The Real Deal

Jan 19, 2012 11:19

Title: The Real Deal
Pairing: Hyukhae
Genre: Romance
Rating: PG-13
Summary: "Why Donghae so happy lately? Is it because of the ring he wear? He found his girl already?"

Donghae couldn't stop his cry. He couldn't take it anymore. Everyday, every hour, he will only cry and sad over this thing. He didn't even know if it's worth his tears. But he couldn't stop his cry. Definitely couldn't do that.

Donghae buried his face on his pillow and kept crying. The memories flashed on his mind and it just made him cry even louder. He suppressed his cry with pillow so anyone wouldn't hear it.

He couldn't take it anymore. His fans started to ask him why he's so sad lately. Why he never smile lately. He couldn't stand those question anymore. He couldn't pleased his fans. He's too sad to do that.

He's too sad since a year ago. He broke up with the one and only love of his life, Hyukjae.

He was having an argument with him. Begging for Hyukjae's love again and again. Apologizing for everything he had done whether he remember or not. But the answer was still the same. Hyukjae didn't want him back.

"Donghae, seriously it's been a year. Just move on, okay?" Hyukjae said to him in pity. He caressed Donghae's hair slowly and kissed Donghae's forehead. Donghae just cry and cry. Did Hyukjae really don't understand how he meant for Donghae?

•••

Donghae opened his eyes widely and jolted up in shock like he just got a nightmare. It was a nightmare. That was a horrible memory of him when he broke up with Hyukjae. No, he didn't want to feel those feelings again. When he cried everyday, lonely, couldn't even smile. No, he didn't want those feelings again.

He looked at his right side and there's his charming boyfriend sleeping soundly facing him. Donghae sighed in relief. He moved to laid on his side and faced Hyukjae. He touched Hyukjae's cheek and caressed it softly with his thumb. Donghae couldn't help but smile.

He still remember when finally Hyukjae gave up on his self-control. It's when they're spending too much time together for practicing Oppa Oppa for their concert. Too much skinship and Hyukjae lost it. He kissed Donghae on the practice room when all the dancers left. Donghae was shock that day but couldn't be happier. At least he know that Hyukjae still love him.

That day Hyukjae told him that he couldn't hold it anymore. He was breaking too when he saw Donghae couldn't stop crying over their break-up. Hyukjae told him how he tried to stop loving Donghae but he failed. He thought about their future, that's why he broke up with Donghae. But seeing Donghae looked so miserable, meet Donghae everyday plus they should doing fanservice everyday really not helping as well. He couldn't pretend like he already moved on anymore. He loves Donghae and forever it will always be like that. So Hyukjae asked Donghae to be his again, and Donghae of course gladly accepted it.

Since that day, Donghae's smile back. His fans never ask why he looks so sad anymore. But now the questions was changed, "Why Donghae so happy lately? Is it because of the ring he wear? He found his girl already?"

Donghae smiled. He trailed his finger to Hyukjae's eyes then down to his lips. He looked at the ring that decorated his finger beautifully. He smiled.

"I promised, I will never leave you again. This is my promise." Hyukjae put the ring on Donghae's fingers that day. He even show his own finger that wearing the same ring to Donghae. Donghae smiled widely. He hugged Hyukjae really tight like he would never let him go. Hyukjae sniffed the scent of his lover's neck, "but please don't wear it in public. It will make a chaos."

Donghae shook his head, "I don't care. I want them to know that I belong to someone. How I wish I could tell them that someone is actually you."

"Donghae-"

"Hyukjae, I love you." Donghae pulled away and immediately kissed his boyfriend's lips. It's just a chaste kiss, a really quick kiss. Donghae smiled when he pulled away.

"I love you too, Donghae."

Donghae found his lover really cute and handsome when he's sleeping. He really couldn't describe how he loves Hyukjae in any words. Donghae leaned closer and kissed Hyukjae's lips gently. Because of that, Hyukjae stirred a little bit. Hyukjae slowly opened his eyes and with his sleepy eyes he looked at Donghae in confused.

"What are you doing?"

"Admiring you?" Donghae answer in a low voice.

Hyukjae frowned in confuse, "what?" He asked.

"I love to watch you sleeping. You calm me." Donghae said simply while Hyukjae getting even more confused. "I just had a nightmare."

"What nightmare?"

"A memories when you left me. Those days when you broke up with me." Donghae answered and Hyukjae looked a little bit surprised. Then he looked guilty.

"You still afraid, aren't you?" Hyukjae asked.

Donghae fell silent for a few seconds before answering, "yes."

Hyukjae sighed heavily. He leaned closer and pulled Donghae into his hug. He leaned Donghae's head to his chest and hugged him tightly, "that's silly. I won't leave you again, Hae."

Donghae just nodded weakly.

"I won't.

"Really?" Donghae looked up to his lover and Hyukjae looked at him deeply with full of love. He's staring at his cute boyfriend in his arms and realized how he loves this boy so much. He promised to himself that he will never break up with him anymore.

Hyukjae touched Donghae's cheek, "you don't trust me?" He asked gently.

Donghae snuggled to Hyukjae and hugged him tightly, "I trust you. I always do."

"But you afraid to lose me."

Donghae fell silent. He bit his lips before answering, "a bit."

Hyukjae takes a deep breath before finally gave his long talk about Donghae attitude, "hemmm. Let's see. You wear the ring I gave, showing it off everywhere then insist me to wear it too until I got really uneasy and had to put it off, remember?"

"Yes, but-"

"Oh! And remember the last day of my sukira broadcast? That day you gave sweet talk to fans but in the end you looked straight into my eyes and said 'saranghamnida' until I got speechless. It was recorded on bora, and got spread on youtube, you know?" Hyukjae added.

"They won't know, Hyukjae-"

"And you said Eunhae is real on ShimShimTapa. You couldn't answer Shindong hyung's question about it until you had to throw the responsibility to me. Remember?"

"Yes, I do but-"

"Then after that you said the one who eat your rice ball was your first love and then you feed me."

"Hey, you asked me to feed you!" Donghae complained to Hyukjae.

"But should you say it like that?"

"Everyone will take it as a fanservice only though." Donghae simply shrugged his shoulder and tightened his hug on Hyukjae.

"Those things you did equal you don't trust me." Hyukjae continued.

Donghae fell silent again.

"You did that to show off that there's something between us, didn't you? So there's no one will flirt at me. Besides, you wanted to see how I react to all of your affection, right?" Hyukjae asked and Donghae become really nervous. "That means you afraid to lose me. A lot. Not a bit."

Donghae sighed heavily, "okay, a lot." Donghae rolled his eyes admit it honestly.

"That means you don't trust me." Hyukjae answered. He cupped Donghae's face and made Donghae looked at him, "trust me. I won't leave you. You won't lose me. I love you. I will never break up with you again. Trust me."

Donghae looked at Hyukjae with his puppy eyes, "really?"

"Really."

"Promise?"

"How many times should I promise you?" Hyukjae asked again and Donghae pouted. He wanted Hyukjae to promise him again for a thousand times. "I promise, Donghae. Me and you forever together, okay?"

Donghae leaned up closer to gave Hyukjae a peck on his lips and said a low, "Okay." When he pulled away.

Hyukjae hugged Donghae again and Donghae buried his face on Hyukjae's chest. Donghae really loves Hyukjae's chest. The scent of it and how broad his chest is. He loves it so much.

"Did you use our couple bag today on your WGM dates because you afraid that you would forget me when you spend too much time with her?" Hyukjae suddenly asked.

Donghae got caught again.

"No."

"Then?"

"I wanted to show it to everyone even though I'm doing WGM, Eunhae is still the real deal." Donghae answered simply. Yes, he right. Because all of Eunhae shipper got a little chill when they spotted Donghae use Eunhyuk's bag on the date. It's just a bag for anyone else, but it's a couple bag for Eunhae. Meant so much for them.

"Really, Donghae. You're too-"

"I know. Shut up. I love you."

•••

A/N: Oh hello delusional me again! lol xD

eunhae, fanfiction

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