Sorry, But I Love Your Boyfriend 4 (Part 2)
I rolled my eyes annoyed by it and immediately throw my body to the couch again. I looking at the tv and watch it. I'm too lazy to know what he's talking about on the phone with his lovely boyfriend.
"Oke, bye." He said finishing the conversation and he hung up the phone.
"What's up?" I asked without looking at him.
"Emmm... I'm really sorry, Donghae..." He said suddenly with a low voice. It made me turned my head around to see him. He looked so sorry at me. Like he did something bad to me.
"What?" I asked him again.
"I have to go... With Siwon." He answered nervously.
I feel so disappointed and sad. So he's going to leave me, uh? Poor me.
"I'm so sorry..." He said again. "He said that he want to tell me something. I feel a little bit scared too. Do you mind if you wait me here until I come back from that dinner with him?"
I can see his fear on his eyes. I don't know what Siwon going to tell, but it's better not to make Eunhyuk cry or else I will definitely steal this pretty guy from him.
"Oke. I'll wait here." I said to him in a low voice and a little smile.
"Thanks. I'll be back as soon as possible oke? I'll make you dinner first before I leave." He smiled to me and walk to the kitchen to make me some food.
After a few minutes, my dinner finished. I eat it happily because I really hungry, not to mention this food was cooked by Eunhyuk. While I eating, Eunhyuk called me from in front of the stairs. He's going to upstairs to his room I think.
"Donghae! Help me! What should I wear?" He asked me from a far.
"You don't have to wear anything else! You look awesome already." I said it with my mouth full of food.
He rolled his eyes, "Donghae, it's pajama!" He said to me angrily.
"Mwooo?! Jinjja? You even look good already in pajama, Eunhyuk." I surprised to know that he actually wearing pajama. He really looked good already on it. I give him my thumbs up while keep swallowing my food.
"Huff... As usual. Not helping." He whispered while turning around and go upstairs. But I can hear it.
"I hear it, Hyukkie!"
•••END OF DONGHAE's POV•••
Eunhyuk walks towards Siwon. He can spot the tall guy sit on the one of table near the window. He looking away out of the window. His hands on his chin, and his elbow on the table.
Eunhyuk embrace his shoulder from behind when he reached the table. He smiled, "hai." He said with a low voice near Siwon's ear.
Siwon smile widely and turn around to look his boyfriend's face. "Hai, beautiful." He said with a wide smile. "Sit."
Eunhyuk sit in front of Siwon and he smile to him, "what's up? What do you want to talking about?"
Siwon hesitate for a while before he talked, "how about we eat first? You haven't eat your dinner yet, right?" He asked with a half hearted smile.
Eunhyuk frown at it. Siwon looked so weird. But he just shrugged it off and answered, "yes, I haven't eat yet. I was going to make my dinner when you called." He said.
"Good. Now, let's order something." Siwon said with his smile and open the menu book.
"What do you want?" Siwon asked Eunhyuk while looking at the menu.
"Ummm... I don't know. You choose." Eunhyuk answered, he shook his head cutely and his hands stretched straight to the front, next to Siwon's hand that holding the menu book.
Siwon keep flipping the pages, "it's your food. Why am I the one to choose it?" Siwon's eyes glued to the menu book. His voice is lack of expression. Eunhyuk frowns and pout his lips to hear that.
"You don't want to choose it for me?" Eunhyuk asked. He's sulking.
Siwon finally looked up and find his boyfriend's sulking. He hold his boyfriend's hands that stretched to his direction and kiss it.
"No, it's not like that, hyukkie. I just don't want to order the wrong food. I afraid that I'll order something that you don't want to eat tonight. It's better if you order it by yourself, right?" Siwon said with a small smile. Trying to make his boyfriend stop feeling sad.
"Then I want to test you. Can you guess what I want to eat tonight?" Eunhyuk said with a smirk on his lips. "You're my boyfriend, right? You must be know what I want."
Siwon gulped and become nervous. He's afraid that his guess will wrong and it proves him that he's not a good boyfriend for Eunhyuk.
"Should I, Hyukkie?" He asked.
"Yes." Eunhyuk nodded cutely.
Siwon scratched the back of his neck and flipped the page of menu book, "hemmm... Let me guess..." He mumbled while he reads the menu.
Eunhyuk looking at him with a smile on his lips. I'll say yes to whatever he choose., Eunhyuk thought.
"Samgyupsal?" Siwon asked with hesitation. He narrow his left eye a little bit.
Eunhyuk smile his gummy smile and said, "it's oke." He nodded.
"Then?" Siwon asked.
"Then what?" Eunhyuk asked back.
"Did I pass your test?" Siwon asked with a little bit afraid.
Eunhyuk laugh and hold Siwon's hand, "you'll always pass, because I love you."
Siwon smile and feel really relieved. He kissed Eunhyuk's hand again and call the waitress. He ordered the food for him and Eunhyuk.
•••
After eating, Eunhyuk looked at Siwon with a sweet smile. Eunhyuk propped his chin to his palms and asked, "so, what would you talk about?"
Suddenly Siwon looked nervous, he keep moving in his seat, seems like he uncomfortable with his seat. He even scratched the back of his head.
"Emmm..."
"What? You scared me." Eunhyuk said immediately. He didn't like to see Siwon like this. It really scared him.
Siwon looking at Eunhyuk's eyes seriously and guilty can be seen in his eyes, "hyukkie... I'm... I'm really sorry..." He said in a low voice.
Eunhyuk frown. "For what?"
Siwon looking down to the plate on the table nervously, "the new year's eve..."
Eunhyuk immediately realized what is he talking about. "Oh..." He said with a disappoinment. He also looking down. He looking down to his feet and trying to hide his disappoinment.
"I'm really sorry, Hyukkie... I really really really really want to spend my new year's eve with you. But, I have to go to China. You know my parents. I have to take care of some family bussiness there." Siwon said in a low voice trying to explain the reason why he has to cancel everything.
Eunhyuk still looking down at his feet and his eyes start to water. He trying so hard that the tears won't fall. He doesn't want Siwon to be worried about this.
"It's oke..." Eunhyuk said in a low voice.
Siwon know that Eunhyuk really sad and about to cry. He feels really guilty. He placed his elbow on the table and both hands on the side of his head. He feels really guilty. He is a fail boyfriend.
"Hyukkie... I'm really sorry..." Siwon said again. He looking at Eunhyuk who still looking down.
Eunhyuk feels really stupid because he want to cry. It's just new year's eve, but he acting like Siwon is breaking up with him. But he cannot lie that actually he really anticipated to spend new year's eve together with Siwon. He never go holiday with his boyfriend.
"Hyukkie..." Siwon called him with a low voice. "Hyukkie, I'm really sorry. If you want, we can spend the new year's eve in China with my family too. How about it?"
Eunhyuk's tears fall to his thigh and he chuckled. He immediately wiped his tears and looked up to see Siwon.
"No, it's oke. Maybe later. It's not like we're going to break up and will never meet again, right? I'm oke." Eunhyuk said with smile on his face.
Siwon keep staring at him sadly. He really disappointed with himself. He didn't want to make Eunhyuk sad and cry, but he didn't had a choice.
"I'm sorry..." Siwon said again.
Eunhyuk smiled and nodded.
"And..." Siwon scratched his back head again. "I'll go to China tomorrow..."
Eunhyuk widened his eyes, "tomorrow?!" He asked in surprise.
Siwon nodded sadly, "I'm sorry, Hyukkie..."
Eunhyuk so speechless. He doesn't know what to say. He feels really sad to know that his boyfriend will leave him for a long time start from tomorrow.
"We'll be okay right, Hyukkie?" Siwon asked all of sudden. He stretched his arm to Eunhyuk and hold Eunhyuk's hand.
Eunhyuk frown, "of course. Why wouldn't we?" He said confusely.
"I don't know. I just afraid. I'll be missing you. So much." Siwon's eyes start to water, and he chuckled. "I feel silly..."
Eunhyuk kissed Siwon's hand, "I'll be missing you too." He smiled to Siwon and Siwon feel better. "I don't want to go now, but I should go home now. It's getting late."
Siwon sighed heavily, "I still want to be with you..." Siwon said sadly.
"Me too... But I can't leave my house empty for a long time like this..." Lie. Definitely and obviously lie. Actually, Eunhyuk remember of Donghae who still waiting at his home. He doesn't want Donghae alone and waiting him for too long. He promised him that he won't be long.
"Oke..." Siwon sighed and called the waitress to bring him the bill.
•••
Siwon's car stopped in front of Eunhyuk's house. Fortunately, Donghae didn't brought his car so Siwon will never know that actually Donghae is inside the house.
"Hyukkie... Take care, oke?" Siwon hold Eunhyuk's left hand so tight with his right hand.
Eunhyuk smiled sadly, "you too. I'll miss you so much, Siwon. Comeback soon, oke?" He said sadly.
Siwon pull Eunhyuk's body into his embrace and he hugged Eunhyuk so tight. "I will. Wait for me oke? It's just two weeks though, not a year." Siwon laughed. He rubbing Eunhyuk's hair gently.
Eunhyuk laugh too, "yes, but it will feel like a year." Eunhyuk said with a little laugh.
Siwon lifted Eunhyuk's chin up and looked into his eyes deeply, "I love you."
Eunhyuk smiled to hear that, "I love you too..."
Then Siwon leaned closer to Eunhyuk and close the gap between them. He kissed Eunhyuk full on the lips sweetly. It's just a sweet kiss lip-to-lip but Eunhyuk really enjoy the kiss.
After a minute they shared a kiss, they pulled away. Eunhyuk hugged Siwon tight like he'll never let go of him. Siwon smiled and rubbed his hair, then kiss it.
"Take care..." Eunhyuk said.
Siwon nodded.
Eunhyuk pulled away and open the car door. He got out of the car and wave to Siwon. Siwon wave back to him and move his car leaving Eunhyuk's house.
Eunhyuk looking at the retreating figure of Siwon's car with teary eyes. He'll miss Siwon so much. Like really really miss him.
Eunhyuk run to inside his house and immediately found Donghae sleeping on his couch. He sit on the floor right in front of Donghae's face. He's crying and sobbing while staring at Donghae. He doesn't know what to do. He want to cry so bad and he needs a shoulder to lean on.
Donghae slowly opened his eyes and saw Eunhyuk's crying in front of his eyes.
"Hyukkie?" Donghae frown to see his lovely Hyukkie crying like this.
He sat up and pull Eunhyuk up and made him sit beside him on the couch.
"What's going on, Hyukkie?" Donghae asked anxiously.
Eunhyuk keep crying and sobbing like crazy. He just looking at Donghae and crying.
"Hyukkie, please. You scared me!" Donghae said in panic.
Eunhyuk wiped his tears with his hands but it started to get wet again, "may I use your shoulder? I need someone to lean on..." He said in the middle of his cry.
"Not only my shoulder, you can use my chest too-"
"Thanks." Eunhyuk cut his words by suddenly leaning on Donghae's chest.
He buried his face on Donghae's chest and crying harder.
"Hyukkie... What happened?" Donghae embraced Eunhyuk's thin body and rubbing his hair.
But Eunhyuk can't give him a word. He just keep crying and crying.
"Hyukkie, tell me..." Donghae said in a low voice begging him to tell what just happened.
Eunhyuk tried to stop his cry, so he can say something to Donghae, "siwon... H-he..." He just stuttering his words because his cry. "He cancelled the plan.." Eunhyuk finally said it.
Donghae tensed his muscle to hear that. He should have a good reason or else I'll punch his face., Donghae thought.
"He will going to China, Donghae... Start from tomorrow..." Eunhyuk keep crying and sobbing even louder. "It's family business. H-he didn't had a choice..." Eunhyuk tighten his hug to Donghae's waist and buried his face deeper on his chest.
Donghae just keep silent.
Eunhyuk still crying and sobbing on Donghae's chest. He bite his lips trying to stop his cry, but it's failed.
"He will go to China tomorrow, for 2 weeks. I will miss him so much..." He crying to Donghae even louder.
Donghae surprised to hear it. He rubbed Eunhyuk's hair and feel sorry for Eunhyuk's sadness.
"Ssshh... Don't cry, Hyukkie.. I'm here..." He whispered to Eunhyuk while his hands keep rubbing Eunhyuk's hair.
I'm here, with you for 2 weeks. Without Siwon. I'm sure I'll have you for myself..., Donghae thought.
And smile never leave Donghae's lips that night.
"Oke, bye." He said finishing the conversation and he hung up the phone.
"What's up?" I asked without looking at him.
"Emmm... I'm really sorry, Donghae..." He said suddenly with a low voice. It made me turned my head around to see him. He looked so sorry at me. Like he did something bad to me.
"What?" I asked him again.
"I have to go... With Siwon." He answered nervously.
I feel so disappointed and sad. So he's going to leave me, uh? Poor me.
"I'm so sorry..." He said again. "He said that he want to tell me something. I feel a little bit scared too. Do you mind if you wait me here until I come back from that dinner with him?"
I can see his fear on his eyes. I don't know what Siwon going to tell, but it's better not to make Eunhyuk cry or else I will definitely steal this pretty guy from him.
"Oke. I'll wait here." I said to him in a low voice and a little smile.
"Thanks. I'll be back as soon as possible oke? I'll make you dinner first before I leave." He smiled to me and walk to the kitchen to make me some food.
After a few minutes, my dinner finished. I eat it happily because I really hungry, not to mention this food was cooked by Eunhyuk. While I eating, Eunhyuk called me from in front of the stairs. He's going to upstairs to his room I think.
"Donghae! Help me! What should I wear?" He asked me from a far.
"You don't have to wear anything else! You look awesome already." I said it with my mouth full of food.
He rolled his eyes, "Donghae, it's pajama!" He said to me angrily.
"Mwooo?! Jinjja? You even look good already in pajama, Eunhyuk." I surprised to know that he actually wearing pajama. He really looked good already on it. I give him my thumbs up while keep swallowing my food.
"Huff... As usual. Not helping." He whispered while turning around and go upstairs. But I can hear it.
"I hear it, Hyukkie!"
•••END OF DONGHAE's POV•••
Eunhyuk walks towards Siwon. He can spot the tall guy sit on the one of table near the window. He looking away out of the window. His hands on his chin, and his elbow on the table.
Eunhyuk embrace his shoulder from behind when he reached the table. He smiled, "hai." He said with a low voice near Siwon's ear.
Siwon smile widely and turn around to look his boyfriend's face. "Hai, beautiful." He said with a wide smile. "Sit."
Eunhyuk sit in front of Siwon and he smile to him, "what's up? What do you want to talking about?"
Siwon hesitate for a while before he talked, "how about we eat first? You haven't eat your dinner yet, right?" He asked with a half hearted smile.
Eunhyuk frown at it. Siwon looked so weird. But he just shrugged it off and answered, "yes, I haven't eat yet. I was going to make my dinner when you called." He said.
"Good. Now, let's order something." Siwon said with his smile and open the menu book.
"What do you want?" Siwon asked Eunhyuk while looking at the menu.
"Ummm... I don't know. You choose." Eunhyuk answered, he shook his head cutely and his hands stretched straight to the front, next to Siwon's hand that holding the menu book.
Siwon keep flipping the pages, "it's your food. Why am I the one to choose it?" Siwon's eyes glued to the menu book. His voice is lack of expression. Eunhyuk frowns and pout his lips to hear that.
"You don't want to choose it for me?" Eunhyuk asked. He's sulking.
Siwon finally looked up and find his boyfriend's sulking. He hold his boyfriend's hands that stretched to his direction and kiss it.
"No, it's not like that, hyukkie. I just don't want to order the wrong food. I afraid that I'll order something that you don't want to eat tonight. It's better if you order it by yourself, right?" Siwon said with a small smile. Trying to make his boyfriend stop feeling sad.
"Then I want to test you. Can you guess what I want to eat tonight?" Eunhyuk said with a smirk on his lips. "You're my boyfriend, right? You must be know what I want."
Siwon gulped and become nervous. He's afraid that his guess will wrong and it proves him that he's not a good boyfriend for Eunhyuk.
"Should I, Hyukkie?" He asked.
"Yes." Eunhyuk nodded cutely.
Siwon scratched the back of his neck and flipped the page of menu book, "hemmm... Let me guess..." He mumbled while he reads the menu.
Eunhyuk looking at him with a smile on his lips. I'll say yes to whatever he choose., Eunhyuk thought.
"Samgyupsal?" Siwon asked with hesitation. He narrow his left eye a little bit.
Eunhyuk smile his gummy smile and said, "it's oke." He nodded.
"Then?" Siwon asked.
"Then what?" Eunhyuk asked back.
"Did I pass your test?" Siwon asked with a little bit afraid.
Eunhyuk laugh and hold Siwon's hand, "you'll always pass, because I love you."
Siwon smile and feel really relieved. He kissed Eunhyuk's hand again and call the waitress. He ordered the food for him and Eunhyuk.
•••
After eating, Eunhyuk looked at Siwon with a sweet smile. Eunhyuk propped his chin to his palms and asked, "so, what would you talk about?"
Suddenly Siwon looked nervous, he keep moving in his seat, seems like he uncomfortable with his seat. He even scratched the back of his head.
"Emmm..."
"What? You scared me." Eunhyuk said immediately. He didn't like to see Siwon like this. It really scared him.
Siwon looking at Eunhyuk's eyes seriously and guilty can be seen in his eyes, "hyukkie... I'm... I'm really sorry..." He said in a low voice.
Eunhyuk frown. "For what?"
Siwon looking down to the plate on the table nervously, "the new year's eve..."
Eunhyuk immediately realized what is he talking about. "Oh..." He said with a disappoinment. He also looking down. He looking down to his feet and trying to hide his disappoinment.
"I'm really sorry, Hyukkie... I really really really really want to spend my new year's eve with you. But, I have to go to China. You know my parents. I have to take care of some family bussiness there." Siwon said in a low voice trying to explain the reason why he has to cancel everything.
Eunhyuk still looking down at his feet and his eyes start to water. He trying so hard that the tears won't fall. He doesn't want Siwon to be worried about this.
"It's oke..." Eunhyuk said in a low voice.
Siwon know that Eunhyuk really sad and about to cry. He feels really guilty. He placed his elbow on the table and both hands on the side of his head. He feels really guilty. He is a fail boyfriend.
"Hyukkie... I'm really sorry..." Siwon said again. He looking at Eunhyuk who still looking down.
Eunhyuk feels really stupid because he want to cry. It's just new year's eve, but he acting like Siwon is breaking up with him. But he cannot lie that actually he really anticipated to spend new year's eve together with Siwon. He never go holiday with his boyfriend.
"Hyukkie..." Siwon called him with a low voice. "Hyukkie, I'm really sorry. If you want, we can spend the new year's eve in China with my family too. How about it?"
Eunhyuk's tears fall to his thigh and he chuckled. He immediately wiped his tears and looked up to see Siwon.
"No, it's oke. Maybe later. It's not like we're going to break up and will never meet again, right? I'm oke." Eunhyuk said with smile on his face.
Siwon keep staring at him sadly. He really disappointed with himself. He didn't want to make Eunhyuk sad and cry, but he didn't had a choice.
"I'm sorry..." Siwon said again.
Eunhyuk smiled and nodded.
"And..." Siwon scratched his back head again. "I'll go to China tomorrow..."
Eunhyuk widened his eyes, "tomorrow?!" He asked in surprise.
Siwon nodded sadly, "I'm sorry, Hyukkie..."
Eunhyuk so speechless. He doesn't know what to say. He feels really sad to know that his boyfriend will leave him for a long time start from tomorrow.
"We'll be okay right, Hyukkie?" Siwon asked all of sudden. He stretched his arm to Eunhyuk and hold Eunhyuk's hand.
Eunhyuk frown, "of course. Why wouldn't we?" He said confusely.
"I don't know. I just afraid. I'll be missing you. So much." Siwon's eyes start to water, and he chuckled. "I feel silly..."
Eunhyuk kissed Siwon's hand, "I'll be missing you too." He smiled to Siwon and Siwon feel better. "I don't want to go now, but I should go home now. It's getting late."
Siwon sighed heavily, "I still want to be with you..." Siwon said sadly.
"Me too... But I can't leave my house empty for a long time like this..." Lie. Definitely and obviously lie. Actually, Eunhyuk remember of Donghae who still waiting at his home. He doesn't want Donghae alone and waiting him for too long. He promised him that he won't be long.
"Oke..." Siwon sighed and called the waitress to bring him the bill.
•••
Siwon's car stopped in front of Eunhyuk's house. Fortunately, Donghae didn't brought his car so Siwon will never know that actually Donghae is inside the house.
"Hyukkie... Take care, oke?" Siwon hold Eunhyuk's left hand so tight with his right hand.
Eunhyuk smiled sadly, "you too. I'll miss you so much, Siwon. Comeback soon, oke?" He said sadly.
Siwon pull Eunhyuk's body into his embrace and he hugged Eunhyuk so tight. "I will. Wait for me oke? It's just two weeks though, not a year." Siwon laughed. He rubbing Eunhyuk's hair gently.
Eunhyuk laugh too, "yes, but it will feel like a year." Eunhyuk said with a little laugh.
Siwon lifted Eunhyuk's chin up and looked into his eyes deeply, "I love you."
Eunhyuk smiled to hear that, "I love you too..."
Then Siwon leaned closer to Eunhyuk and close the gap between them. He kissed Eunhyuk full on the lips sweetly. It's just a sweet kiss lip-to-lip but Eunhyuk really enjoy the kiss.
After a minute they shared a kiss, they pulled away. Eunhyuk hugged Siwon tight like he'll never let go of him. Siwon smiled and rubbed his hair, then kiss it.
"Take care..." Eunhyuk said.
Siwon nodded.
Eunhyuk pulled away and open the car door. He got out of the car and wave to Siwon. Siwon wave back to him and move his car leaving Eunhyuk's house.
Eunhyuk looking at the retreating figure of Siwon's car with teary eyes. He'll miss Siwon so much. Like really really miss him.
Eunhyuk run to inside his house and immediately found Donghae sleeping on his couch. He sit on the floor right in front of Donghae's face. He's crying and sobbing while staring at Donghae. He doesn't know what to do. He want to cry so bad and he needs a shoulder to lean on.
Donghae slowly opened his eyes and saw Eunhyuk's crying in front of his eyes.
"Hyukkie?" Donghae frown to see his lovely Hyukkie crying like this.
He sat up and pull Eunhyuk up and made him sit beside him on the couch.
"What's going on, Hyukkie?" Donghae asked anxiously.
Eunhyuk keep crying and sobbing like crazy. He just looking at Donghae and crying.
"Hyukkie, please. You scared me!" Donghae said in panic.
Eunhyuk wiped his tears with his hands but it started to get wet again, "may I use your shoulder? I need someone to lean on..." He said in the middle of his cry.
"Not only my shoulder, you can use my chest too-"
"Thanks." Eunhyuk cut his words by suddenly leaning on Donghae's chest.
He buried his face on Donghae's chest and crying harder.
"Hyukkie... What happened?" Donghae embraced Eunhyuk's thin body and rubbing his hair.
But Eunhyuk can't give him a word. He just keep crying and crying.
"Hyukkie, tell me..." Donghae said in a low voice begging him to tell what just happened.
Eunhyuk tried to stop his cry, so he can say something to Donghae, "siwon... H-he..." He just stuttering his words because his cry. "He cancelled the plan.." Eunhyuk finally said it.
Donghae tensed his muscle to hear that. He should have a good reason or else I'll punch his face., Donghae thought.
"He will going to China, Donghae... Start from tomorrow..." Eunhyuk keep crying and sobbing even louder. "It's family business. H-he didn't had a choice..." Eunhyuk tighten his hug to Donghae's waist and buried his face deeper on his chest.
Donghae just keep silent.
Eunhyuk still crying and sobbing on Donghae's chest. He bite his lips trying to stop his cry, but it's failed.
"He will go to China tomorrow, for 2 weeks. I will miss him so much..." He crying to Donghae even louder.
Donghae surprised to hear it. He rubbed Eunhyuk's hair and feel sorry for Eunhyuk's sadness.
"Ssshh... Don't cry, Hyukkie.. I'm here..." He whispered to Eunhyuk while his hands keep rubbing Eunhyuk's hair.
I'm here, with you for 2 weeks. Without Siwon. I'm sure I'll have you for myself..., Donghae thought.
And smile never leave Donghae's lips that night.