When It's Not Only You and I 6/?
Title: When it's not only you and i
Pairing: Haehyuk/Kyuhyuk/Kyumin
Rating: PG-13
Genre: romance
Warning: un-beta
Summary: it's too complicated, too painful, and too much misery for all of them. When Sungmin broke up with Kyuhyun, when Donghae let Eunhyuk for Kyuhyun, when Eunhyuk hurt Kyuhyun, and when Kyuhyun didn't remember Eunhyuk.
Eunhyuk slowly opened his eyes and found Donghae was sleeping while sitting on the floor but his head on the bed. His hands still hugged by Eunhyuk. Eunhyuk frowned in confused to see it. He completely forget about what happened last night.
He let Donghae's hands go, scared that maybe he would feel pain on his arms. He moved closer to Donghae's face until his face was right in front of Donghae's face. He looked at his best friend's face and he couldn't help but let the tears fell.
His hands made its way to Donghae's face. His forefinger started to explored Donghae's handsome face lightly. His finger travelled down from his forehead through his nose to his lips. Eunhyuk smiled a little as another tears fell.
"Aren't you tired?" Eunhyuk whispered in a really low voice. He actually didn't want to wake Donghae up. "I'm such a burden, right? Aren't you tired?"
He smiled sadly to see Donghae's face seemed really tired. Eunhyuk brushed away a strands of Donghae's hair on his forehead. Then he moved closer and pressed his lips on Donghae's forehead.
"I love you so much... Thanks for taking care of me..." Eunhyuk said while wiped his tears on his cheek. "Thanks for staying by my side..." Eunhyuk caressed Donghae's cheek with his thumb lightly.
Eunhyuk curled into a ball with his face facing Donghae's face really closely. Slowly he fell into a deep slumber again and he closed his eyes.
«««
"Donghae!"
"Hmmm?"
"Why don't you have a boyfriend or girlfriend?"
"Because I haven't found one yet."
"Pffft." Eunhyuk snorted and Donghae looked at him with laugh.
"Why?"
"No way you haven't found one yet! You're so famous and you have a lot of friends! There must be at least one or two person you like!" Eunhyuk said and he pouted like a kid. He didn't believe that his best friends never had a crush on anybody.
Donghae chuckled and pinched Eunhyuk's cheek, "there is. But like and love are a different things, sweety." Eunhyuk yelped in pain and pouted even more.
"So is there someone you like?" Eunhyuk moved closer to Donghae and grinned, hoping Donghae would share his secret.
"No." Donghae answered simply.
Eunhyuk pouted again, "liar." He mumbled in a low voice and Donghae laughed again. "Ah! Maybe you have someone you love!"
Donghae froze.
Eunhyuk noticed it and he smirked naughtily. He poke Donghae's cheek repeatedly with his finger, "I'm right, ain't I?" Eunhyuk teased him.
"Yes."
Eunhyuk gasped in surprised, "Omo!" Eunhyuk moved even closer and clinging onto Donghae. "Who? Who is that?"
Donghae pushed Eunhyuk from his arms and Eunhyuk pouted, "I'm not telling you! Never!"
"Yaaahhh!!! I am your best friend so why won't you tell me?" Eunhyuk said angrily.
"No and no. No forever!" Donghae answered then he stick his tongue out to Eunhyuk. Eunhyuk was getting even more upset. He kicked Donghae who sat beside him and he looked away. Sulking.
Donghae laughed to see his best friend's childishness.
"Yah, Hyuk. I think that person would never love me back. That's why I won't tell you. No use." Donghae poked Eunhyuk's waist and Eunhyuk immediately glared at him because it's ticklish.
"Why?"
"I don't know. He never look at me more than just a friends." Donghae shrugged his shoulder.
Eunhyuk mouthed an 'o' in pity and he patted Donghae's head, "no problem, Donghae. We will find our soulmate later. Just keep the faith!" Eunhyuk smiled and Donghae chuckled to see his gesture.
"Eunhyuk!" Donghae suddenly turned around to face him and Eunhyuk raised his eyebrow, "how about if we make a promise? If we already 25 and we haven't found our soulmate yet, we should just marry each other!"
Eunhyuk widened his eyes, "MWOYAAA?!!!"
Donghae laughed out loud at Eunhyuk's expression, "but I'm serious. I don't want to end up alone! If you still single and I'm single, let's just get married! Oke?" Donghae raised his pinky fingers and Eunhyuk stared at it in confused.
But then he intertwined his fingers with Donghae's, "oke! I promise! Because I'm sure, when I'm 25 I already found my love!" Eunhyuk stick his tongue out and giggled.
Donghae smiled bitterly, "oke. We'll see."
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Eunhyuk ran immediately when he heard the door bell was ringing. He didn't want Donghae to wake up too because of the bell. Donghae should take a lot of sleep because he's been really tired these days.
But actually Donghae did woke up. Eunhyuk didn't know about it.
He followed Eunhyuk to downstairs but then he stopped his track when he saw Eunhyuk slapped the guest cheek.
Eunhyuk glared at the guest and Donghae gasped when he saw it. Donghae hide himself.
"What are you doing here?" Eunhyuk asked Sungmin angrily.
Sungmin touched his burning cheek and just looked at Eunhyuk flatly. Then he bowed at Eunhyuk, "I'm sorry..."
Eunhyuk widened his eyes at his gesture, "what?!"
Sungmin stood up straightly again and looked at Eunhyuk seriously, "I'm sorry. I know I did the wrong things. I deserved your slap."
Eunhyuk frowned and didn't even know what to say.
"I'm sorry-"
"Stop saying sorry!!!" Eunhyuk suddenly yelled at him and Sungmin instantly stopped talking. He looked at Eunhyuk sadly. "I don't need your shit, Sungmin. I just... I just never thought that you would be this evil and sneaky to me. I thought you're a good guy." Eunhyuk sighed and looked at Sungmin in disbelief.
Sungmin bite his lips and looked down to his feet, "I'm sorry..." His eyes getting wet because of the tears. "I love Kyuhyun so much."
Eunhyuk dropped his jaw and wiped his face frustratedly, "what did you say?! Love him?! Don't talk shit to me, Sungmin! I love him too! But I'm trying not to be selfish while you didn't!" He screamed in anger to Sungmin and Sungmin didn't even dare to look at Eunhyuk.
Eunhyuk wiped his face again and tried to control himself. He really want to break the shit out of Sungmin. He's too upset because Sungmin was really selfish. He's taking advantage of Kyuhyun's amnesia.
"I know you still love him, Min. But please. You have to remember that he's my boyfriend now." Eunhyuk said calmly. He tried to be cool and not screaming like a crazy guy.
Then Sungmin's tears fell. He wiped it immediately before looked up to Eunhyuk, "I'm sorry. I thought you didn't deserve to have Kyuhyun's love. I thought you were wasting Kyuhyun's love for you until I realized it now that I'm wrong."
Eunhyuk narrowed his eyes and frowned, "what are you talking about? I don't understand! What makes you think that I was wasting his love for me?" Eunhyuk asked in confused.
Sungmin looked at Eunhyuk seriously while tears kept falling, "on the day Kyuhyun got his accident, he told me." Eunhyuk widened his eyes and his heart beating so fastly because he's so nervous and scared with what Sungmin going to say. "He told me that he's suffering. He's pretending that he didn't see his boyfriend actually loves someone else."
Eunhyuk gasped and dropped his jaw, "what?!"
Sungmin wiped his tears again, "that made me think, you wasted his love because you fell for someone else."
"No, that's silly!" Eunhyuk snapped at him in disbelief.
"I don't know, Eunhyuk! I just telling you what Kyuhyun said to me. He said he's scared to lose you so he's pretending he didn't see that you actually loves someone else." Eunhyuk shook his head repeatedly when Sungmin repeated those words. "I thought you cheated on him."
"That was fucking silly, you know?! I love Kyuhyun! I love him so much! Why would I cheat on him?" Eunhyuk's eyes getting wet because of the tears that suddenly threated to fall. He's sad. He's sad because Kyuhyun didn't fully trust him and he didn't see Eunhyuk's love for him.
"I know.. I saw your book.." Sungmin said while looking down to his feet. "I can feel your love to him by that book.."
Eunhyuk sighed heavily, "now tell me, what did kyuhyun say to you?"
Sungmin sighed and wiped his face, "he only said that. But I can assume that he's reffering about you and Donghae."
Eunhyuk and Donghae-who's been hiding-gasped in surprised. Donghae covered his mouth so he wouldn't produce any sound.
"What?!"
"I think, he thought you're in love with Donghae." Sungmin said again and Eunhyuk dropped his jaw because of that while Donghae had his heart beating too fast and uncontrollable.
"W-what? That's silly." Eunhyuk chuckled nervously.
"It isn't. Because I thought you're in love with him too, because it's obvious that Donghae loves you too." Sungmin answered seriously and Eunhyuk shook his head repeatedly.
"This is really funny-"
"I can see it. Donghae loves you. Not as a friend."
Donghae widened his eyes and Eunhyuk froze. Donghae was really panic and he really want to shut Sungmin's mouth up.
"Now I'm asking you, do you love him that way?" Sungmin asked.
Eunhyuk chuckled, "what the hell is this? So funny."
"I'm serious. I can see it from Donghae because he's been looking at you with those stare I'm giving to Kyuhyun. I know those stare, Eunhyuk." Eunhyuk stopped his laugh and looked at Sungmin in shocked. He didn't know what to say. "Kyuhyun see it too. Do you think it would go unnoticed by him if you love someone else?"
"No, Sungmin. This is really funny. Oke, Kyuhyun caught me." Eunhyuk suddenly answered and he raised his hands like he gave up, and Donghae widened his eyes. "I fell in love with Donghae. Yes."
Donghae's heart completely stop beating.
"Yes, I DID." Eunhyuk emphasized the tenses on his sentences and Donghae couldn't help but felt his leg turned into jelly.
"I fell in love with him but I realized that it's silly because we are best friends. I gave up on him right when I met Kyuhyun. Since I fell for Kyuhyun, I'm over him."
Donghae couldn't even blink his eyes. His heart was hurting so badly. He turned around and didn't want to see and hear anything anymore. He went back to Eunhyuk's room.
"Are you sure?" Sungmin asked to Eunhyuk.
"Yes! Of course! You said it yourself! You could feel my love for Kyuhyun, right?" Eunhyuk asked and tried to convince Sungmin that he really loves Kyuhyun.
Sungmin sighed heavily and wiped his face, "oke, I'm sorry..."
"Now would you please let me help Kyuhyun to remember everything?" Eunhyuk begged to Sungmin and Sungmin stared at Eunhyuk with his wide-eyes.
"I... I... Eunhyuk, you have to know. If Kyuhyun remember everything, he will remember all the pain he had back then. About me and him, and about you." Sungmin told Eunhyuk and hoping Eunhyuk would change his mind even it's impossible.
"I'm sorry if he should remember those pain caused by you. But don't worry, He always have me. I will give all happiness and make him happy." Eunhyuk shrugged his shoulder and looked so sorry towards Sungmin.
Sungmin sighed sadly and his eyes got teary again, "oke.." He looked up to prevented the tears to fall. Then he forced a smile when he looked back to Eunhyuk, "I hope you can make him happy, Hyuk. Goodluck." Sungmin patted Eunhyuk's shoulder lightly and turned around. He left Eunhyuk's house without saying anything more.
Eunhyuk watched him leave sadly and in pity. He didn't want Sungmin suffering like this, but unfortunately he had no choice. There must be the heart-broken one in this case, and Eunhyuk thought that it's only Sungmin while the truth is there's another person who really broken-hearted.
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Eunhyuk entered his bedroom and found Donghae now sleeping on his bed. Maybe he woke up and found that the bed was already empty so he moved, eunhyuk thought.
"I can see it. Donghae loves you. Not as a friend."
Eunhyuk bite his lips and looked away. He couldn't stand it anymore. The voice was echoing in his mind. He wonders if it's true that Donghae actually loves him that way? Oh no. Eunhyuk's heartbeat started to increasing.
I already buried and forgot those feelings... I'm over you, Donghae.., Eunhyuk tried to convinced himself.
He kept staring at Donghae's back and his hands clenched into a fist. He tried so hard to forget the feelings but Sungmin's voice kept echoing in his mind. He should fight the urge to run to the bed and hug the brunette tightly. He shouldn't have this feelings again just because one sentences that haven't confirmed and legit yet.
I'm over him! I don't love him anymore... I'm over him!, Eunhyuk closed his eyes and tried to forget about what Sungmin said. did I? Did I really over him or I just.... Forced my mind to think that I already over him?
Eunhyuk opened his eyes again slowly and looked at the sleeping figure on his bed. He sighed heavily and couldn't hold it anymore.
He will think about it later. Let's just not think about it for now because Eunhyuk really want and need to hug the brunette just for comfort.
Eunhyuk walked to the bed and laid his body beside Donghae. He laid on his side and facing Donghae who sleeping soundly. He sneaked his arms around Donghae's waist and he hugged him tightly. He buried his face on Donghae's chest and scent his smell. He feel so comfortable around Donghae. Like always.
In other side, Donghae kept pretending like he's sleeping while his heart beats faster when he felt Eunhyuk hugging him. He felt so comfortable as well when he around Eunhyuk. But he felt so stupid and complicated.
If only he's not a coward back then, maybe Eunhyuk is his now. He don't need to hide his love for him. He could kiss Eunhyuk whenever he want. The fact that Eunhyuk used to love him too back then was really surprising. The fact that he's already over him is really hurting him. The fact that he himself still can't even forget his love for Eunhyuk is really suffocating. He's dying because of his love for the pale skin guy.
He let Eunhyuk hugged him and keep pretending.
Eunhyuk... Did you really over me? Did you? Why didn't you ever tell me that you love me too?, Donghae asked in his heart.
Then his tears fell from his closed eyes.
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Pairing: Haehyuk/Kyuhyuk/Kyumin
Rating: PG-13
Genre: romance
Warning: un-beta
Summary: it's too complicated, too painful, and too much misery for all of them. When Sungmin broke up with Kyuhyun, when Donghae let Eunhyuk for Kyuhyun, when Eunhyuk hurt Kyuhyun, and when Kyuhyun didn't remember Eunhyuk.
Eunhyuk slowly opened his eyes and found Donghae was sleeping while sitting on the floor but his head on the bed. His hands still hugged by Eunhyuk. Eunhyuk frowned in confused to see it. He completely forget about what happened last night.
He let Donghae's hands go, scared that maybe he would feel pain on his arms. He moved closer to Donghae's face until his face was right in front of Donghae's face. He looked at his best friend's face and he couldn't help but let the tears fell.
His hands made its way to Donghae's face. His forefinger started to explored Donghae's handsome face lightly. His finger travelled down from his forehead through his nose to his lips. Eunhyuk smiled a little as another tears fell.
"Aren't you tired?" Eunhyuk whispered in a really low voice. He actually didn't want to wake Donghae up. "I'm such a burden, right? Aren't you tired?"
He smiled sadly to see Donghae's face seemed really tired. Eunhyuk brushed away a strands of Donghae's hair on his forehead. Then he moved closer and pressed his lips on Donghae's forehead.
"I love you so much... Thanks for taking care of me..." Eunhyuk said while wiped his tears on his cheek. "Thanks for staying by my side..." Eunhyuk caressed Donghae's cheek with his thumb lightly.
Eunhyuk curled into a ball with his face facing Donghae's face really closely. Slowly he fell into a deep slumber again and he closed his eyes.
«««
"Donghae!"
"Hmmm?"
"Why don't you have a boyfriend or girlfriend?"
"Because I haven't found one yet."
"Pffft." Eunhyuk snorted and Donghae looked at him with laugh.
"Why?"
"No way you haven't found one yet! You're so famous and you have a lot of friends! There must be at least one or two person you like!" Eunhyuk said and he pouted like a kid. He didn't believe that his best friends never had a crush on anybody.
Donghae chuckled and pinched Eunhyuk's cheek, "there is. But like and love are a different things, sweety." Eunhyuk yelped in pain and pouted even more.
"So is there someone you like?" Eunhyuk moved closer to Donghae and grinned, hoping Donghae would share his secret.
"No." Donghae answered simply.
Eunhyuk pouted again, "liar." He mumbled in a low voice and Donghae laughed again. "Ah! Maybe you have someone you love!"
Donghae froze.
Eunhyuk noticed it and he smirked naughtily. He poke Donghae's cheek repeatedly with his finger, "I'm right, ain't I?" Eunhyuk teased him.
"Yes."
Eunhyuk gasped in surprised, "Omo!" Eunhyuk moved even closer and clinging onto Donghae. "Who? Who is that?"
Donghae pushed Eunhyuk from his arms and Eunhyuk pouted, "I'm not telling you! Never!"
"Yaaahhh!!! I am your best friend so why won't you tell me?" Eunhyuk said angrily.
"No and no. No forever!" Donghae answered then he stick his tongue out to Eunhyuk. Eunhyuk was getting even more upset. He kicked Donghae who sat beside him and he looked away. Sulking.
Donghae laughed to see his best friend's childishness.
"Yah, Hyuk. I think that person would never love me back. That's why I won't tell you. No use." Donghae poked Eunhyuk's waist and Eunhyuk immediately glared at him because it's ticklish.
"Why?"
"I don't know. He never look at me more than just a friends." Donghae shrugged his shoulder.
Eunhyuk mouthed an 'o' in pity and he patted Donghae's head, "no problem, Donghae. We will find our soulmate later. Just keep the faith!" Eunhyuk smiled and Donghae chuckled to see his gesture.
"Eunhyuk!" Donghae suddenly turned around to face him and Eunhyuk raised his eyebrow, "how about if we make a promise? If we already 25 and we haven't found our soulmate yet, we should just marry each other!"
Eunhyuk widened his eyes, "MWOYAAA?!!!"
Donghae laughed out loud at Eunhyuk's expression, "but I'm serious. I don't want to end up alone! If you still single and I'm single, let's just get married! Oke?" Donghae raised his pinky fingers and Eunhyuk stared at it in confused.
But then he intertwined his fingers with Donghae's, "oke! I promise! Because I'm sure, when I'm 25 I already found my love!" Eunhyuk stick his tongue out and giggled.
Donghae smiled bitterly, "oke. We'll see."
»»»
Eunhyuk ran immediately when he heard the door bell was ringing. He didn't want Donghae to wake up too because of the bell. Donghae should take a lot of sleep because he's been really tired these days.
But actually Donghae did woke up. Eunhyuk didn't know about it.
He followed Eunhyuk to downstairs but then he stopped his track when he saw Eunhyuk slapped the guest cheek.
Eunhyuk glared at the guest and Donghae gasped when he saw it. Donghae hide himself.
"What are you doing here?" Eunhyuk asked Sungmin angrily.
Sungmin touched his burning cheek and just looked at Eunhyuk flatly. Then he bowed at Eunhyuk, "I'm sorry..."
Eunhyuk widened his eyes at his gesture, "what?!"
Sungmin stood up straightly again and looked at Eunhyuk seriously, "I'm sorry. I know I did the wrong things. I deserved your slap."
Eunhyuk frowned and didn't even know what to say.
"I'm sorry-"
"Stop saying sorry!!!" Eunhyuk suddenly yelled at him and Sungmin instantly stopped talking. He looked at Eunhyuk sadly. "I don't need your shit, Sungmin. I just... I just never thought that you would be this evil and sneaky to me. I thought you're a good guy." Eunhyuk sighed and looked at Sungmin in disbelief.
Sungmin bite his lips and looked down to his feet, "I'm sorry..." His eyes getting wet because of the tears. "I love Kyuhyun so much."
Eunhyuk dropped his jaw and wiped his face frustratedly, "what did you say?! Love him?! Don't talk shit to me, Sungmin! I love him too! But I'm trying not to be selfish while you didn't!" He screamed in anger to Sungmin and Sungmin didn't even dare to look at Eunhyuk.
Eunhyuk wiped his face again and tried to control himself. He really want to break the shit out of Sungmin. He's too upset because Sungmin was really selfish. He's taking advantage of Kyuhyun's amnesia.
"I know you still love him, Min. But please. You have to remember that he's my boyfriend now." Eunhyuk said calmly. He tried to be cool and not screaming like a crazy guy.
Then Sungmin's tears fell. He wiped it immediately before looked up to Eunhyuk, "I'm sorry. I thought you didn't deserve to have Kyuhyun's love. I thought you were wasting Kyuhyun's love for you until I realized it now that I'm wrong."
Eunhyuk narrowed his eyes and frowned, "what are you talking about? I don't understand! What makes you think that I was wasting his love for me?" Eunhyuk asked in confused.
Sungmin looked at Eunhyuk seriously while tears kept falling, "on the day Kyuhyun got his accident, he told me." Eunhyuk widened his eyes and his heart beating so fastly because he's so nervous and scared with what Sungmin going to say. "He told me that he's suffering. He's pretending that he didn't see his boyfriend actually loves someone else."
Eunhyuk gasped and dropped his jaw, "what?!"
Sungmin wiped his tears again, "that made me think, you wasted his love because you fell for someone else."
"No, that's silly!" Eunhyuk snapped at him in disbelief.
"I don't know, Eunhyuk! I just telling you what Kyuhyun said to me. He said he's scared to lose you so he's pretending he didn't see that you actually loves someone else." Eunhyuk shook his head repeatedly when Sungmin repeated those words. "I thought you cheated on him."
"That was fucking silly, you know?! I love Kyuhyun! I love him so much! Why would I cheat on him?" Eunhyuk's eyes getting wet because of the tears that suddenly threated to fall. He's sad. He's sad because Kyuhyun didn't fully trust him and he didn't see Eunhyuk's love for him.
"I know.. I saw your book.." Sungmin said while looking down to his feet. "I can feel your love to him by that book.."
Eunhyuk sighed heavily, "now tell me, what did kyuhyun say to you?"
Sungmin sighed and wiped his face, "he only said that. But I can assume that he's reffering about you and Donghae."
Eunhyuk and Donghae-who's been hiding-gasped in surprised. Donghae covered his mouth so he wouldn't produce any sound.
"What?!"
"I think, he thought you're in love with Donghae." Sungmin said again and Eunhyuk dropped his jaw because of that while Donghae had his heart beating too fast and uncontrollable.
"W-what? That's silly." Eunhyuk chuckled nervously.
"It isn't. Because I thought you're in love with him too, because it's obvious that Donghae loves you too." Sungmin answered seriously and Eunhyuk shook his head repeatedly.
"This is really funny-"
"I can see it. Donghae loves you. Not as a friend."
Donghae widened his eyes and Eunhyuk froze. Donghae was really panic and he really want to shut Sungmin's mouth up.
"Now I'm asking you, do you love him that way?" Sungmin asked.
Eunhyuk chuckled, "what the hell is this? So funny."
"I'm serious. I can see it from Donghae because he's been looking at you with those stare I'm giving to Kyuhyun. I know those stare, Eunhyuk." Eunhyuk stopped his laugh and looked at Sungmin in shocked. He didn't know what to say. "Kyuhyun see it too. Do you think it would go unnoticed by him if you love someone else?"
"No, Sungmin. This is really funny. Oke, Kyuhyun caught me." Eunhyuk suddenly answered and he raised his hands like he gave up, and Donghae widened his eyes. "I fell in love with Donghae. Yes."
Donghae's heart completely stop beating.
"Yes, I DID." Eunhyuk emphasized the tenses on his sentences and Donghae couldn't help but felt his leg turned into jelly.
"I fell in love with him but I realized that it's silly because we are best friends. I gave up on him right when I met Kyuhyun. Since I fell for Kyuhyun, I'm over him."
Donghae couldn't even blink his eyes. His heart was hurting so badly. He turned around and didn't want to see and hear anything anymore. He went back to Eunhyuk's room.
"Are you sure?" Sungmin asked to Eunhyuk.
"Yes! Of course! You said it yourself! You could feel my love for Kyuhyun, right?" Eunhyuk asked and tried to convince Sungmin that he really loves Kyuhyun.
Sungmin sighed heavily and wiped his face, "oke, I'm sorry..."
"Now would you please let me help Kyuhyun to remember everything?" Eunhyuk begged to Sungmin and Sungmin stared at Eunhyuk with his wide-eyes.
"I... I... Eunhyuk, you have to know. If Kyuhyun remember everything, he will remember all the pain he had back then. About me and him, and about you." Sungmin told Eunhyuk and hoping Eunhyuk would change his mind even it's impossible.
"I'm sorry if he should remember those pain caused by you. But don't worry, He always have me. I will give all happiness and make him happy." Eunhyuk shrugged his shoulder and looked so sorry towards Sungmin.
Sungmin sighed sadly and his eyes got teary again, "oke.." He looked up to prevented the tears to fall. Then he forced a smile when he looked back to Eunhyuk, "I hope you can make him happy, Hyuk. Goodluck." Sungmin patted Eunhyuk's shoulder lightly and turned around. He left Eunhyuk's house without saying anything more.
Eunhyuk watched him leave sadly and in pity. He didn't want Sungmin suffering like this, but unfortunately he had no choice. There must be the heart-broken one in this case, and Eunhyuk thought that it's only Sungmin while the truth is there's another person who really broken-hearted.
•••
Eunhyuk entered his bedroom and found Donghae now sleeping on his bed. Maybe he woke up and found that the bed was already empty so he moved, eunhyuk thought.
"I can see it. Donghae loves you. Not as a friend."
Eunhyuk bite his lips and looked away. He couldn't stand it anymore. The voice was echoing in his mind. He wonders if it's true that Donghae actually loves him that way? Oh no. Eunhyuk's heartbeat started to increasing.
I already buried and forgot those feelings... I'm over you, Donghae.., Eunhyuk tried to convinced himself.
He kept staring at Donghae's back and his hands clenched into a fist. He tried so hard to forget the feelings but Sungmin's voice kept echoing in his mind. He should fight the urge to run to the bed and hug the brunette tightly. He shouldn't have this feelings again just because one sentences that haven't confirmed and legit yet.
I'm over him! I don't love him anymore... I'm over him!, Eunhyuk closed his eyes and tried to forget about what Sungmin said. did I? Did I really over him or I just.... Forced my mind to think that I already over him?
Eunhyuk opened his eyes again slowly and looked at the sleeping figure on his bed. He sighed heavily and couldn't hold it anymore.
He will think about it later. Let's just not think about it for now because Eunhyuk really want and need to hug the brunette just for comfort.
Eunhyuk walked to the bed and laid his body beside Donghae. He laid on his side and facing Donghae who sleeping soundly. He sneaked his arms around Donghae's waist and he hugged him tightly. He buried his face on Donghae's chest and scent his smell. He feel so comfortable around Donghae. Like always.
In other side, Donghae kept pretending like he's sleeping while his heart beats faster when he felt Eunhyuk hugging him. He felt so comfortable as well when he around Eunhyuk. But he felt so stupid and complicated.
If only he's not a coward back then, maybe Eunhyuk is his now. He don't need to hide his love for him. He could kiss Eunhyuk whenever he want. The fact that Eunhyuk used to love him too back then was really surprising. The fact that he's already over him is really hurting him. The fact that he himself still can't even forget his love for Eunhyuk is really suffocating. He's dying because of his love for the pale skin guy.
He let Eunhyuk hugged him and keep pretending.
Eunhyuk... Did you really over me? Did you? Why didn't you ever tell me that you love me too?, Donghae asked in his heart.
Then his tears fell from his closed eyes.
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