When It's Not Only You and I
"What a weird guy." Eunhyuk mumbled softly about the weird way of Kyuhyun expressing his feeling. Kyuhyun just shrugged his shoulder and chuckled.
Eunhyuk suddenly wrapped his arms around Kyuhyun's neck, "yes. Your cute boyfriend loves you so much, Kyu."
Kyuhyun shrugged his shoulder confidently, "I know."
Then Eunhyuk leaned closer to Kyuhyun's face and captured his boyfriend lips. They shared their third kiss that day. Eunhyuk kissed Kyuhyun's lips sweetly until Kyuhyun kissed back and started to dominate.
Kyuhyun kept kissing Eunhyuk while Eunhyuk kept kissing back. His hands pressed at the back of Kyuhyun's neck to make their face even closer if it's possible. Kyuhyun's finger sneaked into Eunhyuk's hair lovingly and the other hand wrapped around Eunhyuk's waist.
Kyuhyun started to ask Eunhyuk to open his mouth by licking his lips, and Eunhyuk did it. He let Kyuhyun's tongue slide into his mouth and taste his sweet mouth passionately. Eunhyuk unconsciously moaned in pleasure. Kyuhyun's lips were taste like heaven.
They started to moving to the bed without break the kiss. They kept kissing until Eunhyuk's leg bumped to the bed and they fell on the bed with Kyuhyun on top of Eunhyuk. But of course that didn't stop them. They kept kissing and even started to touch each other exploring the other body.
Kyuhyun started to caressed Eunhyuk's neck and down to his chest. His hand slowly unbuttoned Eunhyuk's shirt. Then he traveled down to kissed Eunhyuk's jaw and neck.
"Ah... Kyuhyun..." Eunhyuk moaned in pleasure when Kyuhyun started to kissing his neck. His eyes closed, enjoying Kyuhyun's touch.
Eunhyuk felt Kyuhyun grinded their body, and still trying to undress him. He felt like he's in heaven. It felt so great and no one could stop him. Maybe today is the day that he's going to lose his virginity, Eunhyuk thought.
He never thought that he would give his virginity to Kyuhyun. Before Kyuhyun, there's only one person he always think. That person was the one who always be the main star of all Eunhyuk's wet dream. Before, He always dream about someday he will do that with his best friend because he's the one that Eunhyuk really loves. Donghae. Wrong thing to dream of course.
But then when the name of Donghae passed across his mind, the smile of Donghae appeared on his mind as well. The warmth when Donghae hugged him suddenly crept up his body. He opened his eyes and back to his sense. He shouldn't do it. Not when the other person's name other than his boyfriend appeared in his mind even for a few second while he's doing it. That's so wrong.
Kyuhyun was kissing Eunhyuk's bare chest when Eunhyuk finally spoke up, "k-kyu.. S-stop it."
Kyuhyun suddenly stopped and looked up, "what?"
Eunhyuk sat up nervously, "i-i'm not ready. I'm sorry." Eunhyuk started to tear up. He sat up and Kyuhyun sighed. He sat beside Eunhyuk while Eunhyuk clutched his shirt tightly to cover his bare chest. He's shaking. "I-i'm sorry, Kyuhyun. I don't know... I-i..."
Kyuhyun pulled him into his hug and stroke his hair gently, "it's okay. It doesn't matter. It's okay, Eunhyuk."
Eunhyuk sobbed lowly in Kyuhyun's hug. He still clutched his shirt while sobbing, "I'm sorry. I-i can't do it. I'm... Keeping it for my marriage."
Kyuhyun chuckled, "oh my god you're so cute!" Kyuhyun kissed Eunhyuk's nose and chuckled. "It's okay. Why are you crying?" Kyuhyun wiped Eunhyuk's tears away and smiled.
"I'm not good boyfriend... I can't..."
"No. You are an amazing boyfriend! Don't ever say that, okay?" Kyuhyun looked down to Eunhyuk's face until their face just an inch away. "Just don't ever leave me, Hyuk. Okay?"
Eunhyuk still had a hiccup but then he nodded cutely while looking at Kyuhyun's face that really close to him.
"Good." Then Kyuhyun kissed Eunhyuk's lips for once more.
»»»
Eunhyuk just remained silent and didn’t even said anything. He slowly put his spoon down and looked up to Donghae’s face, “Why? You wanna do it with me?” He asked coldly and Donghae was really shock to hear that.
“A-anniya, Eunhyuk-ah. I-I just…”
Eunhyuk suddenly stood up and left. Donghae dropped his jaw instantly at Eunhyuk’s reaction. He immediately chased after him and grabbed his arms to turn him around.
“Wait! Eunhyuk, I’m sorry!” Donghae said to Eunhyuk and he was really surprised to see Eunhyuk’s face already full of tears. “H-hyuk, w-why-“
Eunhyuk yanked his arms from Donghae’s grip and walked away again while sobbing hardly. But Donghae grabbed his arms again and said, “I’m sorry if offended you! I’m sorry if I’m so-“
“you promised not to talk about Kyuhyun again and yet you asked me about it. Why did you do that, Donghae?” Eunhyuk asked while crying. Tears couldn’t stop falling from his eyes. Eunhyuk looked so broken.
Then those words hit Donghae. Eunhyuk was right. Why did he ask a question about his memory with Kyuhyun while he himself who said that they will never talk about Kyuhyun again. Donghae sighed heavily and wiped his face with his free hands then he pulled Eunhyuk into his embrace.
“I’m sorry… I’m so stupid…”
Eunhyuk cried in Donghae’s chest until Donghae’s shirt was wet because Eunhyuk’s tears. Eunhyuk hugged Donghae’s waist so tightly and cried his heart out.
“Just help me to forget him, Donghae… I cant…” Eunhyuk said between his sobs.
“Yes, yes, I will. I’m sorry…” Donghae stroke Eunhyuk’s hair and kissed the top of his head. yes, I will. I don’t care you already did it or not… you’re mine.
***
It’s been a month after, Eunhyuk always spend his time with Donghae. Actually, even before the accident he always spend his time with Donghae. But the difference is Eunhyuk was someone else’s boyfriend back then and Eunhyuk didn’t know that Donghae actually in love with him.
It’s been a month but Kyuhyun still haven’t show up yet at school and Eunhyuk never have any contact with him, nor having information about his condition. For a good reason, Eunhyuk already forget about Kyuhyun a little bit. A little bit. Just a little bit.
“Donghae, you seriously a bastard. I don’t want to talk to you again.” Eunhyuk said to Donghae when he’s moping his class’ floor but Donghae made a mess there with his dirty shoes.
Donghae just laughed and keep stomping his foot naughtily. Eunhyuk looked at Donghae coldly and angrily but then he remember something.
This scene… Donghae disturbed him when he’s moping the floor…
Eunhyuk was blank then he immediately crouched down while covering his ears, “No… No…”
Donghae who looked at this immediately reached him and knelt beside him, “what’s wrong, Hyuk?”
“no…” Eunhyuk started to tear up. “I don’t want to remember about it…”
Donghae get confused what Eunhyuk's talking about. He tried to make Eunhyuk face him, he took his chin up to looked at him, "hyuk, tell me what's wrong."
Eunhyuk's eyes was showing that he's scared. Tears fell from his eyes. He's trembling.
"K-kyu..."
Donghae frowned, "what's with Kyu?"
Eunhyuk still shaking and crying, he looked down to the floor with both of his hands still covering his ears, "k-kyu... Kyu caught us... He caught us kissing..."
Donghae widened his eyes in shock. He didn't understand why Eunhyuk suddenly remember that day. The day everything went complicated.
"Hyuk, why-"
Donghae was really shocked because suddenly Eunhyuk stood up and ran out of the classroom. Donghae immediately ran followed him while calling his name.
"Eunhyuk! Stop! Eunhyuk!" Donghae called him but Eunhyuk still running, ignoring Donghae's call.
Eunhyuk kept running and screamed, "Kyuhyun! Kyuhyun!"
Fortunately, the school was already closed and there's only a few people there. if it isn't, people will think Eunhyuk was crazy.
"Kyuhyun!! Kyuhyun, don't go! You'll be in an accident! Kyuhyun!!"
Donghae got really shock by what Eunhyuk's screaming. Eunhyuk thought they're on the day when the accident happened. Eunhyuk ran to chase his imaginary Kyuhyun until the parking lot. Then he looked around for Kyuhyun. When he didn't found Kyuhyun, he started to cry hardly again.
"Kyu..."
Donghae arrived at the parking lot and saw Eunhyuk was crying. He slowly approached him and pulled him into his embrace. Eunhyuk hugged Donghae back so tightly. He cried on Donghae's chest and Donghae only stroke his hair gently.
"Oh my God, Donghae... Kyuhyun..." Eunhyuk cried out and soon Donghae's uniform was wet by tears.
"Hyuk, it's in the past. There's no Kyuhyun here. He's okay in his house. Calm down." Donghae whispered sweetly to Eunhyuk and Eunhyuk cried even louder.
"Donghae... It's my fault... Donghae..." He couldn't stop his tears and kept crying. He tightened his hug on Donghae and cried louder.
"Sssshhh.. No, it's not. Forget it, okay? Everything's alright, Hyuk." Donghae kept stroking Eunhyuk's hair and kissed it. He tried to calm Eunhyuk but it's useless because Eunhyuk still crying.
"Oh my God, Donghae... I'm going crazy... Donghae..." Eunhyuk kept crying on his chest and Donghae could only stroke his hair and saying a soothing words to him so he would stop crying.
Without they know it, Sungmin saw the heart-broken scene. His heart was trembling and he felt bad about Eunhyuk. He wants to do something. He really want. But he don't know what. He never know what to do about this. He only could watch from a far and pray that he's gonna be okay.
•••
Eunhyuk leaned his body on Donghae's chest and buried his face on the crook of Donghae's neck. His eyes closed and he tried to sleep. He tried to forget about the incident. He's still trying though.
"Eunhyuk..."
Donghae stroked Eunhyuk's hair gently.
Eunhyuk didn't answer.
"You okay?" Donghae asked in a low voice. "Do you need something?"
Eunhyuk's hands suddenly made its way to the front of Donghae's t-shirt and clutched it tightly.
"You." Eunhyuk whispered so weak. "I need you. I need you here." Eunhyuk said without opening his eyes.
They were on Eunhyuk's bed and Donghae just gave him company because Eunhyuk still didn't look okay. Besides, Eunhyuk didn't want to be left alone. So Donghae stay.
"I'm here. I won't leave." Donghae answered in a soothing tone. Eunhyuk just inhale and exhale. He still closed his both eyes and buried his face on Donghae's neck while Donghae just hugged his body so tight.
"Thanks." Eunhyuk said in a low voice. "I'm sorry to be your burden..." He added.
"You're not a burden. I love you. I'm more than willing to be with you. Don't talk like that anymore, okay?" Donghae answered. He caressing Eunhyuk's cheek and Eunhyuk nodded slowly.
"I want to sleep." Eunhyuk said.
"Then sleep." Donghae answered.
"But promise me you won't leave.."
"I promise."
Eunhyuk heaved a deep sigh and didn't said anything. Then not long after, Donghae could hear the small buzzing of his breath and his little snore. He's asleep.
Donghae looked at his precious jewel boy. He's so sorry for him to feel this way. He must be really tired for crying everyday. Even he looked like he already forget about Kyuhyun, actually he's not. He never forget about Kyuhyun. Despite the love for Kyuhyun, Eunhyuk actually feel so guilty with the accident. He feels like he's the one who should be responsible about this. That's why he couldn't forget about Kyuhyun.
Donghae himself, thinks that he also should be the one who responsible about this. If he didn't kissed Eunhyuk that day, this wouldn't happened. It's his fault.
But seeing Eunhyuk was hurt by Kyuhyun's amnesia state, he couldn't stand it. He didn't want to see Eunhyuk got hurt even more. It's better if Kyuhyun stay away from Eunhyuk. He's better without him.
Donghae laid Eunhyuk's head on his pillow and Donghae kissed Eunhyuk's forehead sweetly. Donghae was about to get off of the bed when suddenly Eunhyuk hugged his hands tightly and he didn't even want to let go. Donghae was really happy to see Eunhyuk was so clingy to him. Then in the end he just laid himself beside Eunhyuk and let his hands hugged by Eunhyuk.
"Hyuk..." Donghae caressed Eunhyuk's white cheek. "I know you can't forget him.. But trust me.. You'll find your happiness soon. With or without him." Donghae smiled sadly and kissed the corner of Eunhyuk's lips gently.
Eunhyuk slowly snugled closer to Donghae's chest and Donghae just hugged him tightly.
•••
Kyuhyun threw his body into his one and only lover in his mind, Sungmin, when Sungmin came into his room. He hugged the latter tightly.
"I miss you! Why did you never come here?" Kyuhyun asked and Sungmin could say that Kyuhyun was pouting.
"I'm sorry, kinda busy." Sungmin said in a low voice.
Kyuhyun pulled away and looked at Sungmin in worry, "are you okay? You don't look okay." Kyuhyun looked at him seriously.
Sungmin just stared down to his feet like it's really interesting. But then Kyuhyun pulled up Sungmin's chin with his forefinger until Sungmin look at him.
"You okay?"
Sungmin pushed Kyuhyun's hand slowly, "I will never be okay."
Kyuhyun frowned, "is it because Eunhyuk again?"
Sungmin sat on Kyuhyun's bed and nodded slowly.
"Geez, Sungmin! Just forget him-"
"How could I forget about him, Kyuhyun?! I literally snatch his boyfriend away from him!" Sungmin snapped at Kyuhyun. Kyuhyun stopped his talk and sighed heavily. "You don't know, Kyuhyun. You don't know because you don't want to know. I saw him suffering."
Kyuhyun wiped his face and groaned, "Ming, it's okay. Trust me!"
"No!! It's not Just because you say it's okay then everything will be okay!" Sungmin cried out and Kyuhyun just stand there speechless.
Kyuhyun opened his mouth then close it again. He sat beside Sungmin and sighed, "whatever you say, Sungmin. I'm tired. You know I'm not that fit yet to argue with you."
Sungmin heaved a deep sigh, "I'm sorry. It's just... I can't stand it to see him running like a crazy guy calling your name as if you were there. I couldn't..."
Kyuhyun widened his eyes at Sungmin, "what?"
"I saw him. He was running while calling your name at the parking lot as if you were there. He's crying and begging for you don't go.. I couldn't, Kyuhyun. He's suffering." Sungmin suddenly cried and Kyuhyun was too surprised to notice the tears from Sungmin's eyes.
Kyuhyun looked at the photos that hanging on the wall. He's so surprised to hear that.
"Then what do you want me to do?" Kyuhyun asked with his eyes still look at the photos on the wall.
Sungmin started to sob and he shook his head repeatedly, "I don't know, Kyuhyun. I don't know." Sungmin cried and Kyuhyun finally noticed it. He got really confused and he actually don't know either what to do. "Just please do the right thing."
"I don't know what I should do, Ming." Kyuhyun said to him seriously and he groaned in frustration. "I don't know..."
Sungmin wiped his tears and looked at Kyuhyun, "let's stop meeting each other. Call Eunhyuk. Ask him to visit you."
"Why would I do that?!" Kyuhyun said in surprised.
"Kyu, I can't-"
"No, ming. What is that."
Sungmin heaved a deep sigh and tears fell again. He didn't know what to do anymore. Kyuhyun is really stubborn. He felt really guilty about Eunhyuk. He couldn't take it anymore.
"Ming, please. Let us be together, okay?" Kyuhyun's hand made its way to Sungmin's cheek. He caressed Sungmin's cheek gently. "Let us make up for what went wrong in the past."
Sungmin looked at Kyuhyun's eyes and those eyes were begging for love from him. Sungmin couldn't hold himself from falling to those eyes. Then in the end he let Kyuhyun moved even closer and landed his lips on his own lips kissing him oh so sweetly.
•••
Eunhyuk woke up on Donghae's chest and he was surprised to see he was sleeping there, on Donghae's chest. He sat up immediately and looked at Donghae who still sleeping. He looks so tired and sleeps like a baby. Eunhyuk couldn't help but smile.
Actually it's not difficult at all to love Donghae again because the truth is he never really forget him. Maybe it's the time to accept Donghae, and forget what hurts him. Donghae was too kind and lovely to be ignored. It's not fair at all for him.
Eunhyuk looked at the clock and it shows him 7.30PM. It's time to have a dinner.
Eunhyuk get off of the bed and walked down towards the kitchen to prepare the dinner.
When he entered the kitchen, memories of him and Kyuhyun flashing on his mind. They ever cooked together there and it was so fun.
Eunhyuk closed his eyes and shook his head. He tried to ensure himself that he could forget about Kyuhyun. Everything about him.
Then he started cooking.
After he finished cook the dinner, he served the dinner on the table. But suddenly he was surprised by Donghae's sudden presence in front of him. He was rubbing his eyes cutely while calling Eunhyuk with a low, "Hyukkie?"
Eunhyuk chuckled to see his cute bestfriend half awake like that. He approached Donghae and lead him to sit.
"Let's have a dinner." Eunhyuk said with a big smile.
Eunhyuk sat on the chair beside Donghae and started to serve Donghae his dinner like a good housewife.
"Here. Eat, okay?" Eunhyuk put the plate in front of Donghae and Donghae nodded. He started eating.
Then Eunhyuk started to eat his own food too happily. They ate in silence. But when they finished, Donghae broke the silence.
"You okay now?" Donghae asked after he drank the water.
Eunhyuk smiled and nodded, "thanks to you."
Donghae chuckled sheepishly and blushed.
"Then do you want me to leave now?" Donghae asked suddenly.
Eunhyuk's smile disappear, "who said that?"
"I... I just... Think maybe you want me to leave..." Donghae answered nervously.
"I don't." Eunhyuk shook his head. "Unless you want to leave."
"O-oh. No, I still want to be here with you." Donghae shook his head repeatedly. But then he scratched his nape groggily, "but I think I need to go home to change and I don't want my mom to worry."
Eunhyuk made an 'o' with his mouth and nodded, "yeah, you're right."
"Then, I think... I should leave now." Donghae said to him and smiled a little.
"Okay." Eunhyuk answered sadly. He looked disappointed because he would left alone. He looked down at his lap when Donghae stood up.
Seeing Donghae was going to leave, Eunhyuk grabbed Donghae's hands with his hands.
Donghae looked at him in confuse. He raised his eyebrow as if asking what's wrong.
"Would you comeback here again?" Eunhyuk asked but it looks like pleading in Donghae's eyes.
"Ehm... I don't know." Donghae shrugged his shoulder. "If I get my mom permission, I'll be back." Donghae smiled to Eunhyuk but Eunhyuk pouted.
"Okay.." Eunhyuk answered sadly without looking at Donghae.
Donghae frowned in confused when he saw Eunhyuk's sad expression. He sat again and touched Eunhyuk's chin and make him look up on him, "what's wrong? You look sad."
Eunhyuk pouted harder if it's possible, "of course. I'll feel lonely again." He answered cutely and he looked down to his lap again.
Donghae chuckled, "I'll call you even if I can't go back here. Okay?" Donghae moved closer to get Eunhyuk's eyes.
But what Eunhyuk did next was surprised Donghae very much. Suddenly Eunhyuk looked up at him and moved closer to his face. He immediately closed the gap between their lips and landed his lips on Donghae's lips.
Donghae widened his eyes in surprise. Before he could understand what's happening, Eunhyuk pulled away. His cheeks was red.
"Be sure to call me." Eunhyuk said sheepishly and going to stand up after that.
But Donghae grabbed his arms immediately and made him sit again. He hold Eunhyuk's chin and kissed him full on the lips. He kissed him gently, pour all of his love to Eunhyuk. Eunhyuk was surprised but he kissed back. He loves Donghae's sweet lips. He tasted really sweet.
Donghae pulled away after the sweet kiss and he looked speechless because Eunhyuk seems okay with it.
"Y-you..."
Eunhyuk looked down to his lap again.
"Do you want to give us a chance?" Donghae asked nervously.
Eunhyuk slowly nodded.
Donghae heaved a deep breath and couldn't believe what he saw.
"Do you finally can love me again, Hyuk?" Donghae asked excitedly with a smile started to show on his face.
Eunhyuk slowly nodded again.
"Oh my God! Oh my God!" Donghae hold the both sides of his head and smiled like an idiot. "Oh my God... You-oh my God thanks, Eunhyuk! I love you so much! I really do!" Donghae hugged Eunhyuk so tight and kissed his cheek. Eunhyuk silently smile on his hug. Donghae was too happy to notice.
"Thank you, Hyuk.." Donghae whispered to Eunhyuk. His life couldn't get better if it's not because Eunhyuk who already accepted him to be his boyfriend.
"I love you Eunhyuk..." Donghae tightened his hug. He was really happy.
"I... I love you too..."
Donghae's heart stopped beating when he heard it. He didn't expected that one coming. But it did. Hell yeah, he's really happy.
"Oh my Gosh, I'm so happy." Donghae kissed Eunhyuk's cheek again and kept hug Eunhyuk tightly.
•••
Donghae and Eunhyuk came to school together while holding hands. Donghae looked so happy with a grin on his face while Eunhyuk looked down with his blushing face. Donghae walked while swaying their intertwined hands happily. He obviously showing to everyone that he’s with Eunhyuk now.
Everyone who actually silently already expect this to happen, just keep silent. some of them just sighed heavily, shook their heads, or smile. Maybe some of them even think that they should be together since a long time ago or maybe some of them think that they are disgusting because they date each other when Kyuhyun is obviously suffering from his accident.
Donghae walked his boyfriend-yeah, finally he could call Eunhyuk as his boyfriend-to his class. They stopped in front of Eunhyuk’s class and they looked at each other sheepishly. They laughed shyly and Donghae scratched his nape nervously.
“uh… why it feels so awkward?” Donghae said while chuckled shyly.
Eunhyuk pouted, “Maybe this is not a good idea?” He asked without looking at Donghae.
“What is not a good idea?” Donghae asked back in surprise.
“Us?”
“NO!!” Donghae answered immediately, snapped at his boyfriend until he was taken aback by his shout. “I’m sorry…” Donghae added in a low voice.
Eunhyuk sighed in relief and looked down to his feet, “It’s okay…”
“No, seriously. You’re not changing your mind, right?” Donghae asked , a little bit afraid of what Eunhyuk’s answer would be.
Eunhyuk looked up immediately and shook his head in panic, “no! that’s not what I mean..” Eunhyuk answered immediately. “I just think… that you’re kinda uncomfortable with us being a lo-lover…”
“no! I’m so comfortable with us being a lover!” Donghae answered immediately. Donghae even giggled at him mentioned them as a lover. “I just really happy that I don’t know how to express myself.” Donghae scratched his nape again.
Eunhyuk smiled shyly and looked down again. Donghae suddenly grabbed Eunhyuk’s hands and hold it tightly, “we’ll have a lunch together, ne?” Donghae asked.
Eunhyuk nodded with a smile.
“Oke. See you later.” Donghae said with a big smile.
Then unexpectedly-Eunhyuk never expected this. Well, of course we do-Donghae leaned closer to Eunhyuk and kissed Eunhyuk’s cheek sweetly. Eunhyuk’s heart beats faster. He was froze on his feet and his hands still on Donghae’s hold.
“I love you.” Donghae beamed happily when he saw Eunhyuk stunned because of his kiss.
Donghae ruffled Eunhyuk’s hair before finally left to his class.
Eunhyuk blinked his eyes and slowly chuckled. He scratched his nape sheepishly and laughed to himself. He completely being such a girl who falling in love with her crush. he touched his cheek that kissed by Donghae and giggled.
so this is how it feels being kissed by Donghae with full of love…,, Eunhyuk thinks to himself. He giggled again and stepped into his class.
When he get into his class, suddenly the class getting silent. All of his classmates suddenly shut their mouth when they saw Eunhyuk get into the class. Eunhyuk looked at them in confused and embarrass. Eunhyuk thought that it was because of him who got together with Donghae while Kyuhyun still recovering from his accident, but it’s actually not the reason why they shut up.
Eunhyuk slowly walked to his seat awkwardly. it’s really uncomfortable to be starred like that. some of them looked panic, and some of them whispering to each other. what is wrong with them?, Eunhyuk thinks.
Eunhyuk finally ignored his friends and turned his head to his seat. But then he stopped his track. He widened his eyes, and he could feel his feet getting weak.
There. Kyuhyun. He’s sitting on their seat-yeah, they’re chairmate-looking at him without expression.
“Hey. we’re classmate, and even a chairmate. They told me this is my seat too. you’re okay with it, right?” Kyuhyun asked plainly to him as if everything is okay. as if he showed up in front of him is really okay.
Eunhyuk just looked at Kyuhyun without even blink his eyes. He froze on his feet, and his eyes started to get teary. Everyone knows that Kyuhyun got amnesia and completely forget about Eunhyuk and everything around him. Everyone also knows that Eunhyuk was having a hard time to forget about Kyuhyun and move on. Everyone also knows that Eunhyuk finally accepted his best friend’s love and they just got together. Everyone was close their mouth because they knew it that Eunhyuk would be like this. They actually worry about him. His classmates started to sighed and some of girl even sad and covered their face, didn’t want to see what’s happening.
Eunhyuk himself just looked at Kyuhyun and tears already fell from his eyes.
Kyuhyun get up from his seat, “You’re not okay with it?” He stepped closer to Eunhyuk and Eunhyuk stepped back.
Kyuhyun stopped his track when he saw Eunhyuk stepped back. He looked down to his feet for a second and he looked at Eunhyuk again.
“uh, I know it’s really uncomfortable to be a chairmate. But I don’t know anyone here. it’s okay, right if I sit with you?”
Eunhyuk trembled. He looked at Kyuhyun again and he blinked a tears. He clenched his fist and looked down to his feet. What is this… Eunhyuk felt like he’s being fooled by his life. He just got together with Donghae and he’s happy. what is this…
Only one thing that came to his mind. He wants to meet Donghae.
He immediately turned around and ran out of the class.
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A/N: Heyyyyy! OMG i'm sorry if this is a crap update T___T I just feel like updating my fic before i start my midtest on monday! Do i still have a reader? ;___; wish me luck for my midtest guys and sorry for the very late and crap update ;___; annyeong xoxoxoxo
Eunhyuk suddenly wrapped his arms around Kyuhyun's neck, "yes. Your cute boyfriend loves you so much, Kyu."
Kyuhyun shrugged his shoulder confidently, "I know."
Then Eunhyuk leaned closer to Kyuhyun's face and captured his boyfriend lips. They shared their third kiss that day. Eunhyuk kissed Kyuhyun's lips sweetly until Kyuhyun kissed back and started to dominate.
Kyuhyun kept kissing Eunhyuk while Eunhyuk kept kissing back. His hands pressed at the back of Kyuhyun's neck to make their face even closer if it's possible. Kyuhyun's finger sneaked into Eunhyuk's hair lovingly and the other hand wrapped around Eunhyuk's waist.
Kyuhyun started to ask Eunhyuk to open his mouth by licking his lips, and Eunhyuk did it. He let Kyuhyun's tongue slide into his mouth and taste his sweet mouth passionately. Eunhyuk unconsciously moaned in pleasure. Kyuhyun's lips were taste like heaven.
They started to moving to the bed without break the kiss. They kept kissing until Eunhyuk's leg bumped to the bed and they fell on the bed with Kyuhyun on top of Eunhyuk. But of course that didn't stop them. They kept kissing and even started to touch each other exploring the other body.
Kyuhyun started to caressed Eunhyuk's neck and down to his chest. His hand slowly unbuttoned Eunhyuk's shirt. Then he traveled down to kissed Eunhyuk's jaw and neck.
"Ah... Kyuhyun..." Eunhyuk moaned in pleasure when Kyuhyun started to kissing his neck. His eyes closed, enjoying Kyuhyun's touch.
Eunhyuk felt Kyuhyun grinded their body, and still trying to undress him. He felt like he's in heaven. It felt so great and no one could stop him. Maybe today is the day that he's going to lose his virginity, Eunhyuk thought.
He never thought that he would give his virginity to Kyuhyun. Before Kyuhyun, there's only one person he always think. That person was the one who always be the main star of all Eunhyuk's wet dream. Before, He always dream about someday he will do that with his best friend because he's the one that Eunhyuk really loves. Donghae. Wrong thing to dream of course.
But then when the name of Donghae passed across his mind, the smile of Donghae appeared on his mind as well. The warmth when Donghae hugged him suddenly crept up his body. He opened his eyes and back to his sense. He shouldn't do it. Not when the other person's name other than his boyfriend appeared in his mind even for a few second while he's doing it. That's so wrong.
Kyuhyun was kissing Eunhyuk's bare chest when Eunhyuk finally spoke up, "k-kyu.. S-stop it."
Kyuhyun suddenly stopped and looked up, "what?"
Eunhyuk sat up nervously, "i-i'm not ready. I'm sorry." Eunhyuk started to tear up. He sat up and Kyuhyun sighed. He sat beside Eunhyuk while Eunhyuk clutched his shirt tightly to cover his bare chest. He's shaking. "I-i'm sorry, Kyuhyun. I don't know... I-i..."
Kyuhyun pulled him into his hug and stroke his hair gently, "it's okay. It doesn't matter. It's okay, Eunhyuk."
Eunhyuk sobbed lowly in Kyuhyun's hug. He still clutched his shirt while sobbing, "I'm sorry. I-i can't do it. I'm... Keeping it for my marriage."
Kyuhyun chuckled, "oh my god you're so cute!" Kyuhyun kissed Eunhyuk's nose and chuckled. "It's okay. Why are you crying?" Kyuhyun wiped Eunhyuk's tears away and smiled.
"I'm not good boyfriend... I can't..."
"No. You are an amazing boyfriend! Don't ever say that, okay?" Kyuhyun looked down to Eunhyuk's face until their face just an inch away. "Just don't ever leave me, Hyuk. Okay?"
Eunhyuk still had a hiccup but then he nodded cutely while looking at Kyuhyun's face that really close to him.
"Good." Then Kyuhyun kissed Eunhyuk's lips for once more.
»»»
Eunhyuk just remained silent and didn’t even said anything. He slowly put his spoon down and looked up to Donghae’s face, “Why? You wanna do it with me?” He asked coldly and Donghae was really shock to hear that.
“A-anniya, Eunhyuk-ah. I-I just…”
Eunhyuk suddenly stood up and left. Donghae dropped his jaw instantly at Eunhyuk’s reaction. He immediately chased after him and grabbed his arms to turn him around.
“Wait! Eunhyuk, I’m sorry!” Donghae said to Eunhyuk and he was really surprised to see Eunhyuk’s face already full of tears. “H-hyuk, w-why-“
Eunhyuk yanked his arms from Donghae’s grip and walked away again while sobbing hardly. But Donghae grabbed his arms again and said, “I’m sorry if offended you! I’m sorry if I’m so-“
“you promised not to talk about Kyuhyun again and yet you asked me about it. Why did you do that, Donghae?” Eunhyuk asked while crying. Tears couldn’t stop falling from his eyes. Eunhyuk looked so broken.
Then those words hit Donghae. Eunhyuk was right. Why did he ask a question about his memory with Kyuhyun while he himself who said that they will never talk about Kyuhyun again. Donghae sighed heavily and wiped his face with his free hands then he pulled Eunhyuk into his embrace.
“I’m sorry… I’m so stupid…”
Eunhyuk cried in Donghae’s chest until Donghae’s shirt was wet because Eunhyuk’s tears. Eunhyuk hugged Donghae’s waist so tightly and cried his heart out.
“Just help me to forget him, Donghae… I cant…” Eunhyuk said between his sobs.
“Yes, yes, I will. I’m sorry…” Donghae stroke Eunhyuk’s hair and kissed the top of his head. yes, I will. I don’t care you already did it or not… you’re mine.
***
It’s been a month after, Eunhyuk always spend his time with Donghae. Actually, even before the accident he always spend his time with Donghae. But the difference is Eunhyuk was someone else’s boyfriend back then and Eunhyuk didn’t know that Donghae actually in love with him.
It’s been a month but Kyuhyun still haven’t show up yet at school and Eunhyuk never have any contact with him, nor having information about his condition. For a good reason, Eunhyuk already forget about Kyuhyun a little bit. A little bit. Just a little bit.
“Donghae, you seriously a bastard. I don’t want to talk to you again.” Eunhyuk said to Donghae when he’s moping his class’ floor but Donghae made a mess there with his dirty shoes.
Donghae just laughed and keep stomping his foot naughtily. Eunhyuk looked at Donghae coldly and angrily but then he remember something.
This scene… Donghae disturbed him when he’s moping the floor…
Eunhyuk was blank then he immediately crouched down while covering his ears, “No… No…”
Donghae who looked at this immediately reached him and knelt beside him, “what’s wrong, Hyuk?”
“no…” Eunhyuk started to tear up. “I don’t want to remember about it…”
Donghae get confused what Eunhyuk's talking about. He tried to make Eunhyuk face him, he took his chin up to looked at him, "hyuk, tell me what's wrong."
Eunhyuk's eyes was showing that he's scared. Tears fell from his eyes. He's trembling.
"K-kyu..."
Donghae frowned, "what's with Kyu?"
Eunhyuk still shaking and crying, he looked down to the floor with both of his hands still covering his ears, "k-kyu... Kyu caught us... He caught us kissing..."
Donghae widened his eyes in shock. He didn't understand why Eunhyuk suddenly remember that day. The day everything went complicated.
"Hyuk, why-"
Donghae was really shocked because suddenly Eunhyuk stood up and ran out of the classroom. Donghae immediately ran followed him while calling his name.
"Eunhyuk! Stop! Eunhyuk!" Donghae called him but Eunhyuk still running, ignoring Donghae's call.
Eunhyuk kept running and screamed, "Kyuhyun! Kyuhyun!"
Fortunately, the school was already closed and there's only a few people there. if it isn't, people will think Eunhyuk was crazy.
"Kyuhyun!! Kyuhyun, don't go! You'll be in an accident! Kyuhyun!!"
Donghae got really shock by what Eunhyuk's screaming. Eunhyuk thought they're on the day when the accident happened. Eunhyuk ran to chase his imaginary Kyuhyun until the parking lot. Then he looked around for Kyuhyun. When he didn't found Kyuhyun, he started to cry hardly again.
"Kyu..."
Donghae arrived at the parking lot and saw Eunhyuk was crying. He slowly approached him and pulled him into his embrace. Eunhyuk hugged Donghae back so tightly. He cried on Donghae's chest and Donghae only stroke his hair gently.
"Oh my God, Donghae... Kyuhyun..." Eunhyuk cried out and soon Donghae's uniform was wet by tears.
"Hyuk, it's in the past. There's no Kyuhyun here. He's okay in his house. Calm down." Donghae whispered sweetly to Eunhyuk and Eunhyuk cried even louder.
"Donghae... It's my fault... Donghae..." He couldn't stop his tears and kept crying. He tightened his hug on Donghae and cried louder.
"Sssshhh.. No, it's not. Forget it, okay? Everything's alright, Hyuk." Donghae kept stroking Eunhyuk's hair and kissed it. He tried to calm Eunhyuk but it's useless because Eunhyuk still crying.
"Oh my God, Donghae... I'm going crazy... Donghae..." Eunhyuk kept crying on his chest and Donghae could only stroke his hair and saying a soothing words to him so he would stop crying.
Without they know it, Sungmin saw the heart-broken scene. His heart was trembling and he felt bad about Eunhyuk. He wants to do something. He really want. But he don't know what. He never know what to do about this. He only could watch from a far and pray that he's gonna be okay.
•••
Eunhyuk leaned his body on Donghae's chest and buried his face on the crook of Donghae's neck. His eyes closed and he tried to sleep. He tried to forget about the incident. He's still trying though.
"Eunhyuk..."
Donghae stroked Eunhyuk's hair gently.
Eunhyuk didn't answer.
"You okay?" Donghae asked in a low voice. "Do you need something?"
Eunhyuk's hands suddenly made its way to the front of Donghae's t-shirt and clutched it tightly.
"You." Eunhyuk whispered so weak. "I need you. I need you here." Eunhyuk said without opening his eyes.
They were on Eunhyuk's bed and Donghae just gave him company because Eunhyuk still didn't look okay. Besides, Eunhyuk didn't want to be left alone. So Donghae stay.
"I'm here. I won't leave." Donghae answered in a soothing tone. Eunhyuk just inhale and exhale. He still closed his both eyes and buried his face on Donghae's neck while Donghae just hugged his body so tight.
"Thanks." Eunhyuk said in a low voice. "I'm sorry to be your burden..." He added.
"You're not a burden. I love you. I'm more than willing to be with you. Don't talk like that anymore, okay?" Donghae answered. He caressing Eunhyuk's cheek and Eunhyuk nodded slowly.
"I want to sleep." Eunhyuk said.
"Then sleep." Donghae answered.
"But promise me you won't leave.."
"I promise."
Eunhyuk heaved a deep sigh and didn't said anything. Then not long after, Donghae could hear the small buzzing of his breath and his little snore. He's asleep.
Donghae looked at his precious jewel boy. He's so sorry for him to feel this way. He must be really tired for crying everyday. Even he looked like he already forget about Kyuhyun, actually he's not. He never forget about Kyuhyun. Despite the love for Kyuhyun, Eunhyuk actually feel so guilty with the accident. He feels like he's the one who should be responsible about this. That's why he couldn't forget about Kyuhyun.
Donghae himself, thinks that he also should be the one who responsible about this. If he didn't kissed Eunhyuk that day, this wouldn't happened. It's his fault.
But seeing Eunhyuk was hurt by Kyuhyun's amnesia state, he couldn't stand it. He didn't want to see Eunhyuk got hurt even more. It's better if Kyuhyun stay away from Eunhyuk. He's better without him.
Donghae laid Eunhyuk's head on his pillow and Donghae kissed Eunhyuk's forehead sweetly. Donghae was about to get off of the bed when suddenly Eunhyuk hugged his hands tightly and he didn't even want to let go. Donghae was really happy to see Eunhyuk was so clingy to him. Then in the end he just laid himself beside Eunhyuk and let his hands hugged by Eunhyuk.
"Hyuk..." Donghae caressed Eunhyuk's white cheek. "I know you can't forget him.. But trust me.. You'll find your happiness soon. With or without him." Donghae smiled sadly and kissed the corner of Eunhyuk's lips gently.
Eunhyuk slowly snugled closer to Donghae's chest and Donghae just hugged him tightly.
•••
Kyuhyun threw his body into his one and only lover in his mind, Sungmin, when Sungmin came into his room. He hugged the latter tightly.
"I miss you! Why did you never come here?" Kyuhyun asked and Sungmin could say that Kyuhyun was pouting.
"I'm sorry, kinda busy." Sungmin said in a low voice.
Kyuhyun pulled away and looked at Sungmin in worry, "are you okay? You don't look okay." Kyuhyun looked at him seriously.
Sungmin just stared down to his feet like it's really interesting. But then Kyuhyun pulled up Sungmin's chin with his forefinger until Sungmin look at him.
"You okay?"
Sungmin pushed Kyuhyun's hand slowly, "I will never be okay."
Kyuhyun frowned, "is it because Eunhyuk again?"
Sungmin sat on Kyuhyun's bed and nodded slowly.
"Geez, Sungmin! Just forget him-"
"How could I forget about him, Kyuhyun?! I literally snatch his boyfriend away from him!" Sungmin snapped at Kyuhyun. Kyuhyun stopped his talk and sighed heavily. "You don't know, Kyuhyun. You don't know because you don't want to know. I saw him suffering."
Kyuhyun wiped his face and groaned, "Ming, it's okay. Trust me!"
"No!! It's not Just because you say it's okay then everything will be okay!" Sungmin cried out and Kyuhyun just stand there speechless.
Kyuhyun opened his mouth then close it again. He sat beside Sungmin and sighed, "whatever you say, Sungmin. I'm tired. You know I'm not that fit yet to argue with you."
Sungmin heaved a deep sigh, "I'm sorry. It's just... I can't stand it to see him running like a crazy guy calling your name as if you were there. I couldn't..."
Kyuhyun widened his eyes at Sungmin, "what?"
"I saw him. He was running while calling your name at the parking lot as if you were there. He's crying and begging for you don't go.. I couldn't, Kyuhyun. He's suffering." Sungmin suddenly cried and Kyuhyun was too surprised to notice the tears from Sungmin's eyes.
Kyuhyun looked at the photos that hanging on the wall. He's so surprised to hear that.
"Then what do you want me to do?" Kyuhyun asked with his eyes still look at the photos on the wall.
Sungmin started to sob and he shook his head repeatedly, "I don't know, Kyuhyun. I don't know." Sungmin cried and Kyuhyun finally noticed it. He got really confused and he actually don't know either what to do. "Just please do the right thing."
"I don't know what I should do, Ming." Kyuhyun said to him seriously and he groaned in frustration. "I don't know..."
Sungmin wiped his tears and looked at Kyuhyun, "let's stop meeting each other. Call Eunhyuk. Ask him to visit you."
"Why would I do that?!" Kyuhyun said in surprised.
"Kyu, I can't-"
"No, ming. What is that."
Sungmin heaved a deep sigh and tears fell again. He didn't know what to do anymore. Kyuhyun is really stubborn. He felt really guilty about Eunhyuk. He couldn't take it anymore.
"Ming, please. Let us be together, okay?" Kyuhyun's hand made its way to Sungmin's cheek. He caressed Sungmin's cheek gently. "Let us make up for what went wrong in the past."
Sungmin looked at Kyuhyun's eyes and those eyes were begging for love from him. Sungmin couldn't hold himself from falling to those eyes. Then in the end he let Kyuhyun moved even closer and landed his lips on his own lips kissing him oh so sweetly.
•••
Eunhyuk woke up on Donghae's chest and he was surprised to see he was sleeping there, on Donghae's chest. He sat up immediately and looked at Donghae who still sleeping. He looks so tired and sleeps like a baby. Eunhyuk couldn't help but smile.
Actually it's not difficult at all to love Donghae again because the truth is he never really forget him. Maybe it's the time to accept Donghae, and forget what hurts him. Donghae was too kind and lovely to be ignored. It's not fair at all for him.
Eunhyuk looked at the clock and it shows him 7.30PM. It's time to have a dinner.
Eunhyuk get off of the bed and walked down towards the kitchen to prepare the dinner.
When he entered the kitchen, memories of him and Kyuhyun flashing on his mind. They ever cooked together there and it was so fun.
Eunhyuk closed his eyes and shook his head. He tried to ensure himself that he could forget about Kyuhyun. Everything about him.
Then he started cooking.
After he finished cook the dinner, he served the dinner on the table. But suddenly he was surprised by Donghae's sudden presence in front of him. He was rubbing his eyes cutely while calling Eunhyuk with a low, "Hyukkie?"
Eunhyuk chuckled to see his cute bestfriend half awake like that. He approached Donghae and lead him to sit.
"Let's have a dinner." Eunhyuk said with a big smile.
Eunhyuk sat on the chair beside Donghae and started to serve Donghae his dinner like a good housewife.
"Here. Eat, okay?" Eunhyuk put the plate in front of Donghae and Donghae nodded. He started eating.
Then Eunhyuk started to eat his own food too happily. They ate in silence. But when they finished, Donghae broke the silence.
"You okay now?" Donghae asked after he drank the water.
Eunhyuk smiled and nodded, "thanks to you."
Donghae chuckled sheepishly and blushed.
"Then do you want me to leave now?" Donghae asked suddenly.
Eunhyuk's smile disappear, "who said that?"
"I... I just... Think maybe you want me to leave..." Donghae answered nervously.
"I don't." Eunhyuk shook his head. "Unless you want to leave."
"O-oh. No, I still want to be here with you." Donghae shook his head repeatedly. But then he scratched his nape groggily, "but I think I need to go home to change and I don't want my mom to worry."
Eunhyuk made an 'o' with his mouth and nodded, "yeah, you're right."
"Then, I think... I should leave now." Donghae said to him and smiled a little.
"Okay." Eunhyuk answered sadly. He looked disappointed because he would left alone. He looked down at his lap when Donghae stood up.
Seeing Donghae was going to leave, Eunhyuk grabbed Donghae's hands with his hands.
Donghae looked at him in confuse. He raised his eyebrow as if asking what's wrong.
"Would you comeback here again?" Eunhyuk asked but it looks like pleading in Donghae's eyes.
"Ehm... I don't know." Donghae shrugged his shoulder. "If I get my mom permission, I'll be back." Donghae smiled to Eunhyuk but Eunhyuk pouted.
"Okay.." Eunhyuk answered sadly without looking at Donghae.
Donghae frowned in confused when he saw Eunhyuk's sad expression. He sat again and touched Eunhyuk's chin and make him look up on him, "what's wrong? You look sad."
Eunhyuk pouted harder if it's possible, "of course. I'll feel lonely again." He answered cutely and he looked down to his lap again.
Donghae chuckled, "I'll call you even if I can't go back here. Okay?" Donghae moved closer to get Eunhyuk's eyes.
But what Eunhyuk did next was surprised Donghae very much. Suddenly Eunhyuk looked up at him and moved closer to his face. He immediately closed the gap between their lips and landed his lips on Donghae's lips.
Donghae widened his eyes in surprise. Before he could understand what's happening, Eunhyuk pulled away. His cheeks was red.
"Be sure to call me." Eunhyuk said sheepishly and going to stand up after that.
But Donghae grabbed his arms immediately and made him sit again. He hold Eunhyuk's chin and kissed him full on the lips. He kissed him gently, pour all of his love to Eunhyuk. Eunhyuk was surprised but he kissed back. He loves Donghae's sweet lips. He tasted really sweet.
Donghae pulled away after the sweet kiss and he looked speechless because Eunhyuk seems okay with it.
"Y-you..."
Eunhyuk looked down to his lap again.
"Do you want to give us a chance?" Donghae asked nervously.
Eunhyuk slowly nodded.
Donghae heaved a deep breath and couldn't believe what he saw.
"Do you finally can love me again, Hyuk?" Donghae asked excitedly with a smile started to show on his face.
Eunhyuk slowly nodded again.
"Oh my God! Oh my God!" Donghae hold the both sides of his head and smiled like an idiot. "Oh my God... You-oh my God thanks, Eunhyuk! I love you so much! I really do!" Donghae hugged Eunhyuk so tight and kissed his cheek. Eunhyuk silently smile on his hug. Donghae was too happy to notice.
"Thank you, Hyuk.." Donghae whispered to Eunhyuk. His life couldn't get better if it's not because Eunhyuk who already accepted him to be his boyfriend.
"I love you Eunhyuk..." Donghae tightened his hug. He was really happy.
"I... I love you too..."
Donghae's heart stopped beating when he heard it. He didn't expected that one coming. But it did. Hell yeah, he's really happy.
"Oh my Gosh, I'm so happy." Donghae kissed Eunhyuk's cheek again and kept hug Eunhyuk tightly.
•••
Donghae and Eunhyuk came to school together while holding hands. Donghae looked so happy with a grin on his face while Eunhyuk looked down with his blushing face. Donghae walked while swaying their intertwined hands happily. He obviously showing to everyone that he’s with Eunhyuk now.
Everyone who actually silently already expect this to happen, just keep silent. some of them just sighed heavily, shook their heads, or smile. Maybe some of them even think that they should be together since a long time ago or maybe some of them think that they are disgusting because they date each other when Kyuhyun is obviously suffering from his accident.
Donghae walked his boyfriend-yeah, finally he could call Eunhyuk as his boyfriend-to his class. They stopped in front of Eunhyuk’s class and they looked at each other sheepishly. They laughed shyly and Donghae scratched his nape nervously.
“uh… why it feels so awkward?” Donghae said while chuckled shyly.
Eunhyuk pouted, “Maybe this is not a good idea?” He asked without looking at Donghae.
“What is not a good idea?” Donghae asked back in surprise.
“Us?”
“NO!!” Donghae answered immediately, snapped at his boyfriend until he was taken aback by his shout. “I’m sorry…” Donghae added in a low voice.
Eunhyuk sighed in relief and looked down to his feet, “It’s okay…”
“No, seriously. You’re not changing your mind, right?” Donghae asked , a little bit afraid of what Eunhyuk’s answer would be.
Eunhyuk looked up immediately and shook his head in panic, “no! that’s not what I mean..” Eunhyuk answered immediately. “I just think… that you’re kinda uncomfortable with us being a lo-lover…”
“no! I’m so comfortable with us being a lover!” Donghae answered immediately. Donghae even giggled at him mentioned them as a lover. “I just really happy that I don’t know how to express myself.” Donghae scratched his nape again.
Eunhyuk smiled shyly and looked down again. Donghae suddenly grabbed Eunhyuk’s hands and hold it tightly, “we’ll have a lunch together, ne?” Donghae asked.
Eunhyuk nodded with a smile.
“Oke. See you later.” Donghae said with a big smile.
Then unexpectedly-Eunhyuk never expected this. Well, of course we do-Donghae leaned closer to Eunhyuk and kissed Eunhyuk’s cheek sweetly. Eunhyuk’s heart beats faster. He was froze on his feet and his hands still on Donghae’s hold.
“I love you.” Donghae beamed happily when he saw Eunhyuk stunned because of his kiss.
Donghae ruffled Eunhyuk’s hair before finally left to his class.
Eunhyuk blinked his eyes and slowly chuckled. He scratched his nape sheepishly and laughed to himself. He completely being such a girl who falling in love with her crush. he touched his cheek that kissed by Donghae and giggled.
so this is how it feels being kissed by Donghae with full of love…,, Eunhyuk thinks to himself. He giggled again and stepped into his class.
When he get into his class, suddenly the class getting silent. All of his classmates suddenly shut their mouth when they saw Eunhyuk get into the class. Eunhyuk looked at them in confused and embarrass. Eunhyuk thought that it was because of him who got together with Donghae while Kyuhyun still recovering from his accident, but it’s actually not the reason why they shut up.
Eunhyuk slowly walked to his seat awkwardly. it’s really uncomfortable to be starred like that. some of them looked panic, and some of them whispering to each other. what is wrong with them?, Eunhyuk thinks.
Eunhyuk finally ignored his friends and turned his head to his seat. But then he stopped his track. He widened his eyes, and he could feel his feet getting weak.
There. Kyuhyun. He’s sitting on their seat-yeah, they’re chairmate-looking at him without expression.
“Hey. we’re classmate, and even a chairmate. They told me this is my seat too. you’re okay with it, right?” Kyuhyun asked plainly to him as if everything is okay. as if he showed up in front of him is really okay.
Eunhyuk just looked at Kyuhyun without even blink his eyes. He froze on his feet, and his eyes started to get teary. Everyone knows that Kyuhyun got amnesia and completely forget about Eunhyuk and everything around him. Everyone also knows that Eunhyuk was having a hard time to forget about Kyuhyun and move on. Everyone also knows that Eunhyuk finally accepted his best friend’s love and they just got together. Everyone was close their mouth because they knew it that Eunhyuk would be like this. They actually worry about him. His classmates started to sighed and some of girl even sad and covered their face, didn’t want to see what’s happening.
Eunhyuk himself just looked at Kyuhyun and tears already fell from his eyes.
Kyuhyun get up from his seat, “You’re not okay with it?” He stepped closer to Eunhyuk and Eunhyuk stepped back.
Kyuhyun stopped his track when he saw Eunhyuk stepped back. He looked down to his feet for a second and he looked at Eunhyuk again.
“uh, I know it’s really uncomfortable to be a chairmate. But I don’t know anyone here. it’s okay, right if I sit with you?”
Eunhyuk trembled. He looked at Kyuhyun again and he blinked a tears. He clenched his fist and looked down to his feet. What is this… Eunhyuk felt like he’s being fooled by his life. He just got together with Donghae and he’s happy. what is this…
Only one thing that came to his mind. He wants to meet Donghae.
He immediately turned around and ran out of the class.
***
A/N: Heyyyyy! OMG i'm sorry if this is a crap update T___T I just feel like updating my fic before i start my midtest on monday! Do i still have a reader? ;___; wish me luck for my midtest guys and sorry for the very late and crap update ;___; annyeong xoxoxoxo