it.
He found the brunette was really funny, and nice. He's sweet. He couldn't help but falling deeper to the boy. He loves him, he needs him.
When he molested by a men at the new year's eve festival, he only think about him. He hoped he'll come to save him. When he cried in his embrace under the fireworks, he couldn't help but feel really safe, and when the brunette kissed him, he couldn't think anything else but him. He felt so happy and loved. So, he kissed the brunette back.
But he can't let it happen. He had a boyfriend already. Everytime he with the brunette, he always try to remember about Siwon. Even when they're in the middle of holiday, they're playing at the beach, he tried to distract his mind with drew a heart-shapped with Siwon's name in it. He couldn't let his heart explode with happiness because of the brunette. Everytime his heart skipped a beat because of the brunette, he'll distract his mind by remember Siwon. He feel so guilty enough only by spending time with the handsome boy. He feel so guilty by feeling this towards another boy. He should feel this only for Siwon.
He could not let his heart fall into Donghae. At least he should set aside half of his heart for his boyfriend. He even feel more guilty because of this thought. How could he share his heart to another man? It should belongs to Siwon only.
"Hyukkie..." Donghae called him back from his own thought.
He blinked his eyes and looking at Donghae's brown eyes deeply. He's in trouble. He already fell too deep to those eyes.
"I know you love me too, Hyukkie..." Donghae smiled while his thumb keep brushing Eunhyuk's cheeks.
Yes, Eunhyuk loves Donghae. But he won't let Donghae hear those 3 magic words. It will make him feel more guilty to Siwon. It should be only for Siwon.
"I love you, Eunhyuk..." Donghae said in a husky voice. He touched Eunhyuk's nose with his own nose.
Eunhyuk closed his eyes feeling the touch. He leaned deeper his face to Donghae's palms on his cheek. He loves the touch from Donghae.
"I know..." Eunhyuk said with his eyes still closed.
Donghae smiled. "I know you love me too..."
Eunhyuk slowly opened his eyes and looking at Donghae's brown eyes. He found Donghae smile widely to him and his face is so close to him. He can feel Donghae's breath on his own lips. He move closer to Eunhyuk's face.
"Whatever, Donghae..." He said in a low voice and the next thing he know, he pressed his lips against Donghae's lips gently.
Donghae immediately kissed him back and nibbling his lips with his own lips.
It was the sweetest kiss ever, Eunhyuk thought. He's addicted to Donghae's lips. He want to feel those lips every second in his live.
He placed his hands on the back of Donghae's neck, pressing him closer to deepen the kiss while Donghae keep caressing Eunhyuk's cheek with his thumb. He also feel addicted to those red plump lips and his milky white soft skin.
He want to have Eunhyuk. Forever.
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In the morning, Eunhyuk woke up with his body embraced by Donghae's arms. He was sleeping with his face buried on Donghae's chest while his hands embracing Donghae's waist. He smiled to himself. He smell Donghae's scent and he snuggling even closer to Donghae.
Donghae still sleeping, and feeling Eunhyuk snuggling closer to him makes him tighten his hug on Eunhyuk's body. It makes Eunhyuk smile even wider.
Suddenly, Eunhyuk's cellphone rang. Eunhyuk turned around to see his cellphone on the bedside table. It still so early in the morning, who on earth is this person that sending him a short message service?
He pulled his body from Donghae's embrace but Donghae groaned and hug Eunhyuk tightly.
"Hae... Just a second, please..." Eunhyuk said in a low voice begging to Donghae sweetly.
Finally Donghae let go of Eunhyuk even his eyes still closed. He still sleeping.
Eunhyuk sat up and take his cellphone. He opened the message and gulped. It was Siwon.
Hey, Hyukkie. How's your day? I'm sorry I only sent you a message now. I'm really busy and I miss you so much. Can't wait to see you again. Love you.
Eunhyuk gulped and he didn't know what to do. He turned around and look at Donghae's sleeping figure. Then he look back at Siwon's message.
Geez, what am I doing? I'm cheating on Siwon...
Eunhyuk placed his elbow on his knees and hold both sides of his head with his both hands. Now he's confused.
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A/N: I guess the secret relationship is start from now on. Kekeke~ comment pleeeeasssee? :p